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How someone is recruited to be a gangstalker...

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This is very real and has taken, stolen, years of my life from me...

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This stuff is no joke, it destroys people !!

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Every damn day of my life...

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So very true....

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the last few days the depression had been agonizing...

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My every day reality...

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I feel like in the last number of months I've become incapable of positive emotion. Joy, enthusiasm and the like... They've all left me...

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I sometimes wonder if I'd be better off living in a mental hospital...

I'm deteriorating, getting sadder... I thought that if I had my own little place that I'd be OK, that I'd have a chance to heal up...

Maybe it's because I am in a "safe" place that I know it's safe to fall apart. Like when soliders return from battle and come home, it's then that the real falling apart happens...

I'm frightened, I'm sad and I'm alone.

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It's pretty here, I just dont know how to be happy...

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That kind of spaceship...