What a journey it’s been. Currently 15 months on HRT and couldn’t give a fuck what anyone thinks. Time is a wonderful thing.
Do you mind if I ask what's wrong? I would ask in private if I could but you aren't following me so I can't.
I don’t feel like I’m strong enough to transition. I’m such a shy person and I’m terrified of the response from family and friends and I can’t see how I’ll ever muster the confidence to go out and find a job. It’s so tragic because I’m literally at the tipping point; my doctor at the GIC has literally given me a list of things to do in life and he’ll prescribe hormones. At times like this, I feel like I have to take the ‘easy’ way and just not do anything, but I can’t live how I am - it fuels depressive thoughts to the point I see no future at all.
If tumblr deletes me here’s how you can find me: On the Green Road to the north of Bravil lies the Inn of Ill Omen. There you will find a man named Rufio. Kill him, and your initiation into the Dark Brotherhood will be complete. Do this, and the next time you sleep in a location I deem secure, I will reveal myself once more, bearing the love of your new family.