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save my children 🚨

I appeal to you with all the pain and suffering we have endured after 11 months of war in Gaza . Our homes have been destroyed, our dreams have vanished, and my family lives in constant fear. We are facing an endless nightmare, and I need your help to protect my family and restore hope to our hearts.

Our words may not end our suffering, but we hope our voices reach you. We kindly ask for your support and assistance during this crisis. Every little help you provide means a lot to us.

Help us to survive this fierce war.

Please donate and share.

My campaign link:

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✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #204 )✅️

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I am Osama Al-Anqar and my wife's name is Rana Raed Al-Anqar. We have a little girl. We used to live in our house in the Shuja'iyya neighborhood. We used to live in peace and security and I had a job, but the war came and took everything from me, first of all my brother Mahmoud, who was martyred in the bombing of the Baptist Hospital. He left behind his children and wife, and my brother Ahmed, whose front leg was amputated in the same bombing. I lost my house, my family's house, and my job. Now we have become homeless, moving from one place to another. We are gripped by fear, terror, and hunger. My daughter suffers from extreme fear and panic, and suffers from lack of food and skin diseases due to the lack of water and cleanliness. We are in dire need of your help. We call on you to fund this fund to save my family and provide safe shelter, food, drink, and health care. Your donation is no matter what can happen to us in our lives. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your support means more

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I've just realised I've gotten a few more followers since I started posting and not many of you know anything about me so

INTRO POST :)

Hello my name's Eli :))

I am a minor and use all pronouns.

I have PMDD, autism and social anxiety. My mood tends to fluctuate quite a bit so my posts can be pretty disjointed lol

This is like my 6th account (I've lost count Tumblr really hates me lmao)

I'm currently trying to recover from self harm but it's been five years since I started and it's hard. I'll probs relapse soon. I still get urges and will probs post about those and just general sh sui shit.

I promise you I'm friendly and im always open for a convo :))

(btw this is not a recovery page at all. I will not post about my recovery unless asked just because I know that people arent looking to recover on the tags I post on :)) )

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Autism fucking sucks. Like I wish I had decent hunger cues besides "my body is making noise right now" or "my mouth tastes like I'm hungry" but my body hasn't realized its evolved past being a fungus

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I'm currently making a survival book, its going to inclue everything you need to run, how to cross borders (only if necessary), the safest states right now, the unsafest states, how to protect yourself in a red area, what places to stay at if your running, nearby jobs and other ways to get money, what foods are best to get, how to make certain foods, electronic related advice, the safest messaging apps, what not to say in messages, guide to doctors if you have a uterus or are a women, what plants are safe to eat, various poisons, how to deal with cops, a map of the local area and where cops hang out, how to survive in the woods, clothes you should bring, what to do about your period if your on the run, methods of birth control and what's the best, how to legally change your name and the amount of money it costs, how to a car if your in a non walkable area, first aid tips, how to get and use a burner phone, what type of weapons you might need and how to use them, a guide on how to use most commonplace guns, chargers to use for any devices you might bring.

All of it, I've got multiple notebooks to I'm spreading it across them.

I'm looking for other things to add too it, or if you see one or more subjects in here that you know a lot about/ can help with, feel free to reply or reblog with it, and if you don't want it attached to your profile, my asks are open and free to use. Anything is helpful, anything at all.

I'll be deleting this by January, you have until then to send.

Please, please please please, reblog this. don't just 'like' it

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I want to draw but I have to do fucking biology work. FML

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I think I'm going to relapse soon lmao. I am not suited to being clean.

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It's kinda weird, nothing really bad happened to me yet Im still the way I am. I still want to see the fat under my skin and destroy my life regardless of the damage and kill myself in all these brutal ways. But there's no reason for it. It's not a trauma response, because I don't have trauma. Maybe I was just fucked to begin with.

There is something inherently wrong with me.

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Niceee

I feel like you're an avatar of the spiral because you kinda give me Micheal vibes ngl. But you've been marked by the stranger or smtn. Idk tho lmao

PSPSPSPSSPSPSPPS mooties followers mooties anyone who know nothing or everything about the magnus archives, ask me about which fear entity/s you represent

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Please which entity do you think I am? I love tma lmao it's so interesting :)))

PSPSPSPSSPSPSPPS mooties followers mooties anyone who know nothing or everything about the magnus archives, ask me about which fear entity/s you represent

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So I'm not going to get sleep. Not because I need to cut or anything but because my brain has gotten me fixated on the httyd soundtrack.

Specifically this song. I can't think of anything else.

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Httyd has an actual fucking chokehold on me rn

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Scars :)

They're not self inflicted promise. Im just clumsy

I mostly cut on my right leg (bottom right photo) but started on my left recently. Used to cut on my arm when i was doing babies so I don't have a ton of decent scars. Sorry they're ugly lol

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Can't wait till I'm 18 so I can buy better blades these sharpeners are pissing me the fuck off.

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I wish that someone would look at my scars and be shocked. It was getting bad and no one ever noticed.

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I WAS TERMED AGAIN WTF. TUMBLR I WAS CLEAN YOU FUCKERS.

You cannot get rid of me I will keep coming back

Please reblog so I can find my moots :))

@toughttt @yippie-madness @i-eat-the-rich-and-nothing-esle @wishing-for-release @thewaterboyreturns