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25 Days of Sleighpairs: St Hudson | Jesse St James x Finn Hudson (Glee) + “Music”

Finn startled when Jesse plucked his phone from his hands and crossed his arms, obviously demanding his attention. He looked up at him, frowning.

"I don't want you to take this the wrong way," Jesse started, "but I need to ask you something. Why are you still here?"

Sitting up a little straighter, Finn said, "I'm not sure how to take that the right way." He dropped his gaze and swallowed. "But I get it. I said I'd only be here a few days, I should be gone by now. Don't worry. I'll get my stuff and I'll get out of your hair."

He went to stand up, but Jesse raised a hand between them.

"That's not what I meant."

Finn frowned again. "Then what did you mean?"

"I meant... why are you avoiding going home? You still haven't told me what happened when you finally went to see Rachel, either. I assume nothing good since you came right back here."

"Oh." He dropped back onto the couch, deflated. "Right."

Jesse took a seat beside him. He sighed, and it sounded like the kind only a performer would use in the most casual situation. Everything he did was sort of exaggerated and theatrical, like a camera crew was about to appear out of thin air.

Although, he had noticed that the act dropped every now and then when he wasn't paying much attention. Like, sometimes he'd start talking before he had finished eating, or when he passed him on the upstairs landing on the way to the bathroom in the middle of the night and he was half-asleep, his hair a mess and wearing just a T-shirt and bottoms, or when he'd get really invested in a reality show. It was weird. He had never really seen him so... human.

"Is this about your injury?"

Finn had forgotten how direct he could be, despite living with him for two weeks. He just gaped back at him while trying to ignore how aware he suddenly was of the slight twinge in his leg. It didn't hurt so much anymore, but it still flared up every so often.

"No," he said, his brow furrowing. "Well, it's not... it's not just that."

He glanced at Jesse, expecting him to already have lost interest. Instead, he raised his eyebrows the tiniest bit, silently prompting him to go on. He was watching him so intently, so expectantly, that Finn flushed hot with embarassment and had to look away.

"It's all of it," he finally said defeatedly. "Rachel. The injury. I was discharged from the army before I even did anything - aside from shoot myself in the leg, that is. I was supposed to go there and - and do something, make a difference, for my dad. Instead, I just... made a fool of myself."

He stared into the bowl of cereal in his lap, but he wasn't hungry anymore. Actually, he felt sick.

"So, you think that hiding away is the solution?"

"I'm not hiding," Finn said defensively, "I'm just..."

Not ready. The words lodged in his throat, and he swallowed.

Jesse sighed, and finally, he got up, presumably bored of the pointless conversation. To Finn's surprise, he turned to him and motioned him to his feet.

When he didn't move, Jesse said, "Come on. Prove it. If you're not hiding away out of some stupid shame, then you're going to leave this apartment. I need to do some last-minute shopping and there's a market a few blocks away. You're coming with me."

"I don't..." he started to protest, but Jesse's face made it clear that if he finished, he might as well be admitting defeat. As much as that thought appealed to him because at least it meant he didn't have to go anywhere, he couldn't do it. It wasn't true. He didn't want it to be true.

Sighing, he asked, "Can I at least get dressed and finish my breakfast first?"

Jesse's mouth quirked into what Finn used to think was an obnoxious smirk but he now realized was more of a smile.

"Don't be long," he told him, pointing at him sternly. "I have a very strict schedule for today."

"I thought we were just going shopping?"

"Oh, no," Jesse said, his features crinkling in amusement. "Shopping is just one stop on what is going to be an eye-opening adventure for you, courtesy of me. Think of it as my gift to you. Although, if you stay here any longer, I'm going to be obligated to get you an actual gift."

He slinked away and over to the piano, declaring that the only way to get him truly inspired was, of course, a song. Finn found that he was smiling for the first time in a month as Jesse started playing the opening to a song he hadn't heard before; it was almost comical how alike he and Rachel were at times. Something in Finn’s chest ached a bit, and he wasn't sure why. It was better than the ache in his leg, though, so he didn't mind too much.

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Endless List of Platonic Relationships I Love - Finn Hudson and Artie Abrams

"All I know is when the jocks locked me in that nasty porta potty, Finn Hudson rescued me."

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Glee (TV 2009) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Finn Hudson/Jesse St. James Characters: Finn Hudson, Jesse St. James Additional Tags: Self-Discovery, Bisexuality, Bisexual Finn Hudson, Awkward Flirting, Fluff, Comfort, Kissing, One Night Stands, One Shot, Complicated Relationships Summary:

An unexpected encounter with someone from Finn’s past leads to something even more unexpected.

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Hello! Do you by chance have any recs for blood thinner side effect fics (for Buck), or just generally long-term effects of any of his injuries/lingering conditions?

Like (can I post links? Idunno, the title is “a hundred little pieces” by renecdote)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28948266

is absolutely incredible (highly recommend!) and I’m on the lookout. Thanks!

Hi! I've def got a few fics for you. Hope you enjoy!

These are all blood thinner related:

death by blood thinners by carefulren: Buck cuts his arm during a rescue, but he doesn't realize until Eddie walks in on him half-naked in the locker room and covered in blood.

Let That Lonely Feeling Wash Away by 221BSunsetTowers: After the fight with Eddie in the grocery store, Buck drops a glass jar and cuts his hand. Buck's just too tired, thinks he's just too tiring, to do anything but buy some gauze and plan on bandaging himself up at home. Buck's not really thinking about the blood thinners he's still on when the blood loss makes him collapse outside the store, right in front of Eddie.

Bleeding Isn't Optional for Most of Us by actually18pigeons Summary: In the midst of recovering from the leg injury, Buck relapses with self-harm, but the blood thinners make that a bit more of a problem than he anticipated. So what does he do as he's bleeding out on his bathroom floor? Call Eddie of course. Major self-harm trigger warning. Be careful please.

Shaving Gone Wrong by DawnNimbus Summary: Buck not paying attention at work before shift and cuts himself shaving. Eddie freaks out because of the blood thinners. Buck had forgotten to tell the team had been off them for a while.

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These are all Buck having chronic leg pain after being crushed under a firetruck:

Flare Up by actually18pigeons Summary: Off of a chronic pain prompt - Buck has a flareup sometime between healing from the accident and being reinstated. Pre-lawsuit, pre-Buddie (but there's definitely mutual feelings).

Attack from Behind by Shearmouth Summary: For Whumptober Day 6: "Stop, please." Most days, it's nothing. A twinge if he lands on it wrong, an ache during rainstorms. Other days, Buck can't breathe.

featherlight by rogerzsteven Summary: "Can you come over?" Buck asks over the phone— he pleas, and the tremble in his voice clenches Eddie's heart. "Where are you?" Eddie springs to his feet, grabbing his coat and keys in a rush, his brows knitted and face suddenly burning up. "Are you okay?" Eddie hears another choked out mewl over the line. "I'm— I'm home." "Are you okay?" "I'm—" Buck's words get cut off by a pained groan. "God, my—my leg— I c-can't get up." 1 time Buck tends to Eddie's shoulder pain and 1 time Eddie tends to Buck's leg pain. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Chronic Pain

eddie diaz saves the day by buckaroobuddie Summary: Buck's leg acts up as he's trying to rescue someone. Eddie's there to save the day. ---- Written for the prompt "Chronic pain"

cause i will be your safety by rogerzsteven Summary: "Is it your leg?" Eddie whispers as he gives Buck's shoulder blade a gentle squeeze. Buck nods his head without even lifting his face from the pillow and whimpers quietly. Eddie sits on the edge of the couch, wraps his fingers around Buck's leg and scoots closer so he can rest Buck's leg on his lap. "Hey." Eddie says when Buck tries to get his leg free from Eddie's touch. "Let me see." Buck has a leg cramp. Eddie helps him as he can. bad things happen bingo: crying into chest

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These are all post tsunami nightmares and panic attacks:

Fall On Me by lionheartedghost Summary: “You never used to go this way,” Eddie said. “It’s quicker to take a left back on Pine and go along by the ocean.” “This way’s quicker,” Buck said absently. “Cuts out the traffic.” “No it doesn’t.” Eddie looked at him carefully. “It just cuts out the beach.” Written for the promptabuddie prompt, "Eddie helps Buck deal with his fear of water following the tsunami."

Bring Me Back by Stennerd Summary: It's been months since the tsunami and Buck had been doing just fine. All it took was walking through water to bring it all crashing back.

Bucky bear by wolfypuppypiles Summary: Buck is still struggling with nightmares after the tsunami and Eddie and Christopher come up with a plan to help him feel safe at night.

Ghost in the night by wolfypuppypiles Summary: So, apparently one of the side effects of trauma can be sleepwalking. Yeah. Buck thought it was pretty weird too. Queue worry, angst, baby gates and pep talks :)

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i present to you... Finnbastian!!!

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For the last month or so I've been working on a project, and the first installment of it is complete, so if any of you want to check it out, here's the ao3 link:

Some Are Born To Sing The Blues (13630 words) by justmelovinbooks Chapters: 22/22 Fandom: Glee (TV 2009) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

It's a series of chronological oneshots, one for each episode of Season One, that either delve into the character's internal thoughts during an episode, or a scene that isn't shown on screen--could be anything from Rachel reflecting on Finn and Quinn's relationship (chapter 2), to the making of Run Joey Run (chapter 17), to Kurt and Finn bonding with their parents (chapters 3 and 20), to the gleeks gossiping about Quinn's pregnancy (chapter 10). I think every character has a moment from their perspective, and the oneshots range from angsty to humorous to fluffy.

If you check it out, and leave kudos--or better still a comment (or more!), I would adore you forever, and that'd be amazing!!

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Glee (TV 2009) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Rachel Berry/Finn Hudson, Finn Hudson & Kurt Hummel Characters: Finn Hudson, Rachel Berry, Kurt Hummel Additional Tags: Trans Male Character, Trans Character, Coming Out Summary:

Kurt encourages his brother Finn to come out.

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ok but imagine

Kurt goes to a top fashion design college in nyc and he's taking drama classes too because kurt loves both but fashion is more of a passion for him. he does musicals like a fun side thing.

Finn also gets accepted into a college in nyc. Its a teaching degree and he specialises in teaching neurodivergent kids because ofc.

Santana doesnt go into college(her choice) from the start, she takes on side hustles as she takes some side classes on acting/dancing/music in kurts college.

They are roommates.

Rachel doesnt get into nyada she stays in ohio and goes to a mediocare college idc cry rachel

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glee textposts pt.6

throws my trans finn hc towards thou and runs

MUWHHAAAHAHAHAHAH

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vb au furtana save me...

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how to grow the fuck up

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My furtana heart 💗

vb au furtana save me...

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I wish each individual chapter of a fic on AO3 had the date when it was posted, rather than just when the fic was first posted and when the last update was.  

That way you can see at a glance how often a WIP is updated, whether it’s fairly regularly or with huge long gaps between chapters; or if the first 20 chapters were posted in quick succession but the most recent couple were posted at long intervals, indicating that the writer is losing interest and may not finish, etc.  

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pookie-posting again <3

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t-girl finn

(dedicated to @jamesbutnotreally , the #1 finn fan)

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st hudson!!! little doodle of my favourite boys!