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[jasrozinsky]

𝕄𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕠, Jasper acknowledges in his head, maybe it wasn't so bad because of the mitigating factor, though still...mulling that a bit over in his head before he hears the question Mina was positing, "...I don't mind," he decides, if there was something she needed to continue doing in the room, feeling like with her it was....𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥.

The Dumbass Chronicles [July 26, 2020]

— The day after Jade took the babies home —

Jasper feels the just too hot water from the shower cascade down onto his skin, closing his eyes as he tries to…just not think about anything, just not Feel anything, nearly getting lost in the moment, in the act, time just…passing by, even as he feels his skin begin to prune, letting out a deep, heavy breath through his nostrils before

— the sharp KNOCKING! making his eyes widen and him nearly jump, almost instinctively, the memory of the day before still raw and fresh, making his heart beat a little faster as he scrambles out of the shower, and into his towel, opening the door to see…not Jade, but…one of Mina’s roommates, looking…far less angry than Jade had been, even as the furious sound of Jade’s knocking still rung in his ears, his memory, moving to quickly apologize for taking so long before making his way back into Mina’s bedroom, closing the door behind him, not wanting any more of Mina’s roommates to see him in his…towel, a flush of embarrassment moving over him as he realized he had…letting out another stream of breath from his nostrils as he sits on the bed next to Mina, burying his face in his hands…

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"...Your roommate saw me come out of the shower, in my towel," Jasper murmurs, still a bit...embarrassed about the whole thing, not quite able to meet Mina's eyes as he expresses what had occurred...

The Dumbass Chronicles [July 26, 2020]

— The day after Jade took the babies home —

Jasper feels the just too hot water from the shower cascade down onto his skin, closing his eyes as he tries to…just not think about anything, just not Feel anything, nearly getting lost in the moment, in the act, time just…passing by, even as he feels his skin begin to prune, letting out a deep, heavy breath through his nostrils before

— the sharp KNOCKING! making his eyes widen and him nearly jump, almost instinctively, the memory of the day before still raw and fresh, making his heart beat a little faster as he scrambles out of the shower, and into his towel, opening the door to see…not Jade, but…one of Mina’s roommates, looking…far less angry than Jade had been, even as the furious sound of Jade’s knocking still rung in his ears, his memory, moving to quickly apologize for taking so long before making his way back into Mina’s bedroom, closing the door behind him, not wanting any more of Mina’s roommates to see him in his…towel, a flush of embarrassment moving over him as he realized he had…letting out another stream of breath from his nostrils as he sits on the bed next to Mina, burying his face in his hands…

[jasrozinsky]

The Dumbass Chronicles [July 26, 2020]

— The day after Jade took the babies home —

Jasper feels the just too hot water from the shower cascade down onto his skin, closing his eyes as he tries to...just not think about anything, just not Feel anything, nearly getting lost in the moment, in the act, time just...passing by, even as he feels his skin begin to prune, letting out a deep, heavy breath through his nostrils before

— the sharp KNOCKING! making his eyes widen and him nearly jump, almost instinctively, the memory of the day before still raw and fresh, making his heart beat a little faster as he scrambles out of the shower, and into his towel, opening the door to see...not Jade, but...one of Mina’s roommates, looking...far less angry than Jade had been, even as the furious sound of Jade’s knocking still rung in his ears, his memory, moving to quickly apologize for taking so long before making his way back into Mina’s bedroom, closing the door behind him, not wanting any more of Mina’s roommates to see him in his...towel, a flush of embarrassment moving over him as he realized he had...letting out another stream of breath from his nostrils as he sits on the bed next to Mina, burying his face in his hands...

[jasrozinsky]

Jasper gives a quick shake of his head as he looks up at Mina, before asking, “Is he coming?”

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

[jasrozinsky]

Complicated. The whole situation was complicated at this point, wasn’t it? Giving a quick shake of his head to Mina’s question as he just… “Does he want her to Wait?” He asks, not sure if he should be stopping Jade from taking the girls, or…

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Jasper gives a small shake of his head. “No, just…shouldn’t he have a chance to see them again before she takes them away?” He asks Mina, feeling like from the energy Jade carried with her, he could…not be sure where she was going next.

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Jasper blinks out of the train of contemplation he had found himself in, taking in Mina’s question as he looks up at her, remembering the question she had never anewered, “…did Fitz get back to you?”

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Jasper lets out a deep breath as he rests his head in both of his hands, just needing…a moment to settle himself once again before figuring out what…figuring…Mina’s voice cutting through his train of thought, as he releases his head from his palms, leaning back into his chair as he tries to focus on the question, the question alone… “Yes,” he calls back after looking at the clock, “Tell Jade they’re hungry if she’s Done Yelling.”

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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“Na to, aby si spoznal kurvu, je potrebná kurva,“ Jasper dryly retorts, moving his attention back to Mina.

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Jasper waits to hear what Mina’s response was before he feels the blow, narrowing his eyes as he looks up at Jade, yelling at him, like the mess she was in the middle of Mina’s apartment, keeping his gaze steeled at her. “Still more together than you,” he pointedly remarks, as if she wasn’t the one losing her entire shit in the middle of a stranger’s apartment, wasn’t the one who gotten herself into this whole situation in the first place, wasn’t always the one who would run at the first sign of difficulty, wasn’t the one masking her pain with this anger...whatever, before cooly adding, “Nie ste vhodná byť matkou týchto detí. Len choď. Like you know you want to, deep down,” before turning back to Mina to ask again about what exactly was going on with Fitz.

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Jasper stops himself from rolling his eyes at how needlessly annoying and childish she was being, before moving to sit down next to Mina, and inquire, “Has he responded yet?”

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

IN PROGRESS

Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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“Good for you,” Jasper acknowledges, with a bit of sarcasm, just because of how she was being, but also if it was true...a legitimately good thing, before informing her... “Mina is texting Fitz, so you can talk about things together,” before hearing the kicking... “Stop that,” he tells her, not wanting her to cause destruction in Mina’s apartment...

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

IN PROGRESS

Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Jasper lets out a small breath, Jade was being...pleasant, as per usual, but definitely not...drunk, taking note of that as he moves aside for her to allow her in, “You actually came,” he remarks, that still...standing out to him, having believed that she was going to take the opportunity to ghost, while she had the chance.

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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“You know him, I don’t,” Jasper replies back, before hearing the question, taking it in, almost...unsure of the answer in the moment, having...not truly believed she would bother to come, before giving Mina a nod. “I think she and and Fitz need to discuss it together,” he agrees, before letting out a deep sigh, moving to get up and go towards the door, peering outside, seeing...Jade and Juno there, looking....Mina was right, Angry. Moving, with a bit of natural hesitation, to unlock the door, and finally open it...

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

IN PROGRESS

Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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Angry. Jasper takes in Mina’s words, even as…a question pops into his mind first and foremost, before processing her question. “…do you think Fitz will be a good father?” He inquires, before mulling over the question that had been posed before. “I don’t want to talk to her if she is going to fuck up again, be fickle again, not when there are babies involved.”

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

IN PROGRESS

Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

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“The door,” he indicates, his gaze shifting towards the source of the knocking, before watching as Mina goes up to it, curious if it was in fact, him, or…a sharp strike of surprise moving through him as he hears the name, almost not believing it.. “Jade?” Another thought moving through him as he mulls over the situation… “Does she look drunk?”

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.

[jasrozinsky]

Jasper rubs his eyes a bit as he picks at the toast he had thrown together, still…quite tired from the day before, and feeling a bit…dissociated from the reality it had brought forward, giving a little sniff, his nose twitching, before taking a generous swig of coffee, feeling like he Needed It, before — the sound shooting through him and unsettling him in the moment, his mind going to a strange place for a moment, half wondering… “Do you think that’s Fitz?” Jasper asks Mina as he looks over at her across from him at the breakfast table.

And Another One… [July 25th 2020]

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Jade tightly grips her steering wheel as she presses her eyes shut the sun still being a fucking killer even in spite of her gas station emergency shades…surprise surprise. Trying for the third time to parallel park in this teeny ounce of fucking space in front of Weirdo’s apartment…cutting in hard, and whipping the wheel with an equal amount of reckless abandon finally managing to get closer inward…good-a-fucking-nough. A deep sigh rattling out of her as she pauses…cutting a quick look over to the apartment complex and back in front of her…just feeling like complete and Utter…shit.