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alone

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My brain and my heart isnt the same. I dont fucken care, just come back. I'll take the scars. I'll take it all.

I miss you, can we talk?

Please.

-Mind Of A Mad Man

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I know Im fucked up, Im working on me.. Yes okay, little toxic, Alright very toxic. Did you have to run away so fast that the dust got me stuck in a haze? Not blaming you for the pain, I respect that you want to leave but that doesnt mean Im not hurting..

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Maybe.

Do you ever just wonder, maybe If I was better the ones who left wouldve stayed? Like maybe losing me would seem like the worst thing imaginable like It is for me when I think of them. Like maybe If I was better, things would have been different... Or like maybe if I dont get better, and I stop being around maybe this loneliness would end with me. Do you feel alone when your eyes are closed? No right? Maybe we should keep them closed. Maybe.

Mind Of A Mad Man

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What happened.

For a long time I have felt alone, internally. Like my heart was just by itself. When I met you it didn't feel like that anymore, It was almost like I've been holding my breathe and I finally let the air out.

I felt comfortable around you, like I could be me. Maybe I never felt accepted, or never accepted myself completely so I kept holding back, or embellishing because I didnt want to lose you, didnt want to lose the one person I finally feel connected with.. Then that fear took over and I kept worrying about that instead of enjoying our company. I forced myself to forget all that which drove me to you in the first place and replaced it with fear. - Mind Of a Mad Man

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How much of me has to die before you come back? Take it all, destroy me. I don't know how to protect myself when it comes to you. Kill me, and ill come back asking for an opportunity to love you.

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I cant see anymore, the waters dropping its all blurry.

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And as the last message he ever sent, written in red almost like the blood from his broken heart " Please come back , I wish you were here. "

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Fell asleep and forget to die, maybe this world isn't meant for I.

Mind of a Mad Man

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Doctor Doctor will you help me, how?

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I am scared to show vulnerability. I feel it makes me less attractive to have these very human emotions. I don't know how to shake that fear.

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And as we look up, some days we only hope to find the surface.

Hi Puppeteer I think breathing would be nice today.

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Vulnerable

If i said I need you, would you still look at me the same?

If I said I need you, would you still love my soul?

If I said I need you, would you remain?

If I said I need you, would you say you need me too?

-Mind Of A Mad Man

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Release: July 9, 2021

Lyrics:

I do the same thing I told you that I never would

I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could

I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you

I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey (oh)

I get drunk, wake up, I'm wasted still

I realize the time that I wasted here

I feel like you can't feel the way I feel

Oh, I'll be f- up if you can't be right here

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)

Oh, ooh-woah (Oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)

Oh, I'll be f- up if you can't be right here

I do the same thing I told you that I never would

I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could

I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you

I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

I do the same thing I told you that I never would

I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could

I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you

I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

When I'm away from you, I miss your touch (ooh)

You're the reason I believe in love

It's been difficult for me to trust (ooh)

And I'm afraid that I'ma f- it up

Ain't no way that I can leave you stranded

'Cause you ain't ever left me empty-handed

And you know that I know that I can't live without you

So, baby, stay

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)

I'll be f- up if you can't be right here

I do the same thing I told you that I never would

I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could

I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you

I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

I do the same thing I told you that I never would

I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could

I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you

I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

Songwriter:

Woah-oh

I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

Justin Bieber / Magnus Hoiberg / Charlie Puth / Isaac Deboni / Omer Fedi / Blake Slatkin / Charlton Kenneth Jeffrey Howard / Subhaan Rahman / Michael David Mule

SongFacts:

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Homepage:

The Kid LAROI

Justin Bieber

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