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Bobby Joe & Jarie

Last night was interesting

We rode to a lake spot did some oral fuq’d a lil.. came home and listened to music then the norm..

We talked about last week and the distance and difference

We fuq’d twice in the morning before he went to work

Gemini b a trip.. Neva know what to expect

I just go with the flow

I think I explain myself okay last night

I believe he still don’t get or understand me

Imma cook him some food before I leave

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Just stay calm.

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Bobby Joe

So you need me to zelle money for your fire stick and order you food from zaxbys..???

Where is ya women at..??

I been silent and distant.. trying to barrier myself from his Gemini toxicity

Then gone say love u.. like whatever.. how.. don’t ask how I’m doing even as a friend..smh

I’m doing what I know quietly distancing myself help a friend when I can I am not gonna let his ignorance change or corrupt my beautiful personality

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Jarie

Embrace change

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Bobby Joe

Gone for good.. all that talk is actually how he feels.. barely calls.. we don’t see each other maybe once a week.. no care no concern.. no explanation.. we were going good for a year .. I guess it’s time to move along.. I haven’t asked him what’s up.. I’m going to just drift away

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Bobby Joe

Is full of shit

Talking bout his sister got diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer and he don’t wanna be bothered with people today

Not that I was gonna go over there or call.. I hit shit yo do with Bo

He let me borrow $250 the other day just so I’ll stay quiet

He say the most eff’d up stuff .. Gemini behavior I can take in doses

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Bobby Jo Shepherd

We still going..at times strong at times distant.. at times arguing fa no reason in our relationship..

If it’s a competition.. I’m winning.. especially mentally.. black women.. but like another race women.. I’m a northerner so it’s easy..

He don’t come no closer.. he steady on his grown man ish.. it’s a turn on it’s different especially the conversation/arguements/debate

Sex is still the ish.. I’m still squirting

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#lovedorsey #relaxandtakenotes #toxicrelationships

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For we live by faith, not by sight; even when we cannot see God at work, we trust that He is moving in ways beyond our understanding.

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Rule of life

It's simple!

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I believe

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Jarie

Text my homie past luver.. just checking on him

He made sense.. just that he married.. Neva gonna leave.. don’t expect him to

Bobby cool. We friends and always will be..

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Question

Is it better to be a Real nobody or a fake somebody

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Bobby Joe & Jarie

Tried to get a used dodge ram today.. nope tho

Got $ no credit

Like daddy say niggas gonna pay for something they ain’t

Especially #gemini

Cause daddy was talking bout trump.. but he a godly man so .. I gonna apply to earth and my surroundings

He absolutely right tho cause trump gonna pay .. especially if he ain’t righteous

I say Bobby gimme the $59,000 cash for the truck.. I provide the docs.. until he show he lie about that also

But why…

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Pure

“The purest heart is precisely the one most willing to comprehend his own guilt most deeply.”

— Søren Kierkegaard, Three Discourses on Imagined Occasions

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