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Teacup headphones

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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

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A clear and present flow

© gif by riverwindphotography, October 2021

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this excerpt from the once and future king by t.h. white and that fka twigs instagram post kind of mean a lot to me. i personally think that the best thing you can be in life is to be curious. and you might say well don't you think being good is more important? but i think curiosity informs every other aspect of your being. including "goodness". i believe in doing good rather than being good, but i think being curious literally does make you a better person because it first and foremost shows care. and that's ultimately all we seek as social beings. you cared enough to learn. curiosity, enthusiasm, perpetual learning, uncovering a new piece of existence with the full knowledge that you'll never be able to uncover it completely. there is a certain kind of dread and anxiety in that, in the sense of wondering if my time is running out, will i be able to watch, listen, read everything i want and talk to all the people i want to talk. and time will inevitably run out, but still... we have nothing but this and we don't even know what that is. there are frustrations that make us bitter and i know the same day is different for all of us, but there are so many different ways of learning and i don't see any other way we can truly connect with each other without deep curiosity.

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reverse gaslighting where i pretend to know exactly what you are talking about

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Holly for Spring Journal A/W 2021.

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Emilie Buchwald, “My Mother’s Music”

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chai, weird magazines, & Indian art books for 2

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Julie Pelipas Style

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@l_i_r_a_

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Abbie Mellé

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I’m not leaving this cocoon

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The happiest part of the story is that Matilda and Miss Honey each got what they had always wanted: a loving family.