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I might have missed it yesterday but happy birthday Pete!!

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This year, on the 31 March, we lost Gilbert Baker, gay artist and creator of the gay pride flag. Today we would celebrate his 66th birthday. Let’s remember him as the wonderful person he was.

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Petra looks up to her father then over to her mother, “Am I in trouble?”

Pen shakes her head, “No baby girl. We just want to explain somethings to you.” Pen sighs glancing over to Pete, “So you know mommy and daddy love each other but aren’t together.” She nods leaning into Pete more. “Well...”

Pete speaks up knowing what to say, “Back when we first met we fell in love quickly. Then I got sick in my mind and did some stupid things.” Pen bites her lip trying not to laugh. Pete glares at her, “Well once daddy got better he met someone else and then we got married.”

“You missed how we did have a little thing before you got married which brought you to us.” Pen grabs Petra’s hand, “Do you remember when you were little daddy and Bronx being around for a bit then he met mommy Meg.”

Petra nods, “A little bit yea.”

“Well that is when daddy was around more. Do you kinda understand what we are saying?”

Petra looks between her two parents, “Yes. I am just cooler then most my friends because I have two mommy’s and daddy’s.”

Pen laughs pulling the little girl tight to her, “You are far to awesome to be my kid.”

“She gets it from her dad.” Pete smirks.

Pen reaches over shoving him in shoulder, “The only thing she gets from you are her curls and her energy.”

*

Later in the night Pen is sitting in bed as Greg walks in closing the door setting the baby monitor on his bedside table, “Gregos is down for the night.”

“How long did it take this time?”

“Like an hour. He misses his sister, he really has never been alone she has been here since he can remember.” Greg sits down in bed next to her letting her curl up under his arm. “He will get used to it I mean they are ten years apart.” He kisses the top of her head leaning back against the wall.

“I really think Petra needed some daddy time after that chat today.”

“She took it pretty well tho.”

“Better then I thought she would. I also think this was the best time for her to know about everything.”

“She isn’t a stupid kid that is for sure. It think she always knew about your history with Pete but just waited for you bring it up.”

Pen looks up to him, “You think?”

He nods, “Now we are alone in the house aside from the toddler sound asleep there are things I want to do to you.”

“Greg!” He slides under the covers as she leans back and waits. She smiles feeling him get under the edge of the shirt of his she is wearing.

“You bad girl no panties.” He mumbles before kissing each of her thighs.

She lifts up the covers looking down at his black hair as he starts to eat away. She drops the covers then leans her head back feeling his tongue move around. He moves his fingers up to her clit making her moan out in pleasure. “Oh god.”

After her orgasm he moves back up next to her wiping his mouth and cleaning his fingers, “Pregnant pussy tastes divine.” He smiles seeing the state of her hair, “Did you get a little handsy with your pastel locks my dear.”

She rolls her head over to him still panting, “Why are you so good with that tongue and those fingers?”

“Oh haven’t you ever heard bass players do it deeper. Plus I am Italian I talk with my hands so I am really good with them.”



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Months later Pen wakes up to Greg walking in holding Gregos with Petra right behind. She sits up looking at the three of them, “What do I owe this occasion too?”

Greg sits down next to her handing her a plate, “Well we are into summer and usually one or both of us are working so I thought we would just enjoy the time we have together.”

“Yea I would have been on tour. Kinda glad to be home and pregnant this time.”

Petra squeezes between the two adults, “So mommy what is it like touring while pregnant?”

Pen leans on the top of her head, “Well tiring. But daddy always made sure I was ok when I was pregnant with baby brother. But when 8 was pregnant with you daddy wasn’t around.”

“Who made sure you were ok?”

“Aunt Hayley kept an eye on my the first few months then after that whoever I toured with always made sure I was ok and had enough of anything I needed.”

“But why wasn’t daddy around?”

Pen looks over to Greg, “Um I think that is something daddy should tell you about.”

*

Pen walks out sitting down on the couch letting Greg hand her a cup of tea. She leans her head on his shoulder, “Why hasn’t something like this come up till now?”

“Penny you knew it was going to come up eventually.” Bailey rests her legs on Matt’s lap. “Petra is getting older she will want to know more about your history with Pete and Greg.”

She sighs, “Yes I am well aware I just figured it would be when she was a little older.”

“She is ten how longer did you think she was going to wait?”

“Guess Pete and I and Petra have to have a discussion.”

Greg looks down to her, “How about me?”

“I mean you can join if you want this is your family too.”

*

The next day Pete walks into the studio and Petra runs right over to him. She jumps up into his arm catching him by surprise, “Hello.”

Pen looks up from her desk as he carries her over to the couch, “Someone has missed you.”

“I would love to take her home for a bit after this.”

“If she wants sure but remember P brothers and baby Marvel. Only baby Gregos here.”

She curls up against Pete, “I wanna go can I please go mommy?”

“You never have to ask me to go see daddy.”

“But the....”

Pen walks over leaning down in front of her, “Let us worry about that you worry about you and worry about being a kid.” She moves over sitting on the other side of Petra, “But right now we need to have a chat with you.”

Greg walks in sitting down on the arm of the couch next to Pen, “Sorry I had a meeting.”

Pete looks over to Greg, “And why are you here, no offense.”

Pen glares at him, “This is his family so he has a right to be here. Do you want to argue that with me Peter?”

He holds up his hands leaning back pulling Petra under his arm, “Ok then, Petra we need to tell you some things.”

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happy fob day <3

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If you're reading this...

go write three sentences on your current writing project.

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The following week she is sitting in her office working on her computer as Greg walks in sitting across from her. She looks up s I,I got as he hands over a little box, “For you.”

She grabs the box opening it up, “So what is this?”

“Just something for you.”

“Ok so I see my stone your stone Gregos and Petra then an empty spot.”

“Baby Garbo two.” He looks at her to see a tear sliding down her face, “No wait please don’t cry.”

“Pregnant remember hormones are all over.” She closes it looking up to him, “I love it I promise.”

“So what are working on?”

“Well clearing my calendar for the next couple weeks the preparing emails just in case this doesn’t end.”

“Preparing?”

“I just have a feeling that this isn’t going to go away in a couple weeks. I mean how bad does it have to be to make people wear masks when they go out and not allow daddy at the doctors appointment.”

“True I am kinda sad I wasn’t able to be there.”

*

A couple months later Bailey walks down into the office sitting down across from Pen, “Penny I have no idea how you have done this three times? I am exhausted.”

Pen laughs looking at her, “One I am tiny so I have tiny kids two I was younger then I am now and three you know I don’t sleep all that well anymore anyway.”

“But Gregos is only a year.”

“Yes he is. Bails you know I was so active each time I was pregnant and I did get tired just at the end.”

“I wish my pregnancy is like yours.”

“Yes because getting dizzy and light headed all the time is so much fun. Why do you think once I sit down I don’t get up again unless I need too.”

“True. So when I am doing your hair again it is getting quite faded.”

She shrugs, “If you are feeling up to it any time you want.”

“What are you thinking about?”

“Rainbow like my wedding hair.”

“That’s right your anniversary is at the end of the month. What are doing?”

“Well I was planning on going to the cabin but yep can’t leave the state let alone the house.”

“So bring the cabin here.”

“How do you expect me to do that?”

Bailey looks around, “You have a studio that isn’t being used right now.”

“And how am I going to...”

“Leave that to me and Matt.”

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break your own rules

I’ve said before that if a rule you made for yourself isn’t working, get rid of that rule. I realize, however, that not everyone notices when they’ve made a rule for themselves. I’m going to share my own list of rules that just didn’t work for me. I haven’t managed to get rid of them all yet, but I’m working on it. 

only write one fic at a time

write each chapter in a single sitting

reply to all of my comments before I post a new chapter

comment on every chapter of every fic I read

read every fic in my favourite tags

if you can’t answer an ask or reply to a tag right now, don’t reblog anything either. That way you can pretend you just haven’t seen the ask/tag yet

keep the queue filled so that it never runs out

At various points in my life, these rules worked for me. I put them in place for a reason. But once they stopped working for me, they stopped me from writing and participating in fandom. I was putting too much pressure on myself to do too much, and since I couldn’t meet my own expectations I just felt like I was failing.

I needed to realize that the reason I wasn’t doing what I wanted to do was because I’d made rules for myself that kept me from doing it. 

Spot the rules that aren’t working for you so you can free yourself up to try something different. 

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At the end of the month Pen flops down on the couch in her office next to Greg. He looks over to her, “What’s wrong?”

“This is what happens when you depends on people coming into a studio for work, I have nothing to do.”

“You could help Petra with school.”

“Matt is I mean he did go to school to be a teacher.”

“He did?”

She nods, “Yep subs when needed but with the profits from Bailey’s salon he really doesn’t need to work.”

“You could play with Gregos.”

She leans on his shoulder, “Napping and Bailey is watching him.”

He moves his computer to the table putting his arm around her shoulder, “I don’t know what to tell you.”

She curls up against him, “I might be pregnant again.”

He pulls away from her, “Excuse me what?”

“Yea you remember that day we spent in bed, pretty sure I am pregnant again.”

He looks down to her stomach then back up to her face, “But you haven’t...”

“I have been just haven’t said anything.”

“Doctor?”

“I talked to her said I could come in next week.”

“I as in alone?”

“They don’t want to many people in an small space because of this virus.”

“Holy shit. I mean can we handle three kids?”

“Petra is almost a teen.”

Later in the night the two girls are sitting at the table Bailey gets in the fridge, “Want a beer?”

“Um about that.”

Bailey turns around holding the milk, “Are you?”

“What no wine.”

“Also about that.”

Pen laughs, “We are not both...”

“At the same time, guess we are.”

“Oh my god.”

“So I might need your doctors info cause I have no idea where else to go.”

*

The folllowing week Pen is walking into her doctors office with Greg on the phone, “I hate that I can’t be there.”

“Me too but nothing we can do.” After she checks in then goes into the room, “So she will be in here in a few, the we will know.”

“I mean you already know but I am excited and nervous.”

“You think you are bad I am probably going to give birth during this whole thing.”

“It shouldn’t last that long.”

“Let’s hope.” Someone knocks on the door so Pen turns as the doctor walks. “So didn’t think I would be back here.”

The doctor sits down in front of her, “Well it happens, I am sorry Greg couldn’t be here with us.”

Pen holds up her phone, “We figured it out.”

“Good idea. So according to what you said you have been dizzy. Let’s get some blood and a sonogram.”

Pen lays back as the take the blood the rolls her shirt up for the sonogram, “Can you see Greg?”

“Best I can through a screen.”

The doctor spreads around the gel then turns on the monitor, “Alright lets take a look.” She finds the fetus and plays the heart beat, “There it is.”

“Oh my god Garbo baby two.”

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Pen wakes up late in the morning, she rolls over rubbing her eyes. She smiles seeing Greg still asleep she moves closer to him waking him up. “So what was that about last night?”

He looks down to her multi-colored hair, “Don’t tell me you didn’t like last night?”

“I didn’t say that I just asked what that was about.”

“I might have talked Matt into having the kids for the day. Including getting them up and getting Petra going on her school work.”

“I am sure it took so much convincing he wants kids so bad.”

“In exchange we are taking the kids downstairs for the night so they can have a date night.”

“What are we going to do with two kids in my studio tonight?”

“Family night. Let them be kids get their minds off this whole thing.”

She moves closer to him pulling the covers higher up, “What time do we have to relive them?”

“Like four.”

She smiles, “Another round lover boy?”

*

Early in the afternoon Pen wonders out of the bedroom in one of Greg’s shirts and some shorts. Bailey looks over to her smiling, “Well you finally come out to see us.”

“I haven’t done that in a long time.”

Bailey hands her a cup of tea, “Well while you were doing that P did all her school work Gregos has been changed fed and played with and is now napping with Matt.”

Pen sits down at the counter, “Thank you.”

“Still don’t know why Matt agreed to do this.”Pen looks up to her taking a sip of her tea. “What do you know Penny?”

“You ever think that maybe Matt wants some.”

Bailey looks over to Petra sitting at the table, “We get enough some.”

“Not what I I meant. I was taking about some of your own.”

BAiley sits down across from her cousin, “You think so?”

“Bails think about it. He loves our kids and is so good with them don’t you think maybe he wants one.”

Bailey sighs resting her chin on her hands, “I don’t know if I am ready.”

“You’re kidding me right. Look at you today, plus you are meant to be a mom.”

“You think?”

“Bailey you pretty much raised me and look how I turned out.”

Later in the night Pen looks up to her door Greg looks over to her grabbing hand, “Come on they do know what they are doing.”

“She scared she doesn’t know if she is ready.”

“Did you?”

“No but I grew up in a shitty house and never knew love until I meant Pete.”

“Look you did fine both times.”

She looks over to him, “That made no sense.”

“To me it did. What I meant is she knows love and knows family life she will be fine.”

*

Pen wakes up in the middle of the night only to find the kitchen light on. She walks out to find Bailey sitting at the counter drinking tea. She walks over grabbing a cup and pouring the hot water in putting in a bag, “What are you doing up?”

“Haven’t been to sleep yet. Matt is sleeping I couldn’t.”

“Still sacred?”

She smiles piping her tea, “No, we talked about it got some practice in then more practice. We are one good terms now.”

“So when are you giving me a niece or nephew.” Pen smiles stirring her steaming cup.

“The same time you give me another.” Bailey smiles sipping her cup again.

“You know I don’t want more.”

“I don’t know you did some practice last night.”

Pen rolls her eyes, “Yea I am good with the two. There does not need to be another me one is enough.”

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The day of Gregos’ birthday Pen looks around the house sighing. Greg walks up behind her wrapping his arms around her, “They are all FaceTiming to see him.”

“It isn’t the same and it sucks.”

He spins her around holding her shoulders, “I know it sucks but this is literally the only way everyone can see him on his birthday. Once this is all over in a month or two we will have everyone over and have a huge party.”

She sighs again leaning against him, “I love you.”

“I love you too. Now where is the birthday boy.”

“With his sister who is also having issues cause she wants to see daddy but can’t.”

“Want me to talk to her?”

“It won’t do any good I have tried. She just wants daddy.”

“Penny this is hard on everyone she will be fine I promise.”

“I hope so.”

Later after the mini party she walks over sitting down next to Petra, “P you doing ok?”

She sniffs, “No I miss school I miss my brothers and I miss daddy.”

“Would seeing daddy make you feel better?”

“Can I call him?”

“You never have to ask to call daddy, you have your iPad he will pick up at any time.”

“Can auntie Bailey dye my hair pink?”

“Well she will be doing my hair soon so maybe, why don’t you give daddy a call after you finish your school work.”

*

The following week the three girls are sitting in the living room with the bowls of dye on the coffee table. Petra looks at the colors then over to her aunt, “Can I have galaxy hair?”

Bailey looks over to Pen, “what does mommy think?”

Pen looks up from her phone, “It’s her choice so whatever she wants.”

“What will daddy’s think of it?”

Petra speaks up, “Daddy said he can’t wait to see my hair and daddy two is going to let me take pictures with his phone to send to my friends.”

“Galaxy it is, how about mommy what are we doing today?”

“Well Greg gave me an idea, how about an horizontal layered of all the colors?”

Bailey smiles grabbing more bowls and dye from her bag, “I am so glad to be locked down with you.”

“Oh you are just enjoying spending all this time with your niece and nephew.”

At the end of the night Pen walks into the bedroom with her hair braided back. Greg looks up from his book to see all the colors. “Oh hot mama. So glad Bailey is staying with us.”

“Me too, this way my hair will never look bad. Plus Petra really enjoyed doing her hair today, I have a feeling this will be a reoccuring thing with her.”

He grabs her pulling her down on the bed, “She gets it from her mama.” He leans down kissing her neck, “But I don’t want to talk about kids right now.”

Pen pulls back looking at him, “You and Matt had a couple drinks didn’t you?”

He raises his eyebrows playing with the bottom of her shirt, “We might have had some guy talk downstairs while working.”

“Guy talk?”

He pulls off her shirt, “No more taking only moaning.” He lightly pushes her back on the bed tracing her panty line against her hip. She lifts her hips letting him pulling them down throwing them across the room. She throws her head back as he moves down between her legs, she closes her eyes feeling his tongue lick at her folds. Once he enters her she bites her lip moaning softly, he keeps ahold of her hips keeping her flat on the mattress. Once she is wet enough to his liking he creeps up her body placing soft kisses against her body the whole way. He kisses her lips letting her taste herself whilst entering her, she opens her eyes letting them roll back in her head as he completely fills her.

“Oh god.” She gasps enjoying his slowness.

He leans down nipping at her neck and earlobe, “Not god.”

She wraps her arms around him letting her short nails dig into his back, she slowly moves then down as her orgasm hits. She moans out, he feels a small gush of liquid come out. Greg pushes into her one last time letting himself cum inside of her as she pants on the bed. He pulls out laying next to her. She rolls her head to face him smiling.

“Well that was a surprise.”

“Like I said just some guy talk while working.”

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Pen is looking through the photos as Greg walks in holding Gregos. He sits down across from her, “So you do know that Demi really has nothing to do with my company right?”

“Don’t matter to me, as long as someone pays me I don’t care.” She looks up from her screen to him, “Why do you have a problem with me working with her?”

“I mean...”

“Greg come on I work with a lot of people that you don’t work with.”

“But you they also haven’t said things about the company I work for.”

She leans back crossing her arms, “I am a photographer I am not a lackey of your company. If you have a problem with something someone has said that I work with take it up with them not me.”

“I just figured....”

“Figured what that I was going to blindly let you tell me who I can and can’t work with. No one and I mean no one is going to tell me who I can and can’t work with.”

Later in the night Pen walks into the bedroom climbing right into bed not saying a word to Greg. Greg looks over to her as she lays down looking away from him.

“Penny.” She sighs not answering back. “Look I am sorry I shouldn’t have said anything or assumed you were going to not work with people who...”

She rolls over looking at him, “I love you you know that. I don’t care what people say about who you work for that means nothing to me but the minute someone says something about you or my family that is when I get mad.” She moves closer to him, “You don’t mess with my family.”

He wraps his arms around her keeping her close, “Mama bear much.”

“Eh you love mama bear.”