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Me when I go to bed

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Some times, no matter what you do, the darkness inside you takes over. All you can do to save yourself is recede into yourself and shut down, and sometimes even then it's not enough. But it's important that you do everything you can to try anyway. To fight each and every day, even if that fight is to rest and recuperate while you work on your inner self. Everyone's fight is different. Maybe it's doing a chore, maybe it's getting rest, maybe it's taking that shower, or maybe it's just existing, despite everything your inner self tells you. Your fight is yours, but it's important to do it anyway. As much as you can, whenever you can, even despite the odds.

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One thing i love about tumblr is it's the only place I know I can say " long cats are prone to fits of chaos". and people will just get it.

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Tuesday is upon us! The start of the week is rough for many people, so it's important to look back and help process what's happening around you. Make yourself your favorite meal, and put on some music while you eat. Think about your hardships from yesterday and how you could have avoided or resolved them in a better way. Consider writing down recurring problems that you're having to grow a better understanding of where your problems lie. Sometimes, a little bit of research into yourself is necessary, and you shouldn't feel invalid for needing to remind yourself.

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My husband got me a gummy bear plush! Iz so cute!

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You've made it to the start of a new week! Now's the time to steel yourself for the time you have in store for you this week. Practice telling yourself good things, like the fact that your worth it, or that you have this, or that you absolutely can do the thing. Stand in a mirror and tell yourself your beautiful. Confidence is everything. If you believe it, then nothing can stop you, simple as that.

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My man's is so goods at arts

Yesterday's sketch and today's attempt at starting the painting process. Wish me luck keeping this from the cats while this dries.

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It's Sunday! Time to do combat with life!

Show the world you are going to give this week hell by being loud, proud, and completely ungovernable. You know your life better than anyone, no one can tell you what you do and do not need except yourself. Remind the haters that no matter how hard they try they are not going to change how you feel. No one can change you, only you can. No matter what, you need to fight for that right, because the moment you lose it it's over.

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Any of them that are not included as well. Life doesn't care what your gender or sexuality is, so neither do I.

Reblog if your blog is a safe space for these identities: agender, demiboy, demigirl, genderfluid, non-binary, and transgender!

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It's Saturday! Time to Party! Take your favorite inebriating material and celebrate! You survived another week and now get to relax a little bit. Think on your hardships for the week, and remember what you did to solve them, commit them to memory, and then next time, that problem will seem like nothing because you already have an idea of what needs to be done. I'm just as guilty of it but it's common that you try to forget when you made a mistake, but this isn't good. You need to remember, to learn, to grow, so that next time it doesn't hurt as much.

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I've feel attacked

this is a targeted attack on like 23 different people i know

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Be it from Pain or Emotions, or even Stress, sometimes it's hard to get up in the morning. But an object in motion stays in motion, so you have to try anyway. It can be hard, and sometimes you can't do it and that's ok, but you have to at least try, because trying is 90% of the battle. If you try, eventually, you will.

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Everyone has that one person that they are closest with. The one person that, no matter what, you will always care deeply for. It's a scary feeling because you never know when your time with that person will be your last. Cherish those you love, especially the ones you love most. Time is fleeting, but love is eternal, something you never forget or forgive, so fall into it. Let yourself be consumed by the love and admiration of your friends and family, and relax in their embrace as they remind you why sometimes, you just need a friend.

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Life is like being on a boat. Sometimes things are calm and beautiful, but other days it's a rocky, dangerous turf. We never know when these times will change from one to the other or anywhere in between, and that can cause a lot of anxiety in a lot of people. Just take a deep breath, think back on all the good from your past, and remember that there will always be more in your future, as long as you keep trying and continue on so you can make it there.