jiltedbymyjester

[jiltedbymyjester]

Dear Bunny,

I hope you're comfortable and doing as well as you can be! Honestly it's been a long, dark, hard week without you, but it's been enlightening and cognizant as well. I wanted to let you know I'm safe and that I'm still doing my best I can do!

I know we've both been struggling in different ways for a long time and I always wish I could have done more for you. You said this wasn't healthy for either of us and I respect you saying it isn't healthy for you. I only want what's best for you and trust that you know what's best for you. I just want you to know that it's unfair to say that it was healthiest for me tho bc it's untrue. But I just want what's best for you in the end anyways!

I honestly don't know what really happened, how you feel rn, or if it's really over. This has been so sudden and huge, but I want you to know that I don't hold you leaving or the way you left against you, Bunny.

I believe that we're better together, but I know you'll be okay no matter what or who is in your life. You're resilient, clever, resourceful, silly, witty, so so so funny, and perfectly Bunnycore. You're the best even if you can't see it yourself!

You used to say you hated the phrase "it'll get better over time," or things to that affect, but I also think things have gotten so much better for you in countless ways over time in the end!

I'm so proud of you for who you are and for all the things you've done for yourself and others. Over our three beautiful years together you've became my best friend, my favorite person, and the only partner I ever felt like I could truly be myself with. We both spent over 10% of our individual lives together and you'll always be a part of me. There's no one like you and I'm blessed to have been graced by your presence. What we shared was priceless, irreplaceable, and will always be held near and dear to my heart!

How you make me feel is truly ineffable ...even if that didn't stop me from spamming about it anyways fgjkhfdfvh

Thank you for supporting me in getting both jobs I ended up getting!

Thank you for playing club penguin with me and the times you played games with me! esp that time on words with friends bc it was still so funny to me to this day dhkhgj

Thank you for the movies we watched together, the thoughtful songs, the silly youtube videos we shared too!

Thank you for giving your opinions, telling me stories, and for teaching me so much about your cultures!

Thank you for sharing about your favorite troll webcomics, furry shows, cat books, and theatre songs with me!

Thank you for trusting me and letting me trust you!

Thank you for the silly conversations we shared about everything and nothing, and especially the shared enthusiasm about it all!

And thank you for the profound connection you made with me over time!

Truthfully, part of me never wanted to address that you didn't say you broke up with me or that you said you love me in your final message. In that I could exist in a way where I technically wasn't without you lmao, even tho I know that's not how it works sksksk

I miss you so much and I don't want this to be over. I don't want anyone or anything else ever. I don't need us to be any certain way I just want you in my life. Even if nothing else i wish we could still be friends so i didn't have to lose you completely.

But I understand this is hard for you too and I don't regret what we had at all!

If this is the last message sent between us please know that I'm so happy and grateful I got to spend so much of my life with you! So many tiny and big parts of me have grown and changed in so many ways I never thought possible bc we are more than the sum of our parts together! I'll treasure the love you showed me, the world we created together, and once again want to say truly thank you for every moment!!!

Ultimately I don't need an answer right now, or any time soon, but I need to ask:

Is it possible for us to be together again one day?

I still believe in us!!

There's no time limit for this question and if you don't have an answer I can wait for you as long as we need. Just know I'll be here for you no matter what. I'll never give up on us until you tell me it's over. I just couldn't live with myself if i didn't try for you and us with everything i had one final time!

No matter what I know I'll always be completely in love with you, Bunny, and I'll always want you in my life. I'm here for you if you ever need or want anything, whichever answer you give, okay?

Yours forever,

Brandon 💝