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is it bad that i want to watch the whole ass run of doctor who purely for river song?

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Some people don't get it, but for me, like a BIG part of why I actually ship Billford in a specifically romantic fashion is because well... It just makes everything SO MUCH worse and more painful, doesn't it?

Like the fact that Bill CARED about Ford (and this part is certainly cannon, the romanticness of it might be up for debate, but Bill CARED, Bill LIKED him), the concept that Bill LOVED and still LOVES Ford even after all those years, the fact that Ford is the one person in trillions of years that Bill is open with, and that he can relate to, the one person in the entire multiverse he wants to keep, the one person he loves...

And yet, Bill still hurts him, he still betrays him, he still haunts and abuses him...

It just makes Bill so much worse

He CAN care, he CAN love

But that won't stop him from doing awful, violent, twisted things, even to the one person in the whole universe that actually MATTERS to him.

And that just makes it so much more horrifying and honest to goodness tragic

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cringefail old men @handymanbill

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More of them !

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Guys, I'm shocked by your activity! And you know what, in this mini video, I'm Bill and you're Ford:D

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throwing my hat into the Gravity Falls Au ring with Overlords AU, because what's better than having one evil scientist boyfriend? that's right, it's having 2!!! Meet the Triumvirate, the most notorious dimensional criminals in the multiverse

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I have a bad habit of keeping all my art (fics, drawings, etc.) to myself and never letting people see it.

Its a mixture of being afraid of what people may think of it and me being very protective of my self-indulgent art

"Its mine and only I get to see this beauty" gremlin mindset

BUT I'm trying to be more open cus I love my art and I just want to be proud of showing it online

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Currently losing it over whoever wrote this gem on the gravity falls shipping wiki

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Tests and Tension

Let’s see if I actually finish the story before the fandom dies again.

Part 1

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"i like billford bc its an accurate depiction of an abusive relationship and how you can heal from that" "i like billford bc its insanely toxic and violent and i like that" "i like cute redemption aus" "i like triangle sex jokes" well i like all of it. Sorry. Give me anything at all and I'll eat it

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on one hand, I don’t think Bill is all that particularly interested in sex or any of that nasty human goop stuff. On the other hand, the sentence “he fucked that triangle” is so objectively hilarious that I’m nonetheless taking every chance I have to say it. He fucked that triangle hell yeah

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The cross-over ever

AUs by @honeqq and @void-dude ! They've been haunting my every waking thoughts these few days

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“He wants me so bad he just doesn’t know it yet” -Bill Cipher probably

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It's to stroke his ego, yeah bill, yeah buddy

Continuation of this comic :D

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WAITER, MORE TOXIC YURI PLEASE 🍽🍽🍽

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something about loving you like an alcohol addict

pspsps come get your billford

this was supposed to be longer but dear god that's a lot of work... so here's the storyboard for it:

maybe i'll finish it later,, for the tragic fiddauthor enjoyer in me

ok bye