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you can't win.

you are bigender, and you can't win.

you are bigender, and you are part woman, and you can't win. you are part woman, and therefore you can never fully access manhood. you are pushing a rock up a hill trying to become a man, and your other gender rolls back and sends you flying back to the bottom. again. and again. and again.

men find out you are part woman and they see this as permission to view you as lesser. you are too much of a girl to be one of the guys. you don't fit in. women find out you are part woman and see this as permission to erase every other part of you. they can pretend you are one of them. they can pretend you're not a dangerous, evil, scary man. they can pretend you are nothing else.

you are bigender, and you are male, and you can't win. when people finally acknowledge that you are male, they erase your other gender. you're a man, and therefore you're not a woman. you're a threat to women. you're invading their spaces. how dare you claim to be a woman, when you're a man? you're a straight man, they say, and you say yes, but i'm also a lesbian, because i'm bigender, and they ignore you. they call you a predator.

how dare you? how dare you claim womanhood for your own, when you're really just a man?

you are bigender, and you don't fit into the binary, and you can't win. i'm outside of solely male and solely female, you say, and even your own community will use this information to degender you. you are male, and you are female, and they cancel each other out. you are nothing. you are neutral, you are genderless, you are they. you tried to inhabit two genders, and in doing so you lost them both.

you are too male to be female and too female to be male, so you are neither.

you are bigender, and you can't win.

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Source

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Xena Warrior Princess 3.05 Gabrielle's hope

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Fuck you YouTube.

Because of you, my child learned about, and caused me to lose, The Game.

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Roman mosaic floor discovered under a vineyard in Negrar di Valpolicella, Veneto.

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Extremely funny, actually, because I just remembered half of Batman’s villains literally have PhDs

Damian: Father, I am retiring Robin, I am halting vigilante activities completely

Bruce: oh thank god, I approve So Much you have NO idea-

Damian: instead I'm becoming a doctor

Bruce: what

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Da faq is up with..

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May LOSING his memory?!?? Like he's supposed to GET the holes in his memories filled, not lose them!

Mat's got his dice, his fox, his fancy spear, AND CENTURIES OF WAR TACTIC MEMORIES!

Like that's a major plot point for leading up to and for the Last Battle - Mat's military genius due to his memories.

They "fix' him by shoving memories in there from the dagger. Now, I know in the show supposedly the Horn did that, but I assumed they were going to make them coherent, not take them all away!

..I did see his Ashandarei though. So, long as he collects it, point.

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I made it and even got a little bit of fic written!

Hubby wants to go out tomorrow night though so no promises on making it till Sunday.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

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I know this is a redraw but I also love the idea it's them, 2022, and 3 years later, celebrating an anniversary.

I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into"

ogs will remember this is a redraw 😌 comparison below the cut !! <3

( comms open )

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Possible Onyx Storm Spoilers:

Okay so!

Ridoc has better not be Xaden's new venin brother BUT

Imagine the possibilities!

Cause you know venin Ridoc is still sarcastic and irrelevant as hell. He will Constantly be making fun of shit, ESPECIALLY Xaden and his bullshit drama brooding and he will annoy the HELL out of Xaden.

That said, if anything happens to Ridoc, we ride at dawn.

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Been dealing with a lot of shit (mostly revolving around severe depression). One coping has been playing around with art stuffs.

Watercolor markers or pencils, or mod-podge sort, each pair with a quote meant to accompany it.

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If you've ever seen me sit in a chair you wouldn't even need a reblog.

I am not a straight people.

Reblog if you are also not a straight people.

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Tsukasa offers to pose; Rui is happy to accept the offer.

Tsukasa, oblivious.

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So I don't watch horror movies, I just read their wiki. With that in mind:

Cobweb - possible spoilers:

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IF nothing was supernatural and she's just a severely abused child, WHY YOU LOCKING HER BACK UP?! GIRL NEEDS TO BE IN A PSYCH WARD!!

I get the little kid but woman calls herself a teacher...

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Things in Wheel of Time that will make me scream (and not in a good way):

- Matt with no dice rolling in his head or cool weapon

- Thom not reappearing (though I fear this may happen)

- Moiraine stealing Nynaeve's big dramatic game-changing channeling moment...you will literally see flames from my head.