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hi shawols, i hope you all have a great christmas!! this year is already ending and i want to wish everyone a better new year, let's be together with shinee next year too!!! 💖🎄

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my happiness before my eyes 🥹 #ot5

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i love him so much you don't understand

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GUYS I GOT VIP OMG I'LL SEE TAEMIN SOON 🥹🥹🥹🥹

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7 years old today... i never know what to say on this day or what words i should use, but today i wanted to write down some things that i've kept in these last few years that i wanted to share and that are somehow important to me. i met shinee when i was 9 years old and today i'm 21. for me, it's an immense joy to be with them until today because they've always been my home, that place where i feel safe and loving them has never been too much. we've been through ups and downs but it's all good 🩵 i've met a lot of friends and had fun with the fandom's games. whenever this day comes, we organize ourselves to go to a rave (app) or have fun with our shawols friends and this year i'm alone but in the last few days i've thought that it's okay to be alone today and some lines you said at blue night always come to mind that i think about for hours or even days. Jonghyun asked me to make a wish when i saw the moon and last year, still going through a difficult time, i decided that this year i wanted to change and get out of my pit, which was very difficult. this year, for the first time, i got my first job, which i never thought i would get. do you remember the wish? i managed to make it come true!!! now i have dreams and i can finally make my little dreams come true. thank you for trusting me :) to think that some of your words changed my life and it even seems like i'm living in a new world. there's something inside my heart that i want immensely and you were the key to me being able to try to make it happen. "i want to be a real musician" at the beginning of your career you said that and my dream is to become a musician and i'm talking about the part of composing and you are my biggest inspiration. i hope you believe me and i will do my best to say YES Jonghyun is my way of studying music. i always think of a fan who wrote the song for shinee and it seems silly or unrealistic. imagine if one day i could write something for my favorites lol is it okay to be crazy now? 😅 i don't want to blame myself for the past and now i want to have new experiences and my main goal is to be able to apply your words to the people around me! i want to dedicate my life to music and do what i love and think every day "Jonghyun, are you seeing this?" 💖 today my day was really difficult but i want to lie down and listen to your voice which is the only thing that calms me down and at the end of this year i want to think positively for the next year! want to say that i love you so much as the world and will always be here for 5hinee who are my diamonds. i want other people to be able to see jjong's heart and i'm sure that you have already touched other hearts with your songs and somehow that void inside them filled 🩵🌙🦖 you will never be forgotten by us and someone right now might be making a wish looking at the moon like i did in my senior year and believe that better days will come because i believed that day!! for those who feel guilty for being sad today, remember that Kibum said that everything is fine and that we all miss you. it is a valid feeling and putting everything we feel out there can perhaps ease the pain a little. my precious jjong, you are truly someone special and all the affection and words we are saying are the most sincere possible and i can't write everything i would like to because i am terrible at expressing myself, but please feel loved and keep watching us from afar! my moon, my love.

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Jonghyun encouraged me to go to the movies alone and it was a really good experience, so I would like to say that it's okay to do things alone because we are adults. ;)

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i hope he had a great birthday 🎂🐰☀️

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I can't search for Jonghyun on Pinterest... he's all over my gallery >u<

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i'm already in the christmas mood ❤️

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he has good taste 😆

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I need to sleep now, but I wanted to write something before go to bed. I hope you all have a great week and can stay strong and never forget to listen to End of a Day. I'm sure it will soothe your tired hearts from an exhausting day. Good night shawols.

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Choi Minho Day 🩵🐿️ hope he has a great day today ;) I watched some video cuts of him that warmed my heart <3

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I got the premium ticket and I'm so excited that I looked for my outfit and it's not even 2025 yet 😭 I'm sure it's going to be an unforgettable show. Brazil was the first to sell out and to be honest I really wish he could do another show he's really famous here (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

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Jonghyun once talked about having a small heart but in reality I always saw him with a big heart because of his simple gestures \❤️/ I really love him

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I spoke again with an old friend who is also a shawol we were talking about blue night and how jonghyun helped both of them in a difficult time 🌙🩵 Your words are comforting and I also enjoy reflecting on your thoughts 🫂

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I've been thinking about the time I discovered Shinee. I didn't have internet at home, so I took advantage of computer classes at school to watch their content. I was a very cheeky child, but I didn't want to stop listening to their music, hehe. I'm an adult who still loves them <3

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very excited for the show, it feels like I'm in a dream and I'm happy that I'll recognize a lot of people from the fandom :) even though I'm very introverted, I'm trying to connect with those who love Shinee like me 🩵 after 10 years, this moment is very special for me, I hope it will be a good experience!