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All I need is YOU 😀 #MgaSulatNiISKA (at Mandaluyong)

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Sasabog na ko kung magstay pa ko sa bahay.. i need to run away from home where all our memories are there.. where im hoping that ull be the one to open the door since you already have a key to the house.. ulan whats wrong? Am i hoping for nothing? Am i the only one to this relationship? Wow relationship!.. meron tayo nun? Meron ba talagang tayo?.. 8:29pm 1-15-18 @estancia capitol commons parang andto q lage pag ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko.. ☹ sana sa sunod na pagpunta q dto ung masaya naman aq.. ☺

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Hanggang kailan ko kaya kakayanin to??? Ung magantay at magmukhang tanga sayo??? Wag mo naman ulan hayaan na dumating ung time na mapagod ako. Kasi ayaw kong mapagod.. kasi mahal kita at gusto ko maging masaya ma ikaw ang kasama.. Please cooperate naman ulan oh.. Ill wait and ill stay until you want me to.. Sana kayanin ko.. sana.. 9:35am 1-14-18 Andito kami ng bffs q sa jazz residences.. they finally knew all about us.. ang hirap sabihin saknila lahat.. kaso kailangan e kasi hirap na hirap na aq.. Dumating aq mga 830pm nagbike lang papunta dito.. hanggang ngaun wala kapa ding paramdam.. nagtx at nagchat nako.. dedma ka lang.. hehe.. grabe ulan.. alam mo kaya na sobrang nahihirapan ako???..

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Hindi ka nanaman nagpunta.. Nag antay ako..kami.. Ulan wag mo namang gawing libangan to.. ha? Ngaun lang to diba? Lets work this out.. im still hoping and ill pray for this relationship..oke??? Kapit lang Jen.. kaya mo yan..hahaha 1-12-18 1:37pm

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Parang ang saya lang natin jan oh.. parang totoo lang na mahal kita at mahal mo talaga ko.pero hindi namn pala..hehe.. kasi ikaw ung tipo ng lalake na ayaw nga ng commitment.. sinabi mo un kasi hindi ka cgurado sakin.. hindi talaga ako ung gusto mo.. pero bat ganun sinabi mo na mahal mo ko? Hehe.. ang dali niyong bitawan ang mga salitang yan.. samantalang ikaw at xa pa lamang ang minamahal ko..kaya it took me so much courage and pain to confirm that i truly love you. Ayan ung niluto ni danessa dinalhan ka namin for your dinner.. may letter pa nga un sabi ko ULAN, ENJOY YOUR DINNER WITH YOUR CO-WORKER, wag mong papakainin sa babae mo kasi mafoo2d poison xa.. hehe.. See you tomorrow.. Iska-ganda Wala ka man lang reply sa msg kong un.. 😭 We were waiting for you at metrowalk.. naka tatlong bucket na kami wala kang reply.. hehe.. tapos asa taxi na kami saka ka tatawag.. napakahusay naman po pala.. walang paramdam sa mga tx ko.. ang sakit sakit man din talaga ulan.. ayaw mo lang ba talaga ng drama o balewala lang talaga ko sayo???.. Jen you dont need to answer that..u know already the answer.. maxado ka lang nagbubulag bulagan kasi mahal mo.. blinocked ka nga.. sabi nga ni danessa.. qng mahal ka ng tao hindi yan makukulitan sayo.. pota ang sakit naman po pala..haha.. Ulan, sobra mo na kong bnbgyan ng sakit . Hehe.. galing mo talaga.. 3days palang po tayo oh.. ang pagkakaalam q ung unang mga taon o araw niyo as couple ay dapat sovrang saya.. ano pong ngyari satin at sobra akong nasasaktan???.. i wonder how you doing now? And how you feeling now??? Huhuhuhuhuhu.. ako kasi ulan sobrang nasasaktan na.. konti nlang sasagad na oh cguro ngaun nakikipaglwemtuhan ka sa patiente mo.. o sa boss mo o kaya ang himbing himbing ng tulog mo kasi kulang ka sa tulog.. ako ito ulan, durog na durog na ung puso.. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Sana gaya nalang ng dati.. ikaw tong atat na atat na makasama at makausap aq.. anyare ulan??? Nagsawa ka kagad?.. ganun ba ko kadaling pagsawaan?.. ulan oh.. ang sakit sakit na talaga ng nararamdaman ko.. Ayaw ko na nang ganto ulan.. pasayahin mo namn ako ulan.. iparamdaman mo namn sakin ung dapat kong maramdaman as gf mo.. ulan girlfriend mo po ako..hehe.. girlfriend na napilitan ka lang..haha.. bakit naman po kasi nanligaw ka pa.. qng hindi kanaman po pala ready sa commitment???.. anong peg mo???.. isa ka lang ba sa mga fuck boy jan???.. tang ina!!!!!.. 3:05am 1-12-18 Tinatawagan ko beshiii ko..tulog na ata.. si madam carla d pwede at asa work.. sila danessa lang andito para labasan q ng sakit.. grabe iyak ko.. ung d nnmn aq makahinga at hinahabol ung hininga q.. na tubig lamg makkapagpakalma sakin.. naalala ko.. ganun iyak q sa ex ko.. then takot na takot xa pag nangayyari un sakin.. kasi ibig sabihin nun too much tears and too much pain..😭

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Thinking of you

I thought being in a relationship will vive you so much happiness and contentment.. Yes maybe.. when your partner is assuring toi thpse things.. ☹ I got a lot of demands.. but just show me that you care even just a lil is what i need.. Please ulan.. been in pain since the day you went to Samar.. and so much pain when I discover that i love you.. Why loving you gives this feeling? I jaye you.. i hate myself for loving you..😭 Will still came the day that im sure already anout what you feel towards me????.. 😭 4:48pm 1-10--2018 Im At the back of the fx going to megamall to get the last document of my kuya richard.. Theres this couple at the fx they were playing that wordscape and they are very happy and u see the love in them.. this guy kissed tje girls forehead and i didnt notice that my tears are pouring already.. haha.. ulan please lobe me, the way i deserve to be love.. 😭😭😭

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You already have all the rights to love me, respect me, take care of me.. but your not doing it.. i thought label is all i need to be contented and to have a peace of mind.. Yes You gave it to me.. knowing i wont feel this pain again.. but whats happening now??? Im still in pain-in deep pain..😭 Ulan your taking me for granted, that hurts a lot.. Just this simple no seen to my messages and not answering my call.. it gives me so much pain.. i dont know what to think.. im trying to give all my trust but its hard when you never tried to earn it.. I dont know how far i can handle this.. kasi ang sakit sakit ng ginagawa mo sakin..😭 I guess this is really what ove, loving a person even thpugh ur not sure that he is also loving you back.. wow.. i never thought i can let tbis happened.. This is not me now.. or i guess im ij my peak already.. i want to give up this soon but i still want to hold on because i love you..

1-10-18

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First meet🤔

....and weve meet for the first time.. i dont know.. i just dont feel like you like me that much..🙁 well..

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Finally im meeting him in a bit..

Seriously im too nervous..😐😊 Yes i decided to meet him.. woah!.. goodluck to me.. goodluck to us.. hope he’ll like me more and more and to like him just a lil bit more .hehehe..

He is gonna pick me to Tin Racadag’s place coz were going to sell my pre loved clothes.. since its tooo much and i cant bring the 2 bags just by myself..so i ask him.. oke ill prepare myself na to look good on him..hahahhaha.. ajah!..

2:51pm 6-4-17 Sunday

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To the last person I will fall in love with, I know it was quite difficult to deal with me. All the waiting and chasing. I know it took away all the hopes from you. But let me write this for you, so that in time, when I can finally say yes to you, you'll understand why you had to wait, and why it had to be that long. I am sorry it took a while to break these walls. These were my broken pieces, the pieces I had to discover, the pieces I had to put together. I am sorry it took a while to mend this broken heart of mine. This heart needed time-- to think, to heal, to be ready again. I am sorry it took a while to trust you. This trust isn't free, you have to work hard to earn it. I am sorry it took a while to say 'yes' to you. I wanted to make sure you're the last question I had to say 'yes' with. Thank you because you found me. For the many times I was hiding, you patiently looked for me. For the many times I was running away, you came by, running after me. Thank you because you never left. For the many times I pushed you away, you pulled me back to you. For the many times I deserted you, you stayed and never complained. Thank you because you made me believe in love again. For the many times I told you 'us' won't work, you insisted and said 'us' will work. For the many times I said goodbye, you always said hello. Thank you because you pursued me. For the many times I felt we were drifting apart, you held my hand so tight I couldn't take a chance to let you go. And for the many times I felt afraid to love, you made me want to love again. You had to wait because I want you to have the best of me. I want to offer you a love that is sure and certain, a love that is patient and hopeful, a love that embraces you for who you are and accepts you for what you are not. I had to make you wait because I know you deserve a whole person. I don't want you to have me at my worst because I know you deserve better than that. You deserve a love that can stand the test of time, a love that is always ready and brave to win your heart, a love that is truly best for you. I do not regret I had you waiting all this time. Timing is everything and by the time you are reading this, timing has made its way on to us. No more chasing. No more waiting. This time, it's only staying-- I promise, I do. 💌 Cherry Jimenez

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Bigla kong naisip.. Masaya ba talaga ko???.. Tama cguro xa.. HINDI TAKOT ANG MGA TAONG MASAYA.. kaya cguro takot aq na sumubok ulit.. sino ba naman kasi ang hindi matatakot na masaktan.. iwan.. at paasahin????. the pain i felt to the last person i decided to open my heart again is unbearable..the pain is absurb..i felt numb..i became bitter..im still feeling the pain right now.. i cant contain it..😣😭 well im sorry Mr.H if im still afraid.. tulungan mo naman aq na d makaramdam ng takot..😐

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i just want to attached some music but what im going to write is far from the message of the song 😊 actually im not sure..hahaha.coz i didnt finished it. 😂 here it goes... yeh its my first time to experience a DRUNK CALL😊 its a smiley face ..yes.. because he called me like 2am in the morning.. i was sleeping at that time at my bestfriends sisters dorm..(got it? its near UST where her sister leave 😂) well prior to that.. i was asking again for a sign..☺ qng xa na ba talaga sign 😂 sorry i forgot the first sign i asked but it do happened.. the 2nd sign is if he called before i woke up ed xa na..😂 but i change it because i know he wont call at that alanganing oras 😋 so i said before lunch..(binigyan ng allowance..haha) well even if i change it HE CALLED at 2am.. 2nd sign happened again..🤔 i dont really know if im gonna believe to this freaking sign..lol..anyways back to my main topic..hehehe.. He then called me.. i really cant understand some of what he is saying..kasi nga lasing.. but theres this words he said that i want him to repeat again and again so i act like i dont understand it.. what he said is I MISS YOU 😁😁😁 harot 😛 and he keeps saying "i really wanna see you".. which i said from the start that i dont want us to meet..because yeh i know he might disappear like all of the boys i dated..😭 haha.. im afraid he wont like me..haha..kainis..oke back again to my story.. i asked him why? why your so eager to see me.. he then said " bakit? hindi ko alam.. kasi gusto kita makita..gusto kita makausap.. gusto kita yakapin...... hindi ko alam kung bakit.......lasing na ko.😂" im laughing but making sure he wont hear it coz he might get angry with me coz im making fun of him..ang funny niya namn talaga..but its giddy! sobra!..😊😂 He is really cute..haha.. Then after that giddy part..he drop the call coz he is going to sleep already.. and i go back to sleep too.. Do you happen to have a drunk call? how was it??.. The last time i remember me calling when im deunk.. I called my bestfriend krizZ haha.. i dont know the exact words i said but i guess what i said was im so lucky to have them in ny life.. lucky to have a good friends..and i dont know if i said i love her.. coz i rarely say that to my bestfriends..hehehe.. No more to say. hahaha.. #DrunkCall 4:39am 6-3-17

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gusto q sumabay sa agos.. kaso ang hirap naman pala.. lalo na qng pabago bago to.. hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan ako makkaasabay..hanggang kailan maguguluhan itong isipat puso ko.. at kung saan ito ilulugar.. hindi ko alam kung tama ba na sumugal nanamn sa hindi mo alam kung mananalo ba o matatalo at sa huli luluha at mahihirapan nanaman na makaahon..

#AreYouWorthIt?

7:25 6-2-17

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Back again

Ooooopps hey guys! its been years the last time i opened this..and hola its still functioning..lol..

well hope i can put some smiles on ur lips to all my upcoming post.. ajah!

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