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{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}

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More days of trying to draw. Some days are better than others.

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I'm proud of you for making it this far.

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Sending love to everyone who has backslid in their recovery. To everyone who reached a milestone only to feel as if they fell back to their old habits. To everyone who feels as if they’re worse off than they were a year ago. Recovery isn’t always consistent, and it isn’t easy. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You made it once, and you will again. For now, just remember it’s okay to admit that you are struggling again.

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Day 4-6 of drawing Bakugo for @transkrbk until I can art. I've been copying other fanart or official art. Maybe one day I'll get confident enough to draw my own.

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I'm so sorry Amajiki, my sweet summer child, for drawing your face and hair slanted. Also one day I will need to get a hang of how to colour in dark hair.

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Days 1-3 of sketching until I can Art

Progressively getting angrier at anime hair, one day at a time.

Bakugo sketches for @transkrbk

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Random person: how are you?

Me, fueled by chronic pain and depression: physically, terrible, mentally, also terrible

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heart

Cold. it scrapes acrosswarm beating fleshanywhere, everywhere it goes and you are the knifea heart, frozencrystalglasssharpbrokenshards my warmth has gone i can only be this:broken or breakingbreathing or gaspingdead or dyingno end or ending

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Isle Why - “It still hurts”

Isle Why – “It still hurts”

“There are many kinds of love”, an acquaintance wrote to me one day, “sometimes they overlap.”

“I’m going back up the yak mountain next moon. Just for a visit.”

I looked up into his sorrowful eyes. He wanted forgiveness. I knew what he was going back for, and it stung. Like I was not enough.

It was odd for him to bring this up in the middle of a trip he had planned. There was a great reserve of…