johnbooth703

[johnbooth703]

Fuck I hate people.

Endogenic people piss me off so much. Fakers piss me off so much. Your life is so damn boring and touchless that your idea of a good time is to fake mental illness? I hope you’re never fucking happy.

That shit is actually horrible.

A lot of people wish that they could get better or that they were a better person and weren’t dragged down by their mental illness. You know, they struggle. You just pick up a fucking label and wear it with a stupid smile on your face for some what? Pity serotonin? Attention?

Im not saying people with mental illness have to be sad all the time.

However if you’re a system because you just “felt like you were” or you were bored, or if you just label pick mental illnesses, please go to the deepest darkest pits of hell.

[johnbooth703]

I’m sorry, I can’t keep doing this 😭 I would rather you just join the server and see for yourself, tumblr isn’t my platform

Isn’t it crazy how endogenic systems will tell people they are manipulating people if they tell they might not actually be a system?

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Sooooo, telling people that every single symptom they have (or THINK they have), and you convincing them that they’re a system even though you have no training, and you yourself aren’t even diagnosed isn’t manipulation? Like, the majority of people I talk to who said they thought they used to have DID/OSDD or used to fake it said they were convinced they had it because someone was telling them they were. Not to mention a lot of fakers or endogenic systems are literally claiming to be 16 with 350 alters. Please, be so serious.

Hot take: Telling someone they might not have this rare, debilitating disorder isnt manipulation.

If anything, you should be telling them to see a doctor. I don’t wanna hear that “Diagnosis is a privilege!” Shit either because no it’s not.

If you can do enough research to tell yourself and everyone else they’re a valid system, you can do the research to find affordable diagnosis. 🥴

While I’m at the, the new link in my bio is the OFFICIAL server for r/systemscringe

[johnbooth703]

1. I am sure. I can say that with confidence because when the server opened and harassment was already starting, all the staff agreed that it was immature and we removed pluralkit so that members can’t see if they have one

2. I genuinely do think depending on where you are, you can. If you’re in school, you can go to your counselor and talk to her about what you might think you have, and ask her for cheap ways to get a diagnosis (or you can go online to find ways)

3. I don’t support harassment. I don’t like how people automatically assume I’m going to witch-hunt whoever says they’re a system. I genuinely don’t care enough to go harass people, and our mods in the server are making sure no one harasses anyone, or raids servers

4. Ofc it’s not impossible. There’s a massive chance that everyone I don’t think is a system is a system and I was wrong the whole time. I am completely open to the idea that people are most likely telling the truth since every human is different. (I want to clarify that I’m NOT a system) but seeing (some) endogenic systems literally just make up alters because they want to have did, or seeing accounts that are ok with “trans autism” and stuff like that just makes me want to keep my views.

I don’t mind the numbers, it helps keep track since I’m not good with massive walls of text

Isn’t it crazy how endogenic systems will tell people they are manipulating people if they tell they might not actually be a system?

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Sooooo, telling people that every single symptom they have (or THINK they have), and you convincing them that they’re a system even though you have no training, and you yourself aren’t even diagnosed isn’t manipulation? Like, the majority of people I talk to who said they thought they used to have DID/OSDD or used to fake it said they were convinced they had it because someone was telling them they were. Not to mention a lot of fakers or endogenic systems are literally claiming to be 16 with 350 alters. Please, be so serious.

Hot take: Telling someone they might not have this rare, debilitating disorder isnt manipulation.

If anything, you should be telling them to see a doctor. I don’t wanna hear that “Diagnosis is a privilege!” Shit either because no it’s not.

If you can do enough research to tell yourself and everyone else they’re a valid system, you can do the research to find affordable diagnosis. 🥴

While I’m at the, the new link in my bio is the OFFICIAL server for r/systemscringe

[johnbooth703]

1. I want to start this off by saying I’m not really an active member in the subreddit. Even in the new server I run on discord, we have rules to make sure that anyone who joins claiming to be a system doesn’t get harassed, instead they can be talked to and asked about their experience. That way they feel comfortable and we can talk like civil humans

2. I agree, there are a lot of people who join pro Endo servers with the intent to get ss of things, and possibly raid it. That is not allowed in the new server

3. Free diagnosis isn’t just getting by a random. I’m in school, and I explained my financial situation and history to a psychiatrist on campus and she helped me out

4. I could also say there’s no proof it’s possible, you know? There is no sure way to tell who is lying and who isn’t, so it will always be back and forth

5. Because of my experience with DID discourse online, and being a former faker (I was convinced for 2 years by someone I liked that I was a system) and doing research after I dropped the person, I realized it was mostly just maladaptive daydreaming and delusional attachments. I used to have fictives in my systems that were characters I found comfort in when I was at my lowest. Anime characters, cartoon characters, etc. That is why I mention fictives. I know that mine were comforting to my brain during hard times, and since my person told me I could see them in my head (I just have a good imagination) I believed it

(Sources, I think this card is cute)

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/23336-maladaptive-daydreaming#:~:text=“Maladaptive”%20means%20this%20type%20of,of%20daydreaming%20might%20be%20compulsive.

Also thank you

Isn’t it crazy how endogenic systems will tell people they are manipulating people if they tell they might not actually be a system?

.

.

Sooooo, telling people that every single symptom they have (or THINK they have), and you convincing them that they’re a system even though you have no training, and you yourself aren’t even diagnosed isn’t manipulation? Like, the majority of people I talk to who said they thought they used to have DID/OSDD or used to fake it said they were convinced they had it because someone was telling them they were. Not to mention a lot of fakers or endogenic systems are literally claiming to be 16 with 350 alters. Please, be so serious.

Hot take: Telling someone they might not have this rare, debilitating disorder isnt manipulation.

If anything, you should be telling them to see a doctor. I don’t wanna hear that “Diagnosis is a privilege!” Shit either because no it’s not.

If you can do enough research to tell yourself and everyone else they’re a valid system, you can do the research to find affordable diagnosis. 🥴

While I’m at the, the new link in my bio is the OFFICIAL server for r/systemscringe

[johnbooth703]

1. We aren’t claiming to be trained. Telling someone they might not be a system is no where near as dangerous as telling someone they might be a system or gaslighting them into thinking they are. In fact, a lot of the discord is made up of members who used to think they had DID because of misinformation and people telling them they had it because of signs of mental illness that they thought lined up

2. I agree, so it’s good that we don’t pull endos into servers. They will literally join on their own and be surprised that no one there likes endos.

3. I have checked my privilege. Instead of whining and bitching on social media, I looked up what I could do with my financial situation, my parents financial situation, and found a way to get my diagnosis for free. That’s not privilege, it’s using my resources.

4. That’s not what that means. As a child meaning during the early stages of your life, you went through EXTREME trauma (so no, not your parents divorcing, not getting yelled at) but that doesn’t mean you just split 60 alters.

No, big numbers don’t intimidate me, it’s just lets me know the person is fucking lying

I need you guys to be so incredibly fr. No 16 yr old is walking around with 709 alters with most of them being anime characters and Minecraft YouTubers.

And my AirPods are coming in so I’m gonna have a great day 🫶🏾



Isn’t it crazy how endogenic systems will tell people they are manipulating people if they tell they might not actually be a system?

.

.

Sooooo, telling people that every single symptom they have (or THINK they have), and you convincing them that they’re a system even though you have no training, and you yourself aren’t even diagnosed isn’t manipulation? Like, the majority of people I talk to who said they thought they used to have DID/OSDD or used to fake it said they were convinced they had it because someone was telling them they were. Not to mention a lot of fakers or endogenic systems are literally claiming to be 16 with 350 alters. Please, be so serious.

Hot take: Telling someone they might not have this rare, debilitating disorder isnt manipulation.

If anything, you should be telling them to see a doctor. I don’t wanna hear that “Diagnosis is a privilege!” Shit either because no it’s not.

If you can do enough research to tell yourself and everyone else they’re a valid system, you can do the research to find affordable diagnosis. 🥴

While I’m at the, the new link in my bio is the OFFICIAL server for r/systemscringe

[johnbooth703]

Hello! My name is Jaxon

I am the owner of the new official server for r/systemscringe!

The other server is still up since I don’t own it, but the never server is owned by me, and modded by subreddit mods as well

It’s a bit different from the other server in the way we do things

Enjoy!

[johnbooth703]

Isn’t it crazy how endogenic systems will tell people they are manipulating people if they tell they might not actually be a system?

.

.

Sooooo, telling people that every single symptom they have (or THINK they have), and you convincing them that they’re a system even though you have no training, and you yourself aren’t even diagnosed isn’t manipulation? Like, the majority of people I talk to who said they thought they used to have DID/OSDD or used to fake it said they were convinced they had it because someone was telling them they were. Not to mention a lot of fakers or endogenic systems are literally claiming to be 16 with 350 alters. Please, be so serious.

Hot take: Telling someone they might not have this rare, debilitating disorder isnt manipulation.

If anything, you should be telling them to see a doctor. I don’t wanna hear that “Diagnosis is a privilege!” Shit either because no it’s not.

If you can do enough research to tell yourself and everyone else they’re a valid system, you can do the research to find affordable diagnosis. 🥴

While I’m at the, the new link in my bio is the OFFICIAL server for r/systemscringe

[johnbooth703]

Oh PLEASE 💀 nobody is trying to trap you guys. The fact that some of y’all will make alts to join the server, lurk in the server for WEEKS to make post here, and y’all think we’re trying to TRAP you? Nobody actually wants you in the server. The ones who do want you to join wants you to stop being a whiny mf on tumblr, and go actually talk to people and correct them since you clearly know so much and everyone else is wrong. I speak for everyone when I say if you don’t want to be there, leave.

How far up your own ass do you have to be to post ss of the server and then think WE are trying to trap you. If anything, you guys are only in the server because you want content and attention 🤷🏽

Do you think they’re trying to trap us into the server?

In a sense, yeah.

I mean, there's nothing stopping anyone who wants to have a debate doing it on a public platform. So why a Discord server?

IMO, it's because Discord is an easy platform to cultivate these extremely clique-y almost-cult-like communities.

Once you join the server, they can suck you in. You're surrounded by people who are convinced you're just delusional and they know best. And they will try their hardest to gaslight you into believing that your own experiences are wrong. They will see it as their duty to "reality check" you and help you see the light.

And this isn't going to be through sources or evidence either. But just peer pressure and emotional manipulation. If they can, they'll probably even try to convince you to cutoff ties you've made in the system community, convincing you that your friends are harming you by validating your experiences. That way the only voices you'll listen to are the server's.

[johnbooth703]

https://web.archive.org/web/20240222042347/https://sophieinwonderland.tumblr.com/post/701689745750867968/imo-whats-not-helping-us-right-now-are-all-the

Lol explain this

We're new to Tumblr but saw a lot of posts of yours under the plural and pro-endo/endo-safe tags; apparently there's a lot of shade being thrown at you from other platforms? We don't look on r/disordercringe or r/systemscringe so we don't know what the conflict is in detail, but anyway we just want to say to stay safe and thank you for standing against sysmedicalism. 🩵💙

Thank you all very much! 💖

If you want the short version for this feud: They're subreddits designed around mocking systems. I decided to start responding in turn a long time ago.

Recently, new mods took over r/systemscringe who announced that they would be undoing rules against censoring systems. These rules were put into place by past mod teams and were intended to prevent harassment of people posted there. The solution of the new mod team was to, essentially, create a hit list of acceptable targets to mention without being censored.

At the time they were considering this, they were going to make a rule that people on their hit list had to have a minimum of 10k followers. Something I, with only 1,800 followers, would NOT qualify for. But because I dared criticize them, the r/systemscringe mod team declared me to be a "public figure" and added me to their hit list.

That's the basics of it, anyway. 🤷‍♀️

Details honestly don't matter too much. Most important thing is that now there's a flair with my name on it on r/systemscringe, people there will likely be mentioning my blog by name from now on pretty regularly, and when any cringizens are curious and go to look me up, first thing they'll see on my pinned is a list of r/systemscringe lies with academic sources to debunk them. 😁

Thanks again for the support! And have a wonderful day!

[johnbooth703]

Daily reminder that if you don’t agree with r/systemscringe and the people who participate:

Block buttons are free.

Mute buttons are free.

Unsubscribing and leaving servers are free too.

The server and subreddit is going to stay up no matter how much crying you do. Endogenic systems are not valid, and will never be valid.

The little groups on tumblr actual piss me off with the stupid ideas they spit out. “You don’t need DID to be a system, I’m a system because I have adhd!”

Log out for me little bro.

I don’t care what anyone says, if fucking fake claiming is the only thing going on in your life and it’s to the point where you complain about it everyday on tumblr, and try do drag trans people into it, you need some fucking hobbies. Maybe it’s time to get offline, because I can assure you no one gives a flying fuck about what you are or how it happened

✨ANYWAYS✨

I will continue to blog when I get my new camera, might turn this little tumblr into a photography account who knows 🤷🏽

[johnbooth703]

Anyways, when a REAL bigot came to our campus yesterday I made about 50 of these signs. This boy in a dinosaur onesie brought his boyfriend to kiss right in front of that asshat and I wish I recorded

[johnbooth703]

Wow isn’t it crazy how I literally didn’t say that, and those are COMPLETELY different things. “Members might tease you, but staff has your back. We also have pet pics, religion channels, and pronoun roles!”

“Ok BuT WhAt If YoU hAd nAzIs In YoUr BiO” ??

I said multiple times bullying and harassment isn’t allowed. Literally no staff is going to sit there and let a member get dog piled by members. If you can’t handle someone TEASING you? Like not even calling you slurs or anything, fucking TEASING a plural bot account that can only be found on fucking DISCORD then you need to get offline.

“How well this is being enforced may be up for debate”

Literally what are you talking about? I think as a black trans guy racism and transphobia isn’t a problem. I would know. Not only are reclaimable slurs banned, but they are also on an auto warning. I didn’t say members would “mock you”. I said there would most likely be skepticism, and teasing and you’re still looking for small things in my text to point out.

No, the server is not official. It’s unofficial and will stay that way. It’s primary made up of systems cringe members because the link was POSTED in systems cringe (insane I know) and why does it share moderators? Because they needed new ones right when the server was up for a week or so, and members including myself took the opportunity.

If you’re allowed to sit on your blog and tell people all day that they can be a system without DID, that every little symptom of anything could be DID, and give your advice while not being a trained professional, you CANNOT call us out. It’s hypocritical on both ends, don’t you think? Two groups not trained, working purely on research and experience? I doubt you’d understand though, most likely just find another sentence to pick out and completely disregard everything else.

Again, you can still leave. You continue to call people in there haters or say we’re a hate group, yet despite being in the server, you don’t correct anyone on how you identify. Maybe take a break on tumblr and see what hill you’re dying on right now.

Also, I think it’s funny how y’all are calling me a bigot and trying to make me seem like a bad person, but when things went badly and someone said something out of pocket about you, I made an announcement about how that wasn’t allowed or ok 🤷🏽 but y’all can sit here and think whatever you’d like on the safety of tumblr

One of the r/systemscringe mods made a post. They commented on your post and I went to their account and they have some sort of statement

Yup! We saw. It's an invite for their server!

I won't respond to much of it, but this was one thing that popped out at me:

One of my biggest problems with this community is that they can say things like this and just... not realize it's a problem.

Like, most of the systems in the community would be DID and OSDD systems.

Could you just imagine for a moment if this mentality existed in a similar space? A community about autism, for instance, where if you say you have ASD then people will tease you for it and be skeptical of you.

And this behavior is normalized. So normalized that people don't even see anything wrong with stating this aloud. It's just the way things are in that community and you're supposed to accept it.

[johnbooth703]

Pretty new to tumblr so I hope I’m using this function correctly. Firstly, that server isn’t the official r/systemscringe server. It’s just a server someone made because they were bored, and they happened to post it under a systems cringe post.

Secondly, I’m not really sure what you wanted to hear. I told you the truth, that’s how it is. If you’re uncomfortable with questioning, don’t join. If you don’t like skepticism, don’t join.

Thirdly, I don’t know what you’re talking about. That definitely also happens with autism. It happens with EVERY disorder, I would know because people are skeptical of me really having adhd.

It’s not a “normalized” thing, it’s quite literally just a terminally online thing for both parties. I can guarantee you that no one outside the discord, or tumblr actually care when they put their phones away, because they realize life is not about stupid online arguments. It’s very funny to me how you cherry picked that one sentence of me mentioning skepticism and completely ignoring everything else. If you feel that the server isn’t the place for you, no one is forcing you to stay. If you want to stay there and lurk, then have fun 🤷🏽 discord link is in my first post and bio

One of the r/systemscringe mods made a post. They commented on your post and I went to their account and they have some sort of statement

Yup! We saw. It's an invite for their server!

I won't respond to much of it, but this was one thing that popped out at me:

One of my biggest problems with this community is that they can say things like this and just... not realize it's a problem.

Like, most of the systems in the community would be DID and OSDD systems.

Could you just imagine for a moment if this mentality existed in a similar space? A community about autism, for instance, where if you say you have ASD then people will tease you for it and be skeptical of you.

And this behavior is normalized. So normalized that people don't even see anything wrong with stating this aloud. It's just the way things are in that community and you're supposed to accept it.