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A bunch of us just found your tumblr and have been tearing through it and devouring ALL OF IT. Would love your take on Sam and Rowena some day, but in the meantime, anything and everything you do is awesome and thanks bunches for joining this nutty fandom! (Your trueforms are the absolute best <3)
I did indeed see an uptick in my notifications. I've been delightedly reading all the tag/comments people left on my posts.
Thank you for the welcome! ^-^
Oh, and I'm taking the excuse to draw Samwena.
#ask#anon#sam winchester#rowena macleod#samwena#spn#my art#one of my takes is that rowena is covered head to toe in magical tattoos#that she usually hides with a spell#she takes it down when she's with sam#and lets him try to break down each one
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I LOVE your exploration into angel stuff!! Do you have any particular thoughts on Cas’s whole multiple-lobotomy arc and how that worked with true forms?
I do, in fact! They crack his head open!

So many times that he gets literal cracks in his head. And they mess up his grace system/network. Very badly.
#ask#totallyswanky#spn#castiel#trueform!cas#castiel is a case study in how much one can torture/dissect/push an angel#and have it function still#i headcanon that castiel gets the angel equivalent of debilitating migraines#that he tells absolutely no one about and suffers through in silence#does get extra bitchy tho#trueform angels#my art
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Hello! Hope you’re having a good night. Can you offer up any sketches or a visual example of what other angels faces would look like? I’m having a bit of trouble picturing anything g that doesn’t look like Cas and I was hoping you had a basic sketch or something similar of how that would look?
Here you go! An assortment of random angels that Castiel once fought with in Hell.
#ask#chekhovs-gun-but-worse#spn#trueform angels#my art#they have the same rank and role as castiel in the beginning#so they have the same general shape as him
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besides destiel and midam, do you have any other spn ships you like? (even if you wouldn’t draw them necessarily)
Oh hello! Destiel is my endgame of endgames but besides that. Hmm.
I’m rather fond of Megstiel as a queerplatonic pair. I like them a lot.
Crowstiel as a thing-that-happened and both of them rue the day they got involved.
Sabriel is my middle school crack pair that got serious. Crowley/Bobby also.
Did not expect it as I was watching it but Samwena hit me right in the heart. They were neat. Sam/Rowena/Gabriel would be even more neat.
#ask#anon#there might be more but these are the ships i can think of rn#i can probably ship castiel with anyone as long as it’s compelling enough#he’s my fandom bicycle as they say
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Hey...just wondering and wanted to ask. I saw your comic of Emmanual / Castiel as well as your thoughts on how killing demons is what brought Cas back to himself, and I was wondering if you would mind if I wrote a fic about it/to go with it? If not, that's cool. Your tags about Cas being a killer since birth / being bred for war is one of my fave headcanons about Cas and I have a fic on the go now called Grace Bound on Ao3 that deeply explores it (if you want an idea of how I write him if that matters on if you'd want me or not want me to write a fic to your comic ANYWAY im officially rambling. I LOVE your comic and your take on Emmanual and would love to write about it.
Um. Creature of war Castiel?
I would not mind at all! The opposite, really.
Please feel free to use my stuff as inspiration. I’d love to read your take on them.
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You can't run so you must hide You won't make it back this time
A little comic on Emmanuel/Castiel and the phantom weight on his back?
#castiel#emmanuel spn#spn#my art#cw self harm#trueform!cas hiding his face#closing his mind's eye#refusing to look at what he did#terrified of what he'd see and what he'd do
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me towards any discourse this fandom has:
anon who sent me that ask. you know who you are. i only got your ask just now.
i do not care.
i’m not about that.
do not drag me into it.
#i’m not playing the blame game#or the ‘my characterization is the correct one’ game#or the ‘i understand them better’ game#or the ‘my ship is better because it’s not problematic’ game#or the ‘my favorite deserved better’ game#i’m sure they did#most characters in spn do#but absolutely fuck all of those games#i’m here for the joy not the stress
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Skimming through Supernatural for scenes of Castiel for my next drawing of trueform!Cas and—
There’s just something about Emmanuel remembering who he is as he murders a horde of demons. The key to unlocking his memories was murdering a horde of demons. That’s what was most natural to him.
#castiel#why yes my babyangel was a killer since conception#a predator a war criminal etc#its what makes his learned softness so so appealing#an ancient monster with a human heart#how terrible how sweet#not for the last time: i like castiel so much
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i heard you might draw trueform!michael and i just gotta say that if you ever do i am first in line🏃♀️🏃♀️
one of my biggest gripes with a show called SUPERNATURAL is that we never got much proper monster(y) imagery (i can’t even talk about the leviathans bc what even was that) and i’m obsessed with trueform!angels so your art has me clawing at the walls. actively rotating your design of cas around in my brain like a microwave
Well, I’ll keep that in mind. ^-^
Michael should be terrifying. I don’t know how well I’ll be able to deliver that terror but I’ll do my best.
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Ya! I have the same gripe. Like. What do you mean the monster hunting show can’t be bothered to make some decent monsters??
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Thank you! Trueform angels are also my favorite. It’s probably very obvious. It’s only most of the things I’ve drawn. 😆
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Hello yes hi hello just here to say your trueform! Cas art is absolutely incredible and delicious
Thank you! ☺️ He’s very fun to design.
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I LOVE the creepy trueform! Cas mpreg. Supernatural could have done so much more with those leviathans. As you say, they could've been UBER creepy about Castiel 🙂🙃 I like the new horror spin you're giving Supernatural!
Right??
They were literally in him, gestating, eating him from inside out—chestburster style.


Having a monster inside that kills its host on its way out and calls them mother, mockingly, sincerely? Very unsettling. Very fun.
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Aw, thank you! ^-^ Glad you like it. I’m just picking up some of the things they don’t explore.
I missed it when Supernatural was a horror show. Not that I don’t have things I love from the latter seasons—but the horror got thrown to the wind, and it’s what appealed to me the most. That, and the angels.
#ask#anon#cw body horror#how does the saying go?#if spn was good?#well it’s because spn is mid that i can play around with it
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man that image of trueform!cas almost bursting with leviathan eggs (??) and his spine and ribs showing
sick /pos
Thank you! ^-^
I was thinking about spiders and their eggs while drawing. A number of spider species eat their mother after hatching. Didn’t use them as a reference or anything but the thought was there.
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I LOVE YOUR WORK SO MUCH, IT'S THE FREAKY OTHERWORLDLY ANGEL STUFF I LONG FOR, THANK YOU 💜💜💜💜💜
Welcome! 🩷 I’m happy to share!
#ask#anon#target audience is always me but im v happy to find likeminded fans#angels are monsters!#in every sense of the word#castiel is a monster#a silly little apex predator
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Just found and devoured your castiel's true form art and concepts and just want you to know i cant stop thinking about them. Love your true form cas!
Thank you! He’s my baby 🩷
#ask#castiel-for-king#i’m here to infect people with trueform!cas brainrot#it seems like i’m doing pretty okay xD
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he loves that bug so much!!!!
Me too! ^-^
The bug is very loveable.
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Nothing stops the pain I can't stand it inside of my brain Eat me alive
I think I would have enjoyed the show a lot more if the Leviathans were much weirder about Castiel. I mean. Look at this:

How sick is that? It would have been great if we got a few more scenes like that.
#castiel#trueform!cas#leviathans#spn#cw pregnancy#cw mpreg#kinda?#cw body horror#definitely#i had a much worse image but i couldn't get a good composition on it so i abandoned it#had to remind myself that no one was paying me#keeping things simple to not suffer#this is already pretty neat#trueform angels#my art#edit: added a red background#and castiel's blade/arm
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Hello! Would you ever consider putting some of your pieces up for sale as prints. Your work is utterly amazing 👏
Ah hello! Thank you! ^-^
Maybe? If there's enough interest in the future, I'll look into it.
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