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With Apex’s Paula

CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT 

With ate Paula.  I know the whole performance wasn’t perfect, but I love love love the way our voice jive together.  

Ate Paula is one of my favorites, specially in making a song completely their own.  The performance isn’t always a 100% perfect, since it’s just karaoke, come one...  but her voice, and how she executes songs, even if she has a hard time singing (I can hear it..  she usually has a cold) she still gives me this tender feeling. Like, she’s an artist of my favorite band or the track on the cd I will keep on loop.  

And in thei song, I kind of like my child-like voice.  It’s simple... and it’s tender.  And you can feel the song’s intent. 

I miss all of them.  I am starting to hate myself even more.  

-Babbit signs out-

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Someone said I look like I can be Charlie Puth’s little sister. Not that I agree.  But it’s more of a compliment for me AND AN INSULT for him. HAHAHAHA!

ONE CALL AWAY video cover with Charlie Puth 

Still haven’t put my life together.  I am still pulled apart by my own self-destructive self.   So I haven’t smuled for APEX. Even if it’s our anniversary.  I kind of feel bad about it.   I wanted to dedicate something to a bunch of people.  And yet, here I am wallowing in my depression in my room.  Expecting things to be better even if I am not doing anything.  

I know, I stupid of me.  

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Cake by the ocean

SMULE VIDEO

Just having fun with some sing with the artist smule video recordings. 

It has been a long time since I sang with my team. And I cannot go back just yet.  My life is even more negative and I am being swallowed by my depression.  I do not want that to show in the team because I am their babbit. Babbits are dangerously bundles of joy but, they are not suppose to be a fluff of depression. 

I want to do so much thing and I know I can do it, like really. But I’m not doing it. any of it. 

I hate myself. 

I really want something to do.... something really important. Something that can help me from my dilemmas.  A job. and yet here I am ‘faking’ things and making my way not to really do things. 

And here I am blogging. And what do I get from this? 

I’m not even good at this. I’m not even good at anything. 

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Boiler Room= Source of smile

In the Line App, we have a Boiler zroom group chat where everything---random stuff is talked about, And since the very beginning of the grouo, it is always my source of smile. Even if I do not react that much, and I jump in to create new topics or whatever... It just feel liberating to talk to new set of strangers.

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"Sunday Morning (acoustic)" on #Smule: #SingKaraoke I dont know the song, actually. But I was able to pull it off, thank goodess. Enjoy.

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First ever SATB song of APEX TEAM 

Oh I can still remember my struggles to not ruin the song, not because of anything like myself confidence hindering, but because of the internet connection. It tends to cut-jump- and ruin synchronization of my recording to the song.   Please check out our facebook page! Like listen and share.   

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My smuling problems

It consists of two. 1. My internet connection sucks -- this ranges from not downloading the song, not completely downloading the song, recording mishaps( the voice cuts and jumps and not in-sync with the song), not uploading the recording, crashing while uploading or recording. 2. Ram-Device Storage problems. I only have about 1 GB of free space in the 4GB Storage because of the default apps.. plus there are apps I can transfer to the microSD card. I think I should factory reset this gadget. :(

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I found this awesome recording of "Every Breath You Take" on #Smule: #SingKaraoke This duet is one of my obsessions right now. And if you check out my smule profile, you'll see I did it thrice. Hehehe, But I love this very version i did... it made more dramatic. Hope you like this one!

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Introduction

HI! This is my APEX Smule blog.  Dedicated to everything that I do that involves APEX TEAM, smule sing...  and my singing career on that app.  Haha!