jaibyday114

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guys my mam just told me she’s getting me a laptop for christmas so i can girlblog authentically <3

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Spirit of a Hustler

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Dear Lord,

What I want more than anything else, is to be myself.

Amen.

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The girls are like… really funny right now.

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@/ellanely on redbubble

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something to live for

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As I live and breathe I just try to represent my spirit as I feel it, to the best of my ability.

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The feminine urge to just recreate a post on tumblr you like, so you don’t have that ugly repost shit ruining your pretty profile.

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My pretty is different.

(Should I hate myself for saying it like that?)

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Freckles. Dimples. Throwing up.

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I’m drowning in shame.

I think I need to go back to focusing on my body again.

No junk food

Exercise

Sunshine

Water and Tea

My heart is not working properly.

It’s beating hard.

I just want to cry.

I just want to die.

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deep down at your core, beyond all the programming & conditioning you have received, your soul knows exactly what is right & what you are here for

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creds: @beautifuiprincessdisorder