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My Ideal Man

Since I’m single and have made a new commitment to pursuing femininity and accepting being gay, and hope to have many fans and readers here who are as excited about this journey as I am, with hopefully some handsome men reading, perhaps I should let my audience know what my dream/ideal partner would be like? It surely couldn’t hurt! So what is it I am looking for in a romantic and bed partner?

First off, something I need in a partner without a doubt....if you have any interest in pulling my panties down, you ABSOLUTELY have to know your role in our relationship, and play it authentically! You should know without any second thoughts that in our relationship, I am the woman and you are the man, every day and always. You only top, I only bottom (when we get there). You don’t obsess over my baby dick like a gay man would, and generally ignore it. I don’t mind a little bit of attention at all. In fact, it could be very nice to be fondled and stroked a little bit here and there! But I don’t want to be with a man who is obsessed with penis. On the contrary, it would delight me to have a partner who focuses on and appreciates my nipples and ass. Doesn’t make you feel like much of a lady, in my estimation, if every time you lay with him your man wants to jack you off or even worse, (Yikes, the biggest turnoff there ever was), perform oral on your front side....I don’t ever want my tiny boypart in anyone’s mouth, never ever! So gross and a guaranteed way to ruin our sexual chemistry! I’m eager to be rimmed and would love for my man to passionately lick my hole, kiss my cheeks, etc...but don’t ever flip me over and move to the front. Nothing disgusts me more than a man who wants to blow me! Absolutely unacceptable and no way to treat a lady!!! To go through this would kill any attraction we were developing, any chemistry we had in bed, and be a deathblow to our relationship dynamics! To keep it plain, clear, and easily understood, if my man goes down on me, he’s eating my ass. If i go down on my man, I’m sucking his dick. Always and every time and no changing there. I have no desire to lick your ass and I would shudder if you tried to suck me. It’s just not right, think about it! Definitely not a turn on for someone who wants to become more of a woman!

   If you have seen any of the couple pics I have shared with my audience so far, you will know I am white. Call me a freak or like any other sissy if you want to, but there is absolutely no denying my attraction towards black men! I know others like me can relate to this, right ladies? To get the obvious out of the way, a BIG black cock is SO impressive, even if it is a little scary to a newbie like myself. IMO the epitome of masculinity is a muscular, hung, and confident black male. Not that other races are not men or anything like that...I believe and know strong, handsome, masculine, well built, and well endowed men come in all different colors. But I have to be honest and admit....there’s just something so sexy about a black man who knows what he’s doing! I am open to dating all races and I don’t want to be promiscuous or sleep around so I don’t want anyone to feel insecure. I would love to find a serious, real, and committed man of any color that will help me develop, grow, and love me. But I cannot deny there is something about a black man that just does it for me and feels so right! Not to mention I have pale, snow white skin and I would love to see the contrast of our bodies together! 

Third, and this is essential, If you want to date me, you need to be ready for the long haul! I am looking for romance and true love, for someone who can mentor and train me and this will not happen overnight. You need to be patient and dedicated to my growth and our relationship. No married men at all! I understand we have to get to know each other and see how we click but I am seeking monogamy and a real, long term relationship, not just some quick dick! With that being said, I am open to a bit of swinging here and there and maybe bringing another guy or even another fem like me into bed with us. After i’m comfortable and developed as a lady in bed, if we can arrange it and it feels right and suits us, it would be fun to have a second masculine guy in bed with us. I wonder what it would be like to suck one guy and be fucked by another for instance, or suck two dicks at once. Like I’ve said before I have a nasty, slutty side like anyone else, and one day, it would be nice to do some more adventurous things like that just to see what it’s like. If you wanted for a female (genetic or otherwise) to join us, i would be open minded to your desires...I want monogamy, but I also want to have some fun. I’ve kept this side of myself inside for way way too long, and now there’s a lot of pent up lust and sexual energy that I want to release as soon as we’re ready. My sex life prior to this was giving a couple quickie blowjobs and unsuccessfully attempting to stay hard and fuck pussy. It wasn’t very satisfying, believe me! Now that i’m ready to accept my true likes in bed and romance, there is so much I desire to try out! As I’ve said before, I am an anal virgin and so curious to see what it feels like! I’m also contemplating us filming some of our love making maybe even broadcasting it live online so its a big plus if you’re comfortable with that! It’s important to me that you are willing to be adventurous in bed with me...there is so much i want to try out!

Last but not least by any means, while a fulfilling sex life is very important to me, the romance is JUST as important. I don’t want to feel like i’m just your sex toy (well, maybe sometimes, heehee). I want to feel loved, valued, and appreciated. I want to be kissed out of nowhere. I want you to ask me how i’m doing or what things have been like while we are apart. I want you to love me as i am, in the early stages of my feminization when i might not be very passable or have a perfect figure, and love me even more as i blossom with your help into the pretty girl I always dreamed of being. See, while there is surely plenty of kink, sex, and fantasy involved throughout this whole process, this is more than a fetish to me! When we are together even if we are not in bed I will always be presenting as a lady and fully expect to be treated like one...while I am unsure until we see how things go if I will eventually transition, whether i ever do or not and no matter if we’re making love, riding in a car, or just talking on the phone, always remember to treat me like a woman, and never ever bring up my masculine identity...I want to break free from that and push myself to be the girl I always wanted to be! It’s not just while we have sex, it’s an all day every day thing unchanging dynamic in our relationship...I am always the female!

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To cam or not to cam?

Are there any sissys, cds, fem boys, or trans followers that maintain an active adult webcam presence? I’m curious about branching out into that as soon as I feel presentable. I wouldn’t want to do it for the money myself. I would want to do it to show off my body and beauty as it develops, have fun, and inspire others who were hesitant for way too long like me. So many trans individuals in the adult industry have inspired me throughout my life. I think it would be nice to give back and possibly inspire others! But I’m not really into being a “sissy slut”. I like to get naughty like anyone else but I am in what seems to be the minority of boys wishing to undergo feminization, in that I don’t expect to be treated like some dirty slut and am much more interested in feeling as and essentially being a lady who is more about passion, romance, and eroticism than shameless degradation

. Even if i couldn’t cut it as a man and it never quite felt right, I KNOW I have a lot of value as a woman, and I expect to be treated with respect by any man who wants to date me! Don’t misunderstand me....would i be telling the truth if i said there is nothing that excites me about being slutty, sucking a mans balls while he slaps me with his dick,  and letting him do whatever he wants with me? No, not at all! Of course that turns me on! But more importantly than that sort of side of me, is the part that wants to be a LADY who is loved and admired and taken good care of! To be completely honest I am way more interested in meeting a (still firm) passionate and tender guy! The kind who i could lay down and feel him kiss all over my body! The kind that would be gentle and patient with me as I begin to dive into anal! The kind that would compliment my appearance and appreciate the effort I plan to put into this. Sure, it’s exciting to be “slutty”, and there’s definitely a time and place for it, but PASSION is something that any aspiring girl who still believes in romance and old fashioned values can appreciate! Know your worth! 

With that in mind, I would still advise you to never, ever, step out of line and try to be dominant with your man, by any means. A lady should always know her place, the way I see things. The man always makes the final decisions on most things and as his loving wife/girlfriend, it is your duty to follow along with his wishes. Put simply, I think our biggest goal as women is to keep our man happy! But never let men use and degrade you and undermine your value as a woman and partner! Stick to your limitations on play and other things. It’s one thing to submit to a man, but a whole other to let him define and degrade your female identity! Don’t let kink go too far and blur lines between the bedroom and your relationship dynamics. Always keep a clear distinction and know how much value you have! I bet all kinds of men can’t wait to meet a girl like you, ones that will love you and build you up always and never abuse or degrade you in private or public. Every and all males who trusted their instincts and decided to embrace femininity are special and unique people, worthy of every bit of admiration, gratitude, and praise they receive. Men who embrace female personas are in no way “imposter” females or “lacking men”. They are brave, strong people who followed their hearts, and so unique and beautiful, outside and inside! Be proud of who you are, your body, and your courage to leave behind a male life. Many people wish they had guts like the fem/trans/sissy community, to bravely shed their male persona and stand in front of the judgemental world as who they feel they truly are. My heart goes out to all the shy, insecure, questioning in the community! I have been one at times myself and if things don’t pick up steam I might shy away again! But as for today and the immediate future, I’m prepared to do what it takes to live as my true self. I’m done with the closet and the fears, doubts, and worries. I am standing up to proudly leave any guilt or shame behind me, and love myself for who I am and maybe end up loved too! I have no choice but to stop the denial and accept myself for who I’m convinced deep inside I really am. Tumblr and world, say hello to Jasmine! My friends call me jazzy or jazz! Feels so good to introduce myself and I can’t wait to see where things go in the near future! 

Much love,

Jazzy XOXO <3

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Probably been a while but this is a great video promoting limpness and femininity. Some beautiful girls with amazing bodies on display here! So hot!

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I found this out the hard way! 

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Tiffany Starr was always a personal favorite of mine. A big role model and inspiration for me, her career was beginning around when I discovered my feelings. I can’t wait to get a glimpse of what it’s like in her shoes. She seems like she enjoys every minute of it! 

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I do too! <3 

Loads of fun for tgirls #crossdressing #ladyboy #shemale #sissy

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Amen! Enough fantasizing! I’m SO ready to see what it’s REALLY like! <3 XOXO

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I am very nervous to begin serious dressing for men. What if i’m not pretty enough for them? What if I’m not girly enough? Fingers crossed I can find a man who will love me for how I am now and help me develop as we go! I’m committed to shedding my masculinity and being the woman I’ve always thought I could be. So excited!!!

At least pantyhose slow things down a little bit, poor gurl.

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Preach it! I know without a doubt what role I feel most comfortable in! All that’s left now is to end all the denial and get started! I can’t wait to begin this adventure!

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Who’s ready to take that big leap with me? Let’s all live the lives we’ve secretly dreamed of and been in denial about! Let’s love ourselves and see if it’s as good as it seems! I’m ready, who’s with me? And any girls without regrets, by all means, pipe in! How did it feel to finally commit and live the fantasy? Was it everything it seems?

Just be the girl you are 😘

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I remember, as I’m sure many of you do, going through this when I was young and lived at home! What a humiliating experience! But as for me I want to put the guilt and fear and shame behind me and do it with a man who will appreciate and encourage it! Sure would be nice to have someone I could be myself with!!! <3 XOXO

She owns your sissy ass now.

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Stunning! I can’t wait to start working on my appearance!

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Hi just wanted to introduce myself and my page. For now I am gong by Jasmine, but you can call me Jazz or Jazzy for short. I was born a man but my whole life have felt transgender inside and I am ready to explore now and experiment and see if my hunch is true. Not much about being a man appeals to me anymore and i’ve always related way more to female friends and more ladylike activities and interests. I am currently online trying to find a male partner I can indulge this desire with,  and find out what it’s like to dress, behave, love, and live (behind closed doors to start) as a woman. I cannot reject what my mind and body is most drawn to for another year or even a day and am fully dedicated now to seeing if this life fits me as well as I believe it will. Would love to have some friends, admirers, and mentors I can learn and grow from as I dip my feet into getting in touch with the lost little girl inside me. As time goes on, I will share sexy pictures that excite me (porn, yeah I love it sorry!), personal nudes, inspirational quotes, advice for those like me, and more! I hope to encourage others to try it out like I am ready to! There is nothing to fear but fear itself, and life is too short to waste not doing what excites you! I am nearing 30 now and while I don’t feel old, I wish I had tried this out when I was younger instead of wasting my time worrying about how things would turn out! I am still a bit nervous but more excited, ready, and definitely more eager to begin and develop than I have EVER been my whole life! One thing i could use help with at the moment is any methods or exercises for developing a more feminine figure (slimming waist, ass enhancement, penis shrinking tips, and any other things that are helpful for building more of a ladylike figure). Also tips on what guys like in girls like us? I hope you follow along and get something out of this like I hopefully will! So excited to be brave and try out this lifestyle I always dreamed of!