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[jnsomin]

redamancy: a love returned in full; the act of loving the one who loves you.

it was a lazy day — the type completely free of all responsibilities — and somin felt like she was floating on cloud nine. it was the best when she had a day to herself, but even better when her free moments aligned with his. her boyfriend, her lover, her changkyun. they would fill the day simply enjoying each other’s company in the fullest. today, in the safety of his warm little studio, their fingers interwined and changkyun’s head on somin’s lap, there was a sweet lull which made them both feel extra affectionate and a tad more sleepier than either of them would admit. 

at times she would bring his fingers to her lips, kissing his knuckles or brushing it against her cheek. at other times her free hand would scratch her scalp in the soft manner she knew he loved. in all those moments, her heavy eyes didn’t leave his handsome profile once. but her mind wandered, thinking of her, of him and of them. 

there was a period in her (inexperienced and quite sheltered) life where somin had convinced herself she knew what love was. she had believed she had experienced, more than once. she thought she understood it, at least well enough. 

she had not. not until him. 

what she had felt before were mere pale imitations of love. they had clear endings in sight from the start, so often did her heart remain in a battle of anxieties and her mind occupied with questions of ‘when’; when will she allow her armour to come down, when will she be met with disappointment and, of course, when will it be clear that they no longer loved her?

in all her past experiences, she had been the last to fall into love, always out of sync. somin, a girl who frankly allowed herself to experience the pain of heartbreak simply because she felt like she owed people ‘something’, would never seek out her own happiness. instead, she felt that anyone who felt strongly enough to confess deserved her time – and it’s true what they say, you can grow to like someone. but by that the time they’d become disenchanted with all she had shown and when she finally wanted to reveal herself to them, allow a vulnerability, it was too late. her timing was always off. she had fulfilled her duty, and in all cases she was the one who had to put an end to it. even if she didn’t understand why, she knew it was time to let go. 

in the garden of her heart, a field once free was gated, keeping the dead weeds and a thick overgrow on wildflowers out. inside she tended the few, but so very quickly many of them wilted away. she planted more seeds, watered them and did what she could. there was one, well hidden by more showy flowers, ones that demanded more sunlight, more water, more attention. these flowers grew quicker, easily destroyed when watered too much or too little or simply withered away with the change of seasons. some people just don’t have a green thumb, and there’s no shame in that. so even when she tossed the tools away and brushed the soil from her muddy knees, somin could not help but to question how this stubborn little plant remained. it grew slowly, even when not tended to consistently. in the garden on her heart, nothing grew for too long, except for him. 

and even though it was her garden, and she knew that this was the most curious of cases, she continued to ignore it, assuming someone else had been tending to this beautiful flower, assuming it belonged to someone else. it’s sent attracted her and the beauty caught her eye in a way none of those other flowers did. but she was afraid that if she came too close, she’d kill this special thing the way she had every other flower she had planted in the past. or so, that is what she thought. her garden was beautiful with him in it, but how could she enjoy it if she locked herself out of the gate? 

she realised it was not that she was scared of killing this flower, these feelings, but because she was scared of the unknown. flowers are supposed to be ephemeral, that was part of the beauty of them.

she was afraid because this defeated everything she knew about ‘love’ —love was not a flower, not at all fragile nor fleeting. the rules she had created and the expectations crumbled just like old, dried up petals. 

only then did she come to a realisation that she actually liked it. she was fucking terrified and it made her feel more alive than anything she had felt in the longest time. so what if she didn’t know how he felt? so what if she couldn’t predict what would happen? love was not a flower, it was not a maths problem that had the same answer every time you solved it. love was, well it was…

it was him. she knew when she finally began to let him in, that all along it had been him. love did not need to have a time limit, nor did it have to be riddled with guilt or anxieties. it didn’t have to feel bad, not even in the moments they missed one another. 

it didn’t feel bad. it felt breathtakingly beautiful. he was breathtakingly beautiful. 

the tenderness in his voice when he spoke to her, the way his eyes were bright with every glance. the best thing of it all was how he hadn’t changed at all, the core of who he had always been with her remained the same, things simply had deepened. their affections, their words. but that softness had always been there. 

as her fingers brushed through his hair she marvelled over how completely and ineffably lucky she was to have found him. but even more than that, how lucky she was that time and circumstances allowed them to find their own selves in one another. 

his dark locks had grown through this year, framing his handsome face effortlessly. the fluttering of his lashes remind her of the butterflies he sets off in her stomach each moment they spend together. there’s such a delicacy linked in the imagery of love – flowers, butterflies – and they all pass away far too quick. perhaps the love most people feel is a fleeting thing after all, perhaps what they feel for each other is more than love. more than what words could encapsulate. not perhaps, it is. it’s more than love, it’s the completion of one another. 

that much, she knows. 

before, it took her so long to come to a place of intense emotions like this – and that often was a bad sign. it was always too late. yet  with him, she knew it from the start that there would never be a ‘too late’. or regret. she didn’t have to fall for him, she had fell long ago. she didn’t have to let the walls down, she never built them up with him. 

and she never spent a second doubting him. there was this comfort — not in a prideful or blind way — knowing that when he looked at her he felt the same definition of love. she knew it, just in the same way her gut always knew there was an end. with him, he was the end. the last and only one for the rest of her life. 

if the lover was a flower, she always saw the act of falling in love as water. and like everything, somin was afraid of water. she stayed in the shallow ends, careful not to be led too far deep – and when she did, those monstrous waves would come crashing down and consume her whole. then she’d washed up on the shore again, determined never to dip her toes into the water again. 

changkyun was not like those other bodies of water. he remained calm, no matter how far she waded in. the water was crystal clear, not murky nor muddy. so was his intent and his feelings. he had never hidden himself from her, that much she was certain of. water, flower — no matter the metaphor she put in her mind, he was always different. always her favourite, always her safe place, always the one. 

even before she knew what the one was, he was the one. how silly of her to ever ever want to fight it. 

with her finger tracing the length of his sharp jaw, she’s caught in such an overwhelming sense of adoration for this man. he was everything she wanted, no, needed. completed her in every sense of the word. it’s enough to bring her to tears and, if anyone caught those soft brown eyes staring down at the love of her life, you would swear that in less than a millisecond she’d burst into tears of pure, unadulterated happiness. 

his eyes flutter open at that moment and she almost jumps in surprise, caught in the act of adoration. a silly grin is shared between the two and a silent conversation is shared between the two as she leans down, lips pressing against his own soft pair. an airy exhale spills from parted lips, the mirth they feel practically radiating from the pair. her mind wanders and somin wishes she could spend the rest of her days like this, loving him as he loves her back. 

matter of fact, she will. 

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wordstuck.co.vu Prompts

Send one (+ a character if you'd like) and I'll write a drabble based on the word, or add 'starter' in and I'll do a starter for our characters based on the word(s).

la douleur exquise: The exquisite pain of wanting the affection of someone you know you can never have.

wanderlust: A strong desire for or impulse to wander or travel and explore the world.

dēsīderium: An ardent desire of longing, particularly for something once had; grief for the absence of loss of something or someone.

pikit mata: 'with eyes closed'; how you accepted the fact of something against your desires must be done.

sigurista: Someone who makes sure that everything goes as planned; the kind of person who will not act unless he totally feels sure that the desired result would be obtained.

velleity: A wish or desire to see something done, but nit enough will to make it happen or actions meant to pursue it.

sehnsucht: 'the inconsolable longing in the human heart for we know not what'; a high degree of intense, recurring, and often painful desire for something, particularly if there's no hope to attain the desired or when its attainment is uncertain, still far away.

koi no yokan: 'premonition of love'; the sense one can get upon first meeting another person that the two of them are going to falling love. This differs from the idea 'love at first sight' in that it does not imply that the feeling of love exists, rather refers to the knowledge that a future love is possible.

meraki: to do something with soul, creativity, or love; to put something of yourself into your work.

mamihlapinatapei: the wordless, yet meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something but are both reluctant to start.

forelsket: the euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love.

geborgenheit: to feel completely safe, like nothing could ever harm you; security, comfort, trust, satisfaction, acceptance and love from others.

ya’aburnee: 'you bury me'; a declaration of one's hope that they'll die before another person because of how difficult it would be to live without them.

augenblick: 'in the blink of an eye'; a 'decisive moment' in time that is fleeting, yet momentously eventful and incredibly significant.

herzschmerz: heartache; an emotional pain in the heart.

retrouvailles: the happiness of meeting or finding someone again after a long separation.

einfühlungsvermögen: a deep understanding of someone's feelings, thoughts and motives that are easily comprehended by yourself.

serendipity: the luck that takes the form of discovering valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for or while looking for something else.

ichigo ichie: 'one time, one meeting'; and encounter that only happens once in a lifetime, reminding to treasure every moment, for it will never recur.

saudade: a deep, nostalgic, and melancholic longing for something or someone, often accompanied with denied fact that what one longs for will never come back.

cwtch: a warm, affectionate hug, cuddle or snuggle that gives a feeling of a safe place or home.

kilig: the delightful feeling that sends shivers of pleasure down the spine as one encounters something romantic.

liefdesverdriet: the sadness, depression or pain one feels about a love unanswered or love that is gone.

elmosolyodni: to slowly break out into a genuine smile when being overcome with emotions, like love or utter happiness.

pluviphile: a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind during rainy days.

kalverliefde: the temporary affection and infatuation usually experienced by two people in love.

torpe: the-quality of, usually a young male, being to shy to pursue amorous desires to someone adored.

mélomanie: an excessive and abnormal love and deep attraction to music and melody.

nyctophilia: love of darkness or night; finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness.

yuánfèn: a relationship brought by fate or destiny; the binding force which eventually links two people together in love.

lǎotóng: 'old same'; a form of eternal friendship between "heart sisters" – two women who are closer than husband and wife.

b'shert: 'destiny'; the seeking if a person who will complement you, and whom you will complement perfectly.

oodal: the sulking or fake anger occurring between couple after a lovers tiff, usually over something inconsequential – a feeling recognized to be a facet of love or affection.

vuslat: a union or reunion after being apart for a long time with one's beloved.

pacalai: 'lovesick pallor'; the pale complexion of a women suffering the loss of or separation from her husband or lover.

redamancy: a love returned in full; the act of loving the one who loves you.

thuong: to love tenderly – a deep and sincere notion of fondness and care between family members, friends, or lovers.

amor vincit omnia: 'love conquers all'

kaiho: a hopeless longing – an involuntary solitude in which one feels incompleteness and yearns for something unattainable or extremely difficult and tedious to attain.

euneirophrenia: a peace of mind that comes from having pleasant dreams.

boketto: to gaze vacantly into the distance without thinking or doing anything.

luchtkasteel: 'air castle'; a wish or dream one hopes to fulfill in the future, yet will never be achieved, as it is so vast, immense and unlikely.

gumusservi: the light of the moon as it shines upon the water.

aamukaste: morning dew.

murr-ma: to walk along in the water searching for something with your feet.

tükörsima: 'as smooth as the-surface of the mirror'; describes a still water which has unbroken surface, neither by wind nor by some object or animal.

aranyhíd: 'golden bridge'; the reflection of the sun as it shines upon the water.

walwalün: the sound that a flowing water makes.

ruska: the phenomenon of leaves turning various shades of red, yellow, purple and brown during the autumn season.

psithurism: the sound of the leaves rustling as the wind blows through the trees.

şafak: the first skylight seen during dawn or just before the sun rise.

yeoubi: 'fox rain'; a sun shower – the event of having a light rain while the sun is still shinning.

madrugada: the moment at dawn when the night greets the day.

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*  :  Negative Character Trait List

Below is a list of 102 negative traits to describe your character.

Aggressive - pursuing one’s aims and interests forcefully, sometimes unduly so.

Aloof - not friendly or forthcoming; cool and distant.

Arrogant - having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one’s own importance or abilities.

Belligerent - hostile and aggressive.

Big-headed - conceited or arrogant.

Bitchy - malicious or unpleasant.

Boastful - showing excessive pride and self-satisfaction in one’s achievements, possessions, or abilities.

Bone-idle - lazy.

Boring - not interesting; tedious.

Bossy - fond of giving people orders; domineering.

Callous - showing or having an insensitive and cruel disregard for others.

Cantankerous - bad-tempered, argumentative, and uncooperative.

Careless - not giving sufficient attention or thought to avoiding harm or errors.

Changeable - irregular; inconstant.

Clinging - overly dependent on someone emotionally.

Compulsive - resulting from or relating to an irresistible urge, especially one that is against one’s conscious wishes.

Conservative - a person who is averse to change and holds to traditional values and attitudes, typically in relation to politics.

Cowardly - lacking courage.

Crass - lacking sensitivity, refinement, or intelligence.

Cruel - willfully causing pain or suffering to others, or feeling no concern about it.

Cunning - having or showing skill in achieving one’s ends by deceit or evasion.

Cynical - believing that people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity.

Deceitful - guilty of or involving deceit; deceiving or misleading others.

Detached - separate or disconnected.

Dishonest - behaving or prone to behave in an untrustworthy or fraudulent way.

Dogmatic - inclined to lay down principles as incontrovertibly true.

Domineering - assert one’s will over another in an arrogant way.

Fastidious - very attentive to and concerned about accuracy and detail.

Finicky - fussy about one’s needs or requirements.

Foolish - lacking good sense or judgement; unwise.

Foolhardy - recklessly bold or rash.

Fussy - fastidious about one’s needs or requirements; hard to please.

Greedy - having or showing an intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth or power.

Grumpy - bad-tempered and irritable.

Gullible - easily persuaded to believe something; credulous.

Harsh - cruel or severe.

Impatient - having or showing a tendency to be quickly irritated or provoked.

Impolite - not having or showing good manners; rude.

Impulsive - acting or done without forethought.

Inconsiderate - thoughtlessly causing hurt or inconvenience to others.

Inconsistent - not compatible or in keeping with.

Indecisive - not having or showing the ability to make decisions quickly and effectively.

Indiscreet - having, showing, or proceeding from too great a readiness to reveal things that should remain secret or private.

Inflexible - unwilling to change or compromise.

Interfering - tending to interfere in other people’s affairs.

Intolerant - not tolerant of views, beliefs, or behavior that differ from one’s own.

Irresponsible - not showing a proper sense of responsibility.

Jealous - feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages.

Lazy - unwilling to work or use energy.

Machiavellian - cunning, scheming, and unscrupulous, especially in politics.

Materialistic - excessively concerned with material possessions; money-oriented.

Mean - one who makes no effort to understand or empathize with others.

Miserly - of or characteristic of a miser.

Moody - given to unpredictable changes of mood, especially sudden bouts of gloominess or sullenness.

Narrow-minded - not willing to listen to or tolerate other people’s views; prejudiced.

Nasty - behaving in an unpleasant or spiteful way.

Naughty - disobedient; badly behaved.

Nervous - easily agitated or alarmed; tending to be anxious; highly strung.

Obsessive - a person who is affected by an obsession.

Obstinate - stubbornly refusing to change one’s opinion or chosen course of action, despite attempts to persuade one to do so.

Overcritical - inclined to find fault too readily.

Overemotional - having feelings that are too easily excited and displayed.

Parsimonious - unwilling to spend money or use resources; stingy or frugal.

Patronizing - apparently kind or helpful but betraying a feeling of superiority; condescending.

Perverse - showing a deliberate and obstinate desire to behave in a way that is unreasonable or unacceptable, often in spite of the consequences.

Pessimistic - tending to see the worst aspect of things or believe that the worst will happen.

Pompous - affectedly and irritatingly grand, solemn, or self-important.

Possessive - demanding someone’s total attention and love.

Pusillanimous - showing a lack of courage or determination; timid.

Quarrelsome - given to or characterized by quarreling.

Quick-tempered - easily made angry.

Resentful - feeling or expressing bitterness or indignation at having been treated unfairly.

Rude - offensively impolite or ill-mannered.

Ruthless - having or showing no pity or compassion for others.

Sarcastic - marked by or given to using irony in order to mock or convey contempt.

Secretive - inclined to conceal feelings and intentions or not to disclose information.

Selfish - lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one’s own personal profit or pleasure.

Self-centered - preoccupied with oneself and one’s affairs.

Self-indulgent - characterized by doing or tending to do exactly what one wants, especially when this involves pleasure or idleness.

Silly - having or showing a lack of common sense or judgement; absurd and foolish.

Sly - having or showing a cunning and deceitful nature.

Sneaky - furtive; sly.

Stingy - unwilling to give or spend; ungenerous.

Stubborn - having or showing dogged determination not to change one’s attitude or position on something, especially in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so.

Stupid - having or showing a great lack of intelligence or common sense.

Superficial - not having or showing any depth of character or understanding.

Tacky - showing poor taste and quality.

Tactless - having or showing a lack of adroitness and sensitivity in dealing with others or with difficult issues.

Timid - showing a lack of courage or confidence; easily frightened.

Touchy - oversensitive and irritable.

Thoughtless - not showing consideration for the needs of other people.

Truculent - eager or quick to argue or fight; aggressively defiant.

Unkind - inconsiderate and harsh to others.

Unpredictable - behaving in a way that is not easily predicted.

Unreliable - not able to be relied upon.

Untidy - not inclined to keep one’s possessions or appearance neat and in order.

Untrustworthy - not able to be relied on as honest or truthful.

Vague - thinking or communicating in an unfocused or imprecise way.

Vain - having or showing an excessively high opinion of one’s appearance, abilities, or worth.

Vengeful - seeking to harm someone in return for a perceived injury.

Vulgar - lacking sophistication or good taste; unrefined,

Weak-willed - lacking the ability to resist influence or to restrain one’s own impulses; irresolute.

Tagged by:  @kkotseo​ thank you ! Tagging: @chgknim @mingeu @slayeoff @consilian @boraxquinn

[jnsomin]

by Franz Kafka

[jnsomin]

‘ i’m running away from my responsibilities. and it feels so good. ’ // from yunseo!

✰  —  —  *  THE OFFICE SENTENCE STARTERS⤷ status : accepting 

The night has stretched on for far too long already, and for Sominwho preferred to be in the comfort of her own home when darkness falls, thelateness of the hour weighs heavy on her shoulders. Deja-vu strikes as shehears the younger’s words, a curious sensation that is brought upon perhaps bythe melancholic air of such an attitude — it’s not the first time someone’svoiced such desires to Somin. It’s not even an alien concept to herself, thoughunlike Yunseo she’d never be so brave to actually run. She wasn’t a runner. Sheavoided, adverted but in the end her responsibilities would consume her.

Eyes flit up to the diluted moonlight which barely manages toshine through the overcast of dark clouds that remain. The moodiness of the latenight reflects on her own sentiments shared; her demeanor almost stoic but fartoo soft to really be come across as such. Perhaps it’s a misplaced concern forthe younger girl, but she cannot help it. “ You know you can keep running, but what happens when you get tootired? Without rest, running won’t feel so fun. ”

Her words may fall upon deaf ears, Somin thinks, but at least she’shonest. She doesn’t pretend to understand the other’s predicament – theirresponsibilities may be vastly different, and she would never claim tocomprehend where Yunseo is coming from. Still, this would never allow her to blindlysupport it – unless it was simply a joke. It’s only then that it dawns on herthat perhaps this was something just said in jest, but in the lull of the darknight she’d taken it as something more.

Even still, if there’s truth to her words, is this the way to approachthe subject? Surely not. Tactless as she may have been, she blames her momentarysolemnness (a side to her that she tries so hard to keep concealed, terrifiedof being labelled as ‘unapproachable’ once again) on the gloom of this nightfall.In almost a comedic effect, she shakes her head as dark locks cascade past hershoulders to rid her of such a mood.

The moon shines a little brighter through a crack, and her own hazyexpression cracks into something a little lighter. Her tone, in turn, becomeslithe even if the curl of her smile never fully reaches her sharp eyes.

“ But I guess…If you’rerunning, you should at least have invited me, too. You know I love a good workout. ”

[jnsomin]

boraxquinn‌:

I can tell. I’m super impressed~ Yes, so many things have changed. (/She couldn’t help but smile at the other girl and gently pat her head.) Dawn is good~ He has been my travel buddy lately. We always insist Psy oppa to send us place together even if he isn’t performing. Sogeom is happy to have a little brother now~ Our kids are a handful. But I want to keep rescuing dogs. Even if I can’t keep them. 

i’m so glad that this is the case! you deserve all of this and more, though I hope you’re keeping yourself safe and staying in a little more these days eonnie! ( ` she bursts into a soft giggle as her head is pat, enamoured by this affectionate act. ) ah eonnie, you’re so kind! you’re like a superhero but for puppies!!! a supermom for dogs! it sounds like a dream come true be surrounded by such cuties, and it’s so selfless of you to take care even if you don’t get to keep them. 

[jnsomin]

the cutest bunch

[jnsomin]

‘ who is justice beaver? ’

✰  —  —  *  THE OFFICE SENTENCE STARTERS⤷ status : accepting

Somin’s soft features flicker from a fatigue driven frown to a playful glower, the creases in her brows as defined as the apples of her cheeks; no matter the expression, there’s a spark of amusement in her gaze. Of course, she had initially felt a sense of confusion after such a query — had she misspoken once again she wondered, after all it was such a common occurrence and one she rarely realized she did.  

Not this time though, that much she’s sure of as she shoots him a lopsided grin. Although he’s adept at keeping his expressions untelling at times, she likes to think she can read him a bit better than that. After all, his playful nature is what makes them such good friends and, unlike Somin, Mingyu’s memory is pretty impressive. He must be playing some sort of joke on her, of course, but won’t allow him to pull the wool over her eyes. At least not this time. 

“ Yah, you’re not trying to shirk your superhero ailias already are you. or— ” Somin pauses, eyes darting suspiciously around the place before she leans in a tad more, her voice dropping to a low whisper. “ — is it that we can’t talk about it here? ”

[jnsomin]

1ST RULE: tag 9 muses you would like to know better. 2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true for your muse. 3RD RULE: Repost, DON’T reblog!!

Tagged by: @slayeoff Tagging: ( anyone who sees this as i’m kinda lazy )

NAME:Jeon Somin OCCUPATION: Idol AGE: 24(kr) SEXUALITY: ??? PRONOUNS:She/Her

APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller , I have at least one tattoo , I have at least one piercing , I have blonde hair , I have brown eyes , I have short hair , My abs are at least somewhat defined , I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people , People tell me that I’m funny , Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me , I enjoy physical challenges , I enjoy mental challenges , I’m playfully rude with people I know well , I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it , There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: I can sing well , I can play an instrument , I can do over 30 pushups without stopping , I’m a fast runner , I can draw well , I have a good memory , I’m good at doing math in my head , I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute , I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling , I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch , I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports , I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else , I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else , I have learned a new song in the past week , I work out at least once a week , I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months , I have drawn something in the past month , I enjoy writing , I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss , I have had alcohol , I have scored the winning goal in a sports game , I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting , I have been at an overnight event , I have been in a taxi , I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year , I have beaten a video game in one day , I have visited another country , I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship , I have a crush on a celebrity , I have a crush on someone I know , I have been in at least 3 relationships , I have never been in a relationship , I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them , I get crushes easily   , I have had a crush on someone for over a year , I have been in a relationship for at least a year , I had have feelings for a friend

MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” , I live close to my school , My parents are still together , I have at least one sibling , I live in the United States , There is snow right now where I live , I have hung out with a friend in the past month , I have a smartphone , I have at least 15 CD’s , I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT: I have break-danced , I know a person named Jamie , I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce , I have dyed my hair , I’m listening to one song on repeat right now,  I have punched someone in the past week , I know someone who has gone to jail , I have broken a bone , I have eaten a waffle today , I know what I want to do with my life , I speak at least 2 languages

[jnsomin]

“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “

RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS⤷ status : accepting 

“oh please, stop it! how can you always be this cheesy with me huh? i can’t cope—”

there’s a dull ache which resides in the muscles of her cheeks, that permanent smile unwavering nevertheless. It wasn’t the first time the younger had addressed somin with such flattery, yet the somewhat random timing had startled her, the automated response of shaking both hands and head in denial beginning without a conscious thought. 

as much as she protested, arms flailing in a manner meant to dismiss this rather sudden compliment, she liked it. she liked being in the presences of friends who sought to make her smile even harder. and even if she couldn’t accept a compliment so easily, it didn’t mean her heart was not moved by the sentiment.

truth is, the pair often exchanged sweet (yet slightly exaggerated) words of flattery, it’s nothing out of the norm. nothing she needs to question or linger on for too long. instead, with hands clasped together now to aid herself in pausing her animated self for a moment, she flashes one of her widest grins as she returns the favour. 

“yein-ah, your smile ignites a warmth in my heart that is as hot as a thousand burning suns — now, let’s stop with this cheesy business and finally decide on what exactly we’re going to do today!“ 

[jnsomin]

hello, the Phoebe to my Joey! xD

well, well, well. if it isn’t the the joey to my phoebs. the wind beneath my wings. the mingyod himself. 

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✰  —  —  *  THE OFFICE SENTENCE STARTERS

‘  plan a was marrying you a long, long time ago. pretty much the day i met you.  ’ ‘  you have no idea what your friendship means to me.  ’ ‘  would i rather be feared or loved? easy. both. i want people to be afraid of how much they love me.  ’ ‘  when you’re a kid you assume your parents are soulmates. my kids are gonna be right about that.  ’ ‘  not ‘enough’ for me? you are… everything.  ’ ‘  now that i have your attention… MONEY!  ’ ‘  what is a two-way petting zoo?  ’ ‘  welcome to hotel hell. check-in time is now, checkout time is never.  ’ ‘  i shouldn’t have to ask you to do stuff like beat him up for me. you should just do it.  ’ ‘  i feel god in this chili’s tonight.  ’ ‘  don’t fall in love with me, kid.  ’ ‘  what exactly is my responsibility here? to comfort insecure heterosexual men? that can’t possibly fall on me.  ’ ‘  who is justice beaver?  ’ ‘  so i received my first valentine from a secret admirer. roses are red, violets are blue… it’s time for your dental cleaning and maybe a checkup too…  ’ ‘  that’s what she said!  ’ ‘  i’m running away from my responsibilities. and it feels so good.  ’ ‘  doesn’t matter because i’m going to take a nap.  ’ ‘  i’m an adult. i don’t have to think or do anything!  ’ ‘  i’m dead inside.  ’ ‘  i’m such a stupid idiot. nobody likes me.  ’ ‘  i understand… nothing.  ’ ‘  no, god, please, no. no! no! noooo!  ’ ‘  i’m not superstitious, but i am a little stitious.  ’ ‘  no, i’m not gonna cry over it. i did that in the car on the way over here.  ’ ‘  yeah, i have a lot of questions. number one: how dare you?  ’ ‘  if you break that girls heart, i will kill you. it’s just a figure of speech… but seriously, if you break that girls heart, i will literally kill you and your entire family.  ’ ‘  occasionally i’ll hit someone with my car. so sue me.  ’ ‘  i think even then i knew i was waiting for my wife.  ’ ‘  there’s too many people on this earth. we need a new plague.  ’ ‘  just pretend like we’re talking until the cops leave.  ’ ‘  don’t. don’t you dare.  ’ ‘  you ignorant slut!  ’ ‘  i really should have a tweeter account.  ’ ‘  i am beyoncé. always.  ’ ‘  sometimes i’ll start a sentence and i don’t even know where it’s going. i just hope i find it along the way.  ’ ‘  identity theft is not a joke! millions of families suffer every year!  ’ ‘  well, well, well, how the turntables…  ’ ‘  blink once if you want me to pull the plug.  ’ ‘  you’re paying way too much for your worms, man. who’s your worm guy?  ’ ‘  you don’t know me, you’ve just seen my penis.  ’ ‘  well, happy birthday, jesus. sorry your party’s so lame.  ’ ‘  you wanna hear a lie? i… think you’re great. you’re my best friend.  ’ ‘  webster’s dictionary defines wedding as: the fusing of two metals with a hot torch.  ’ ‘  st. patricks day is the closest thing the irish have to christmas.  ’ ‘  and i knew exactly what to do. but in a much more real sense, i had no idea what to do.  ’ ‘  where are the turtles?!  ’ ‘  i have cause. it’s be-cause i hate him.  ’ ‘  i’m an early bird and i’m a night owl. so i’m wise and i have worms.  ’ ‘  you know what they say, ‘fool me twice, strike one, but fool me twice… strike three.’  ’ ‘  i don’t talk trash, i talk smack. they’re totally different.  ’ ‘  i’m hot, you’re hot. let’s get poppin’.  ’ ‘  do you think that doing alcohol is cool?  ’ ‘  i have very little patience for stupidity.  ’ ‘  hate to see you leave, but love to watch you go. cause of your butt.  ’ ‘  sometimes i feel like everyone i work with is an idiot. and by sometimes, i mean all times. all the time. every of the time.  ’ ‘  i love catching people in the act. that’s why i always whip open doors.  ’ ‘  presents are the best way to show someone how much you care. it’s like this tangible thing that you can point to and say, ‘hey man, i love you this man dollars-worth.’  ’ ‘  wow, it’s a little early for ice cream, don’t you think?  ’ ‘  well, just tell him to call me as asap as possible.  ’ ‘  there’s no such thing as an appropriate joke. that’s why it’s called a joke.  ’ ‘  i wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days before you’ve actually left them.  ’ ‘  all i know is that every time i’ve been faced with a tough decision, there’s only one thing that outweighs every other concern. one thing that will make you give up on everything you thought you knew. every instinct, every rational decision… love.  ’ ‘  no matter what happens, you’ve got to forget about all the other stuff. you’ve got to forget about logic and fear and doubt. you’ve just gotta do everything you can to get to the one person who is going to make all this worth it. at the end of the day, you gotta jump.  ’ ‘  i talk a lot, so i’ve learned to just tune myself out.  ’ ‘  are you trying to hurt my feelings? because if so, you are succeeding. fortunately, my feelings regenerate at twice the speed of a normal person.  ’ ‘  it’s britney, bitch.  ’ ‘  i didn’t say it, i declared it.  ’ ‘  i know a few things about love. horrible, terrible, awful… awful things.  ’ ‘  society doesn’t care. society sucks. i don’t even consider myself a part of society.  ’ ‘  i don’t care what they say about me. i just want to eat.  ’ ‘  well, i just think we all deserve to be with someone who wants to be with us.  ’ ‘  i’m boring myself just talking about this.  ’ ‘  i don’t care what he says, this is not the real ben franklin.  ’ ‘  he put my stuff in jell-o again.  ’ ‘  i just want to lie on the beach and eat hot dogs. that’s all i’ve ever wanted.  ’ ‘  if you pray enough, you can change yourself into a cat person.  ’ ‘  sorry i annoyed you with my friendship.  ’ ‘  why are you the way that you are?  ’ ‘  the doctor said if i can’t find a new way to relate more positively to my surroundings, i’m going to die… i’m going to die.  ’ ‘  i am single now. what we have here is the ultimate smackdown between me and the crippling despair, loneliness, and depression.  ’ ‘  whenever i’m about to do something, i think, ‘would an idiot do that?’ and if they would, i do not do that thing.  ’ ‘  i should have burned the place down when i had the chance.  ’ ‘  come on, guys. early worm gets the worm.  ’ ‘  oh my god! okay, it’s happening! everybody stay calm! everybody stay calm! stay fucking calm!  ’

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RED MOON CONCEPT PHOTOS ;; SOMIN

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boraxquinn‌:

Was it? You remember better than me. I can’t believe that was already two years ago! (/She did go through a break after that comeback, getting kicked out of Cube for being in love, then searching for a new company that supported her until she found Psy helping her.) Well I’ve been traveling a lot for work. Lots of photoshoots. I try to make it more fun too by taking my dogs and Edawn along with me. 

I have a good memory when it comes to unnie! Two years have come and gone and so much has changed, right? ( ` they hadn’t had the chance to really spend much time together ever since the elder had left her previous company, keeping in touch mainly through social media. it wasn’t something she’d intended for, but life had become hectic for both.  ) Ah how is Dawn sunbaenim? You two really are so cute together. and how are the dogs? They’re soooo adorable, just as adorable as unnie ! 

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“is there something you want? “

RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS ⤷ status : accepting

They’d met in passing before, though she has no doubt Jinyoung doesn’t recall the quick greetings shared. Perhaps Jackson, who was close to Matthew and had properly met the rest of them once a couple of years back, would recognize her had she stumbled across him instead, but there was no reason to assume he knew her. She was friendly with one or two of his members, but once again, this did not mean he would know her face from the crowd. 

Especially when she was barefaced. 

Not to say make up transformed her much, but she did feel like she looked quite plain without it. It wouldn’t be a shock if she was unrecognized after an intense gym session after all, red faced and sweaty, she didn’t particularly shout ‘idol’. Frankly, it always came as a slight shock when someone did recognize her; Somin walked through the streets un-bothered and fame hadn’t really hit home for KARD. Unless they were on the stage, they were normal people. 

So when she’d seen the senior idol on her usual route from the gym she couldn’t help but to stare, surprised to see him out in plain daylight as if being a better-known idol was almost synonymous to being a vampire. Weren’t they supposed to be more active during the nights? That was the first thought in her mind, however her grasp on reality returns and she bites back her own laughter. 

In all her thoughts, she hadn’t envisaged herself being so obvious; the matter of the fact was that she was stood there now, frozen in her tracks, with lips slightly parted as she gawked at the elder. To simply put it, she was starstruck. What was he doing here? It caught her offguard. So much so, she almost missed his sharp little query. Embarrassed by her own oblivious nature, she greeted him with hurried bows, her hands shaking manically and her expression sheepishly sorry. 

“Ah no, not at all— I just…wanted to greet you sunbaenim. I’m so sorry to have been staring at you like that— ah, i’m Somin, KARD’s Somin, i’m so sorry—.”