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I keep looking for something

even though I know that it’s not there.

Every time I try to figure it out

you’re the only thing I can think about.

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your life can look so different, so much better, in just a few months. keep going.

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ANNE SEXTON

Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters (1977);

original photos and edit

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Menswear faces at Yohji Yamamoto SS13

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It’s getting harder

to exist.

I don’t want to

feel like this.

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What a horrible death,

but a death nonetheless.

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Hands have lost their grip on the prize,

and you’ve got no more tries,

‘cause you lost them through life.

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Was it ever quite enough?

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I don’t wanna waste no more time

I’m ready to go

I put my life on standby

I can leave you alone.

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If I shed a tear

tonight,

maybe I can get another chance to show that I can

turn the wrong

to right.

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anyone else ever get that urge to delete your blog and stop talking to your friends and family and throw your phone and computer away and just disappear until ppl eventually forget you exist and you can finally be At Peace

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Don’t know why I’m so hard to love.

Maybe I deserve it.

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I know it annoys you when I act like I don’t care

I do.

I want to love you

but now I’m feeling opposite,

like red does blue.

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IAIN THOMAS

The Age At Which It Happens (2012), published on iwrotethisforyou.me;

So-called “Devil in the glass”, 1st half of the 17th century, glass, metal, 6.6 x 3.5 cm, Kunsthistorisches Museum Vienna, Austria

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What can I say that would make you see?

Make you need me?

Maybe I will never know,

maybe I’ll end up alone.

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Never enough, not for you, for me, or anyone else.

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