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Gotta do smth with this lill bumb.

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Happy Pride guys.

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is zemoiii fine?, she hasn’t posted anything thing in a ages..

Im not sure. I have been wondering aswell. I dont know anyone who knows them irl. Given their close proximaty to the war, I dont want to assume the worst, but i have had no confirmation as to their safety. I really hope they are doing alright.

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Chat am I cooking

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Alright i have nowhere else to write this and not a lot of people follow me on here so thats fine.

Im am in some sort of hell.

I have listened to my radical christian father preach to me for 3 hours a nonsensicle word salad about some shit about a child watching her family get killed for believing in jesus and he talks about it like its the most horrible thing on earth, then goes on about the political left and right amd how the right are good and left is bad yada yada yada. God damnit hes doing it again right now.

I wish i could help others. I wish i could support starving middle eastern children with no families and maybe even make myself not feel like shit. Treat myself to a bit of hrt if i feel like it and not be judged for who i am. But as long as these "god fearing" zealots and fearmongerers are still walking this earth then all I have left is living in my fear.

I used to live in faith, i would argue i may have never lost it. But i still lost my faith in others. Those people who call themselves "christian" or "believer". Those who claim to turn the other cheeck but instead throw a punch when no one is looking, maybe worse.

I still listen to church services, all claiming they preach the true gospel. All i hear are the three same things.

1. Only Gods love is real. Not the love of the world, or the love from other people. No other love matters.

2. Nothing is permanant in this world. When we move onto the pearly gates up above nothing down here will matter.

3. Do not ask questions. A christian who asks questions forfeits themself from faith and opens up their mind to influence from the world/the devil.

The heart of christian teachings is to reject all rational thought and feelings for the simple belief that a magical being will judge us and send us to hell if we dont.

The bible school teachings of good samaritans dont matter anymore. Its all about getting angry at people who dont share your beliefs or people who dont and are minding their own business.

My dad told me when he works in the mall and see trans people in public he says he thinks about how god wont let them into heaven, and that they are so blinded my their lust and greed for love from others that they will never be happy. He wants to walk up to them and exorcise their evil spirits (verbally harass them about being trans and to turn to god).

Anyways i moved away from my original point. Im afraid if i do anything that these people will turn and do the very things they claim the (radical left) will do to them. Persecuting me til hell freezes over.

I wish i could flee, but i cant.

I would rather die.

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Lazy

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the traumatized child thing of getting really stressed whenever you have to ask for clarification on something bc you Know the yelling is coming

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Wowie

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Before Palestine and Israel conflict.

I just love the fact that so many people seem to intentionally ignore the events before this whole conflict, that the Arab countries had suffered under, Including Palestine. They went from 400 years of being colonized under the former Turkish empire (Ottoman empire) to being betrayed by Britain after signing up a contract that guaranteed Arabs an independent nation if they fought against the Ottomans alongside the Allied power in WW1, they succeeded but Britain and France have secretly signed up a contract (Sykes-Picot) behind Arabs' backs; that is both colonizers will share the Arab countries, which means no independence for them.

Then Balfour Declaration (an independent Jewish country in Palestine, that was already habited by thousands of Arabs and other ethnicities) happened, which was an insult to the already colonized Arab countries; after years of suffering under colorization and generational trauma, why would they accept such a contract? why would they accept a country that is supported by the very same colonizers that betrayed them? and why the fuck would they even accept the reality that this potential country will be definitely treated much better than them?

Hope y'all were bothered to read this as so many people always ignore this very important history that played a huge role.

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Meeting an idol

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My throat hurts

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(TRIGGER WARNING): Pedophilia, child pride and theocracy.

Just when I recovered from a depressive episode I was slapped by a Reddit post on r/Iraq. There's a law suggestion that will be discussed in this day on whether it should be legalized or not, the context of this law is to legalize child marriages (9-17 y.o. girls), forbid wives/daughters from inherenting a constriction, and forbidding wives from taking the custody of their children after divorce (?). What a fucking shithole of a country run by religious pedophiles, hope this law won't be legalized but it's so sad that such laws like those are allowed to be taken seriously. Y'know what's even more sad? The majority of our population don't want this to be legalized but the ones who want it are the ones in power. It's going to be legalized for Shia Muslims but I'm very confident to say that it'll be abused by other groups of people. Mfs seriously wonder why I hate religions, and it's because of this backward bullshit.. To be fair, as far as I remember Quran have never stated that child marriages can be halal, it's the sharia law (a more conservative version accompanied with additional bullshit that weren't mentioned at all in the Quran) that supports it strongly.

I'm so sorry if this wall of text ruined your day and made you lost hope in humanity even more but I wanted to share it to other nationalities; I don't condone hiding or sugar coating the truth, I'll try my best to fairly expose them. I'll update.

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(VENT)

I hate conservative Christians and Muslims so much; one side pretend they're better than the other side while both of them share the same harmful beliefs with only very few differences. So tired of living among people who want me dead, it almost seems like no matter where I go I'll never be truly safe as a queer individual.

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Felt cute, decided to draw her.

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Shes late to these trends

June 2024 - July 2023

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I think i have a type