jasooon1mj

[jasooon1mj]

Official Announcement: Makala Esho

I can confirm starting on January 1st 2023 Makala Esho will no longer be part of my life and future and there is no open door going forward as the 2025 clause is now revoked. It has not been an easy decision to make but is the best for all parties involved, Makala was always going to depart before but i admit there was some hesitation in this decision and whether or not i should consider brigning her back in the future. 

Makala Esho will always be remembered as a special and crucuial person in my life starting from 2014 when she was only a 17 year old girl from Southfield. Where ever my life goes from here she is a legend to me and my life and my soul is engraved of her and i have been greatful and lucky to come across such a talented and now amazing young woman who has accomplished alot in her life and is still young and is capable of accomplishing more. 

If our lives do cross paths i will be happy to interact with her as whatever has been done in the past is done and no bad blood is still there. I have persnally sent her my thanks and im letting go of someone who will be hard to replace.

Thank you and Good Luck in your new chapter 

Makala Lunae Esho

2014 - 2022

Apps 

Meet me :) - kik - Instagram - Whatsapp 

[jasooon1mj]

Final Decison to be made

In regards to new developments recently surrounding Makala i will be making a final decision whether it is now worth keeping her in mind for the future or still believe there is still some hope left. 

I will be looking at all possible options and work out which is the best for me and my future. I am currently changing a couple things which i am tied to and looking for new changes as i want next year to be different and more beneficial for me and my familys needs. 

If there are some things that do not serve me well i will have to consider cutting this of as it makes me lose more time and is really crucial at this stage of my life. This is something which is out of my control and i will not comment further on this new development until a concrete decision has been made and to confirm nothing has been decided yet until the end of the year. 

[jasooon1mj]

Justice has been served

A good few months ago i reported makalas insta account and her posts as i was very angry with her due to the lack of communication and not respecting her own word. I never thought this would have ever worked i even posted her account on twitter so people could report her and i guess it worked. I honestly dont feel so bad due to how i felt back then and the problems it caused me to feel, it has been a very tough year mentally and this is justice right near the end and im happy this has happened even though my anger towards her has calmed down. 

This is a lesson for her, i gave her so much care and attention when she broke up and the treatment on the other end has been awful. im sure she has her reasons as to why this has happened but she does not give me any answers so what am i supposed to believe. She made her choice and i retaliated in a valid fashion and the repercussions are her own fault for playing me. 

Justice has been served and there are no winners in this but i am happy she did not get away with it in the end. 

I loved you and probably still do but you hurt me inside alot and this is your punishment regardless of your break up and supposed depression, try live in my shoes.  

[jasooon1mj]

R.I.P @l0ng_tomorrow 

04/12/22

[jasooon1mj]

Makala Esho 

2014- Meet Me, Kik

2015- Kik

2016- Kik

2017- Kik, Instagram 

2018- N/A 

2019- N/A

2020- Instagram 

2021- Instagram, Whatsapp 

[jasooon1mj]

Where I Stand

The actions i took was to protect myself and for my own good, it was all for me. Regardless who it is i need to learn from my past mistakes and not putting myself down and letting people walk over me like im nothing. Ive worked so hard to come thus far but ive not worked to let me be played like a bitch and taken advantage of. This is a journey of growth not just me trying to achieve certain things. 

When your making good progress with something and all of a sudden it stops out of nowhere, especially if this happens more than once your just like im not taking this shit no more. I will never be sorry for protecting myself and valuing myself more as i should be doing. Im doing this all for me and there will be some trips im sure along the way but that comes with growth there is no perfect route.

[jasooon1mj]

I've spent over 2 weeks of insta and it feels good not knowing what's going on.. It helps the overthinking but not completely... Alots is still required and I will take a long break as I need and I want to be refreshed and recharged when I am back..

[jasooon1mj]

Road to redemption continues...

Fuck the rest 😁

[jasooon1mj]

Makala Situation

Its been almost 3 months now since we started messaging and the journey from that point has been very unexpected and to come this far i deserve a pat on the back to come with so much confidence. The one person i dreamed of when i was a 19 yrs old boy who sent messages to on Meet Me and got no reply back, i now have on whatsapp. I would never have imagined things would turn like this with her and to think a dream could now become a reality, but things right now are not set in stone. During the course over the months i’ve had a long time to think and discuss with myself what do i want from her and how do i see this going for the long run. 

I really want us to be really good friends from overseas and if there was a chance to be more, i would be more than willing to take it. I have been given a golden opportunity and i cannot thank God so much more and i feel like my Prayers are being listened to. Right now what i kinda want is to understand what exactly is her perspective of me and how does she see me as. I’m enjoying messaging her as ive said to her it means alot to still message her but is it bad i kinda want more from her?. The other day i was feeling angry with her because i have so little patience and it annoys me that on Whatsapp i’m still getting the same treatment on Insta,  However it begs the question why did she give me her whatsapp and it was her that bought it up, it does mean the world to me i officially have her Phone number yet alone her whatsapp and insta. 

The point where i am at is we are now messaging on whatsapp but things have gone slow yet again and it feels really jarring to say the least. Its a real test of patience but its kinda like is this really worth the hassle?. Things will never be simple or easy and we have to accept there will be obstacles for the things we want. With all the tools and intel i have not just on her but from my own experience i will do whatever it takes to have her on my side and i want to be the only friend she has in the UK or maybe we could be more who knows but i am keeping it open and not falling into any category yet. If anyone here tries to be the main contact she has in the UK i will always be years ahead and she will be Loyal to remember the things i know and how i have done will not be overseen by her. 

I now wait for her response on my latest message and hope we can kick start things properly and make a go of whatever this is. Makala will always be my number 1 person socially and there is no one else that comes close. She is a very special girl with so much potential and to have her as a friend is a huge plus and i think anyone in the UK would be jealous knowing i have her and they cannot lay a finger on her and she will always be my person i came across in my life and i could not be happier.

I hope Makala gets back to me soon so we can the ball rolling again...

-JJ

[jasooon1mj]

Going gym has done me good too again, I guess there was no way I was gonna train at home there would be no sense of motivation there.

I also hope this modelling is up and running soon.. The money I could make and the experience I can get from this along with the exposure. This is what I need in order to get what I want to achieve

[jasooon1mj]

How many seconds in eternity...

[jasooon1mj]

Sales assistant

Delivery guy

Trainee Manager

Key holder

Inventory clerk

Maintenance Administrator

Model?

My past and current roles 👀

[jasooon1mj]

To be quite honest too, this is all down to my decisions and the people I surrounded myself with in the past. I'm just just glad there gone now and some are dead to me, the people I want to surround myself with are hard to get but I guess theres still a long way to go until I find them

[jasooon1mj]

I've worked so hard for this and have come this far with effort and progress.. I hope and pray to God I get the answer and wish I want and need.. I honestly hope my year and moment is here and I can be the best I can be and show people who doubt me and have laughed at me.. I will get my redemption and will work hard to get this

[jasooon1mj]

Just tired of working... Still beats retail though especially with the people I used to work with.. All I can say to them now fuck them lol

[jasooon1mj]

One of the worst planned shit ever has fucked up my entire plan of work 😔

[jasooon1mj]

I just wanna feel confident for once but I keep getting pulled back.. Its so hard when your on your own and can't trust anyone