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And is the time again when everything seems low again. Within a month a few things happen.. 2 funeral, car died because of my stubbornness and then losing an access card and lastly a fridge that spoilt.
Well to other I'm pretty sure it is super small matter but to me isnt just how small they are but I'm not ready for it when things related to financial.
2k to fix my stupidity I hope it did and then another coming within a week.
Yes, I feel shitty over money coz I don't have and guess what I don't know what I can do to earn more.
Excuses, maybe... But the things is I feel shitty already so bare with me.
And the only thing that can calm me down is the music and the night alone.
I feel better.. and try not to be hopeless..
-keep going-
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It's been a year plus... And I'm feeling tired again.. and unwanted..
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If you real and listening, i can't go on anymore.. My heart is dying..
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To the future/emo me
Is funny that I was freaking depressed in the next minute I was damn motivated again. Music and shower time is actually the best moment to heal. So while I'm still positive I'm writing my future emo self this, read this when you feel like fucked up. Is okay not to be okay. Is fine that you feel like shit, useless and pathetic in your life. Is alright to even feel why the hell am I here. There were no purpose. I suck so much in life and I have no idea what I'm doing with it. Is totally fine to feel this way but remember one thing. NEVER EVER EVER GIVE UP ON LIFE.. Because the truth is everyone has a purpose in life. You are here for some reason. You may not be the richest person on earth, or the most influential person that everyone would look up to, or you may not even be anybody that people would know. But that is okay because life is not about being perfect but to be the best in you. Just do good and make the world a better place even if it just for a person. You may feel worthless to someone but always remember you are also worth something to someone else. You are not perfect and that's alright. Just be the best you. Lead a life that you want to live in. Do what makes you feel you or good. That you won't regret in the future. Because the purpose of life is to live. There are good times and bad times. ups and down. And that's life. life is not perfect. Just keep living and make the most out of it. Be like water. From your wiser self.
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Take my heart away
If can, take my heart away, so that I don’t have to feel anything.
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There is always another side of me. Why can't I just be one side?
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The small little things.. Maybe isn't that small..
This small little thing makes me happy and I hope the big thing didn't bother too much. It strikes me for awhile thinking, is the small little thing really that small or the big thing isn't really big? What is life? What are we chasing for? A happier life? And what makes a happier life? The other part of me is happy enough but the other half isnt. And is draining me every single day. I'm here worrying things that other people would not even care just as long as they can live as a normal person or just be alive. What am I?
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