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Maia Mitchell

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Maia Mitchell

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Pythagorass

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Dead to Me - Season 2 Trailer

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Not wearing glasses anymore. I’ve seen enough

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turtle school

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Anna Kendrick starring in Love Life (HBO Max).

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no touchy, i said no touchy 

(via)

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OOHHH FUUBLBLBLBLB

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candicelaurellasser​:

“Yeah, that would be fun. There’s also this glass blowing class I wanted to try too, maybe you’ll find that fun.” She returned the hand squeeze, nodding with a giggle of her own. “Of course, I’m actually really glad you told me. I kind of swore to myself I’d never say anything.” Candice leaned in to return Jordan’s hug, squeezing her just a little snugger than normal. “You just have to tell me when I’m pushing a boundary or something, okay?” She asked, pulling back to look Jordan in the eyes. “You’re sweet as fucking cotton candy and never want to step on people’s toes, but I wear steel toed boots, feel free to step on them and tell me what you want or need at any time.” 

Jordan nodded quickly, “I’ll tell you even though it’s pretty obvious when I’m uncomfortable.” She let out an embarrassed laugh before leaning back in her chair, “I’m just glad I got that out, it was making me sick. I didn’t think that was possible, you know? To like someone so much that the butterflies made you sick. My dad always said that love was a conscious choice you made to someone everyone day that it wasn’t a magical thing and I believed him. I just never expected to feel that, but I feel it with you.” Jordan gave a small smile feeling her face get hot before reaching for her cup of tea again, “So, I know I was up for trying all the new things but can we just chill in my room and play animal crossing today?” 

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As Candice began to stutter, her face fell into a pout and she rested her head back on her hand. As a hand reached out and shook in her peripheral vision with a sigh she grabbed onto the girls hand. “I don’t know what exactly I want but I know I want you more than I wanted Reagan.” With Candice’s smile, she started to feel her body relax and she uncrossed her legs. “I don’t know if I’m sure. I don’t know if I’m lesbian, bi, pan, poly, I don’t know. Okay? I don’t know. But I know that, whenever I look at you I get this nervous butterfly feeling and when you laugh or smile it settles down. I know that when we study and you don’t know a question and you chew on the tip of your pen which is really dangerous I just want to kiss you. When you stay over I wait until you fall asleep and sneak under your arm because you’re a really heavy sleeper. I like you. I like you like a relationship. I want to try this with you because I like you a lot. I’m scared because I don’t know what I’m doing but I can’t sit at home every night watching you with Dani when I want that to be me. I can’t remember a time I ever felt peace in my life before I met you. You make me better, you make me happy, and I think I’ve fallen in love with your reckless, caring, bubbly, magnetic personality. So please, don’t date her. Please.” 

All the admissions were definitely the last thing Candice had ever truly expected when she came over, but she’d have to admit it was a nice surprise. The more they went back and forth, the more her smile grew and she found herself nodding along to what Jordan was saying. “That’s okay, I’m not asking for a declaration of sexuality, I just didn’t think you were even curious.” She clarified. Jordan went on her cute little rant and she imagined if she started ranting about the other girl, she’d mention the way her nose twitched as her thoughts bounced around, or her toe tapped, even when her feet weren’t touching the ground. “Okay.” Candice gave the simple reply after a few moments of contemplative silence. Putting her drink down on the ground, she moved in closer, using her now free hand to gently tug Jordan in for a short and sweet kiss, nodding her head once again with their faces close enough to bump noses. “Okay, I won’t date her.” And just like that, she was grinning again. “I have spent too long wishing you’d say that to not give things a chance. Especially when I’d really like to be awake when you cuddle up with me next time and I’d like to do that kissing thing more.” She said with a little laugh, giving them each a little more room the longer she spoke. “Because since you broke up with Reagan I couldn’t help but wish you were even remotely interested and because I haven’t been able to change how I feel, no matter how hard I’ve tried.” Now she really understood why Jordan was so nervous to talk because the more she said, the more she wished she could shut up. “And because I’d really like you to be a part of the new things I’m experiencing all the time. The biggest part.”

Jordan’s head tilted to the side slightly when Candice agreed. Staring at her while she put the coffee cup on the table, her heart started to race as Candice leaned in to kiss her. Jordan blushed and scooted too the edge of her seat, “I’d really like to be a part of all the new things. I was thinking you could teach me how to long board or maybe spray paint.” She have a little giggle before squeezing Candice’s hand. “Thank you for letting me say my peace and not leaving.” Leaning over she pulled her into a hug her.

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sleepover; hayley kiyoko

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Black Mirror - San Junipero

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Candice knew just by watching Jordan’s body language that the girl wanted to fall into the ground below and let it swallow her whole, but she was really trying to get it out. “It’s okay- You know we could sit out here for a few hours if that’s what you needed.” She assured before grabbing for her drink again, trying to fight the smile and blush on her face as Jordan talked about wanting to be carefree like her - with her. “Of course I- Oh..” She started talking, wanting to assure Jordan that she wanted her in the equation, but stopped as the dating comment really clicked. “Oh - I didn’t. I didn’t know you were into girls.” Adjusting herself on her seat, she moved to be closer to the edge and reached her hand out, shaking it to get Jordan to hold her hand. “I was starting to say of course I want to have you in my life, especially the spontaneous and nonsensical moments, but I get worried I’m going to push a boundary or something and upset you or.. y’know, make you like really disappointed in my decisions.” She admitted with an air of humor despite the honesty, giving Jordan a tight lipped smile. “And uh, as for the dating thing.. this is really weird, I have to admit. You were the girl I had the biggest crush on from the start, but it always felt wrong because you said you didn’t want to date anyone after Reagan and even Nicole said that was unrealistic and you’re my best friend and… are you sure? Because this isn’t a conversation I ever though we’d have.”

As Candice began to stutter, her face fell into a pout and she rested her head back on her hand. As a hand reached out and shook in her peripheral vision with a sigh she grabbed onto the girls hand. “I don’t know what exactly I want but I know I want you more than I wanted Reagan.” With Candice’s smile, she started to feel her body relax and she uncrossed her legs. “I don’t know if I’m sure. I don’t know if I’m lesbian, bi, pan, poly, I don’t know. Okay? I don’t know. But I know that, whenever I look at you I get this nervous butterfly feeling and when you laugh or smile it settles down. I know that when we study and you don’t know a question and you chew on the tip of your pen which is really dangerous I just want to kiss you. When you stay over I wait until you fall asleep and sneak under your arm because you’re a really heavy sleeper. I like you. I like you like a relationship. I want to try this with you because I like you a lot. I’m scared because I don’t know what I’m doing but I can’t sit at home every night watching you with Dani when I want that to be me. I can’t remember a time I ever felt peace in my life before I met you. You make me better, you make me happy, and I think I’ve fallen in love with your reckless, caring, bubbly, magnetic personality. So please, don’t date her. Please.” 

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Candice raised an eyebrow as Jordan assured her that Danielle hadn’t said anything to her that may have given her a reason not to like her. She hadn’t come across as a jealous or rude type of person, but Candice knew she was a bit catty with her own friends and wouldn’t stand for her being any type of way to Jordan. “A lot of craziness? I mean.. I guess, she’s kind of a try anything twice kind of person, at least, that’s how she explained it to me. And we try a lot of new stuff, but I’m alright. Promise. My grades may not be loving me, but it’s our last year, college apps are already out anyway and so long as I don’t fail.” She left her chai between her criss crossed legs as she held her hands up in an ‘oh well’ kind of shrug. “No no no no- you asked me to come talk, you don’t get to say nevermind.” Reaching out one leg, she tapped the toe of her sneaker against Jodan’s. “Nothings silly if it’s making you nervous.”

Jordan went to take another drink before realizing the cup was nearly empty and sat it down on the table. She had wished she worn a sweater instead of a tank top so instead of playing with the frilly hem of it she could curl up into herself. She was way in over her head with this. Resting her arm on the  armrest and laying her head onto her first she looked at the sidewalk until Candice tapped her foot. “Everything I do is silly because I know to over-analyze everything and make things precise but then you came along. You can do what you want and you can see who you want. That’s what I like about you. You’re so free and you don’t care and you live your life like the sky isn’t even the limit. I’m so envious of that I am and I just wish you wanted to have me in that.” Jordan took a deep breath and looked over at her, “I want you to date me.” She bit her lip and closed her eyes realizing what she had finally said. 

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Candice’s expression grew confused as Jordan mentioned her not liking what she had to say. She opened her mouth to ask what Jordan thought she could say that would be so bad when the brunette continued talking. “My sleep schedule?” She didn’t think about the fact that she probably shouldn’t laugh and caught herself as she first started to chuckle. “Well, Danielle and I aren’t the most serious first of all, we’re just letting what happens happen and having fun while we’re at it. But since when does she impact my sleep and health? You were lecturing me a couple months ago about my caffeine addiction.” She let herself giggle a little more freely as she swayed back on forth on her seat. “Is that really what you wanted to talk to me about? Do you really not like her? Did she say something to you?”

Jordan took some more drinks of her tea, letting her eyes wander around the yard while Candice spoke. She couldn’t help but smile whenever she giggled. Jordan directed her attention back to Candice when she started to question her, ‘No, no, she didn’t say anything to me. It was nothing like that.” She let out a small laugh, before putting the cup down on the table and scooting back in her chair. “When you went out last friday, I clicked her tag on your picture and scrolled through her page. There was just a lot craziness happening and I didn’t think you liked all that stuff.” Taking a deep breath, she crossed her legs in front of her before reaching back for the cup of tea. “I was just thought...No, nevermind. It’s silly.” She talked herself out of proclaiming what she had to say last minute and shut herself up with another sip of tea.