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I desperately hope that I'm not encouraging any of your eds by (re)posting these posts. Please, if you ever think that my little blog here is making things worse for you, unfollow me.

I want you all to get better, live the happy lives you deserve.

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my favorite part of the day is when i weigh myself and i’ve lost weight, and when i’ve done well and am anticipating tomorrow’s loss

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i think my mom knows i’m not eating much, but she can’t stop me. i eat when she tells me to, just not “enough”. i just feel bad because i know i’m causing her a lot of pain. but it feels to good to stop

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August 15th

Looking for active ed accounts!

Be 15+

Any sw

Lives with parents

Posts thinspo

No one irl knows about your Ed

You don’t have a diagnosed ed (ur still valid btw)

Any and all genders!

Wants to talk sometimes maybe 🤍

Any gw/ugw

Anyways, reblog if any of these apply!

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...BOOM...I just cast a spell on you. Now you will lose 10+ by november

Like to activate. Reblog to cast.💕

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I have Anorexia

I have anorexia,

But I don't count every calorie.

I have anorexia,

But I don't workout at all.

I have anorexia,

And I still have my period.

I have anorexia,

But I'm not severely underweight.

I have anorexia,

And I don't have a thigh gap.

I have anorexia,

And it's not about being skinny.

I have anorexia,

And I don't have 'body goals'.

I have anorexia,

But I still eat something at meal times.

I have anorexia,

But I don't do a 'water fast'.

I have anorexia,

But I've never been tube fed.

I have anorexia,

But I don't have osteoporosis.

I have anorexia,

But bread is not my fear food.

I have anorexia,

And I NEVER weigh myself.

I have anorexia,

And my muscles aren't toned, but flaccid and hanging of loosely.

I have anorexia,

But I've never been inpatient.

I have anorexia,

And I'm still not in recovery.

I have anorexia,

And I don't have shitty, careless parents.

I have anorexia,

And I've never been told I was fat.

I have anorexia,

But I'm not cold in summer.

I have anorexia,

But I wear size 'M'.

Stop spreading the stereotypes of ' typical anorexics ' and NEVER assume that they have every symptom.

Every story is different,

and so is their road to recovery.

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my mom found out i was b/p-ing and now she watches me when i eat and for 30 minutes after and i have to go to bed at the same time as her. this is a blessing in disguise because now i’m no longer binging, i just purge my dinner in the shower

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I’m really getting sick and tired of seeing post like these. You not liking your body doesn’t give you the right to make fun of random fat people. No one owes you thinness, and people are allowed to like and be comfortable in their bodies. STOP USING REAL IMAGES OF FAT PEOPLE AS “REVERSESPO” YOU POS

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gained 16 lbs in quarantine but i’m losing them fast - only 6 lbs till i’m back at my lw (138). i still feel fat af but i’m able to see my collarbones again and i’ve never lost weight this fast before. i will be skinny and it will be soon :)

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i want to be skinny to the point where people wonder, but not skinny to the point where people know

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Reblog the pumpkin king and you’ll lose 5 pounds this week

(just do it)

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does anyone else think of low calorie foods as cheap and high calorie foods as expensive?

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i’ve been having so much trouble restricting lately but i’m finally at the point again where being hungry makes me smile:)

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does anyone else feel like being forced to recover would force them further into their disorder and create more behaviors and rituals?

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i know purging is bad for you, but it makes me feel so powerful. if i accidentally go over my calorie limit i can just..., get rid of it. it feels so liberating.

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you ever think of calories in terms of money? like i’ll look at a snack and think “no that’s too expensive”