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UM GUYS. I JUST NOTICED A CRAZY ISSUE W THE TUMBLR UPDATE.

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nonhuman asks

what term(s) do you prefer to be referred to as (otherkin, therian, nonhuman, etc.)?

what are you(r kintypes/theriotypes)?

most niche/obscure 'type?

what foods do you associate with your 'type(s)?

what colors do you associate with your 'type(s)?

do you own any gear? if so, what is it?

best/favorite thing about being nonhuman?

worst/least favorite thing about being nonhuman?

what activities help you connect with your 'type(s)?

do you associate any music with your 'type(s)? do you have a playlist?

do you collect anything besides wearable gear that you associate with your 'type(s), such as plushies or merch?

do your 'type(s) influence your sense of style or the way you dress?

would you consider yourself a furry? if so, do you have a fursona? is your fursona based on one of your 'type(s)?

draw or share your artwork of your 'type(s)?

this isnt a question but a request that you drink some water!

authors note: feel free to reblog! other beings can ask you questions from this list, or you can simply answer them all yourself.

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"Therians don't actually identify as animals" shut the fuck up.

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As an angelkin and an Angel Dust kin, I sometimes wonder if they ever influenced each other. Like, was the name "Angel Dust" subconsciously influenced by my past as an angel? Was my horror and grief upon finding out I was in hell partly influenced by my soul knowing that a devine being does not belong amongst the unholy? I know that there were other factors - Angel Dust is another term for crack and anyone would be devastated to learn that they were in hell and eternally separated from their closest family member - but was that all there was to it? Or was I also showing signs of being angelkin even then?

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people who dont experience it cannot comprehend how awful executive dysfunction is. I WANT to do the task, i have the resources TO do the task, i will feel better having DONE the task

but i cant fucking do the task

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Shy

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when you guys attack physical nonhumans "because that makes them delusional" it makes me think you hate mentally ill people btw

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💪💖

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I know most people don't care about anything unless it has to do with the U.S. but can we please start talking about the Canadian election.

Please don't vote for Poilievre. He's basically the Canadian Trump and plans to put in place laws that harm trans youth, and lots of other shit.

Please vote istg this is the only way anything will get better. Poilievre has been kissing millionaires and billionaires asses. He'll make life even harder, and he loves Trump.

Reblogs are appreciated, especially if you aren't Canadian.

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In all seriousness, I am literally lying in my bed sobbing rn. I want my wings back. Give them back, give me back

I miss my wings, Tails. I miss them a lot

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I miss my wings, Tails. I miss them a lot

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I accidentally posted a draft before, so let's try this again

Have you noticed the world seem more beautiful/peaceful since you’ve found yourself?

- I don't know. I still feel the world is beautiful and have a fascination regarding humans, but being able to experience their cruelty first-hand has tainted it. For the first time in my existence, I feel righteous anger towards them. But it's also comforting to know why I feel the way I do. Why I feel the need to comfort everyone and why I feel so betrayed by humans.

How do you feel about gender? Or having a name? Or attraction as a whole? Is it tied to more mortal instincts, or do you still have some essence of it?

- I didn't used to have a gender, I simply existed. Now I do, likely as a result of being in a human society and a human body. Names aren't strange to me, I used to have one before but I don't remember it. If I could, I'd probably start going by it again. I don't know about attraction. I didn't experience it then, and I still don't for the most part.

How do you feel like you physically look? Do you have any preferences in form? Would you change the way you are perceived if you could - and into what?

- I don't have a concept of self. I was a little bit of everything and nothing at all. Constantly shifting in some way. I could look like anything I wanted, though I mostly incorporated human features so as not to scare those I was comforting. I know I had four wings. Two large ones and two small ones. My "skin" was also very pale/translucent and my "hair" and "eyes" were golden

How does your day get affected due to your mystical self?

- I feel trapped in this body. My wings ache to be stretched and it feels wrong for my existence to be so... Static. I feel almost physical pain over not being able to bless the dying anymore. It hurts that I can't wrap my wings around them and take away their pain and fear. I'm also angry. Angry with how humans hurt each other. Angry with how humans lay claim to the definition of holiness and use it to do the most unholy things. Besides that, being angelkin doesn't affect my day all that much. I used to spend a great deal of my time living amongst humans anyway.

Do you incorporate this sense of self in your hobbies / behaviours?

- Not consciously, though I do sometimes wonder if my interest in psychology and helping people is rooted in my old interests and duties

What does being an Angel or being of divine/holy nature mean to you? Do you consider yourself born here, a newly created angel, or one which has been around for a long time? Do you have any thoughts as to why you were assigned human at birth?

- I remember my universe dying and my kind died with it. I guess my soul passed on throughout other universes until I arrived here. I am human, but I'm also a former angel and find comfort in being referred to as such. I still feel phantom wings and a strong sense to my duty, but, in truth, I am no longer devine. Maybe that's why I relate to fallen angels. I had nowhere to fall from, but having lost my divinity and longing for it back does make their experiences feel familiar to me. I feel as if I lost my wings, as if being human is some sort of punishment or curse.

How much sense of “human”ness do you feel, and do you see yourself as equal to humans, something more, or like a watcher of life around you?

- None of it and all of it. This is who I am now but I am still who I used to be. Even back then, I saw humans as equals, and I still do. We simply exist together, there's no reason to treat one or the other as a higher being. That being said, there are humans who I look down upon. They twist holiness into evilness and I don't believe them as worthy of my divinity.

Do you feel like you have some higher purpose and reasoning of being here? A meaning of life, if you will call it that.

- Not really. I exist and get to choose my own path until this body dies and I move onto the next one. I make my own meaning to this life.

Do you have any religious connotations tied to your identity?

- Nope. I'm atheist and still don't expect there to be an afterlife, but that's the extent of my feelings on the matter.

How did you come to realise who you were, and what signs did you exhibit prior to knowing this?

- It hit me out of nowhere. I've felt phantom wings and had visions of myself comforting the suffering for as long as I can remember, but I never thought much of it. Then I randomly had this realization that there might be a reason I feel the way I do so I looked into it and started unlocking so many memories.

What’s your favourite thing about the bodily experience of being on earth? Is there any sensation you really like? (Taste, smell, touch, feeling, etc)

- Taste. Food is so delicious and I can truly experience it now

Would you enjoy if others treated you as some highly being and brought you offerings/treated you like a god/submit to you/worked for you?

- Yes and no. I miss being revered and respected, but it was always mutual. I revered and respected humans too. I would like to recognized as divine again, but not worshipped for it

HEY, Angel !!

Would you care as to describe your experience? I think not enough hear on just how varied and interesting we are, and it would be great to scroll through reblogs of a single post and be able to find those with similar experiences/feelings.

feel free to write whatever but if you would like some prompts:

Have you noticed the world seem more beautiful/peaceful since you’ve found yourself?

How do you feel about gender? Or having a name? Or attraction as a whole? Is it tied to more mortal instincts, or do you still have some essence of it?

How do you feel like you physically look? Do you have any preferences in form? Would you change the way you are perceived if you could - and into what?

How does your day get affected due to your mystical self?

Do you incorporate this sense of self in your hobbies / behaviours?

What does being an Angel or being of divine/holy nature mean to you? Do you consider yourself born here, a newly created angel, or one which has been around for a long time? Do you have any thoughts as to why you were assigned human at birth?

How much sense of “human”ness do you feel, and do you see yourself as equal to humans, something more, or like a watcher of life around you?

Do you feel like you have some higher purpose and reasoning of being here? A meaning of life, if you will call it that.

Do you have any religious connotations tied to your identity?

How did you come to realise who you were, and what signs did you exhibit prior to knowing this?

Do you have any other ‘uncommon’ bits of self apart from being a being of light, in a way? (Therian, otherkin, interests in specific things, neurodivergencies?) YOU DONT HAVE TO ANSWER THIS IF YOU DONT WANT TO!!

What’s your favourite thing about the bodily experience of being on earth? Is there any sensation you really like? (Taste, smell, touch, feeling, etc)

Would you prefer to be in another dimension? Do your senses feel dulled?

What’s your stance on mortality and topics tied to that? Do you believe in reincarnation/past lives/fate/destiny/divine intervention/guardian angels/ghosts/heaven & hell/god/meaning of life?

Would you enjoy if others treated you as some highly being and brought you offerings/treated you like a god/submit to you/worked for you?

What’s your stance on the community?

How do you interpret existence - how does it all seem to feel and what do you take away from it, like.. what do you live for? Do you have a sense of some ideal where the more you experience the higher you will achieve? Do you crave something out of life?

Do you have a ‘gut instinct/feeling’ and has it ever been scarily accurate to the point there could be no other possible explanation other than something holy?

Do you believe you are blessed and/or protected by some invisible force?

Where do you believe angels also show themselves? Are they in those stray rays of light of headlights, do they exist in the bite marks of a wounded animal’s form, is it within the ripples of the water, in the breath of the tree that takes in the wine, in the chill upon a high mountain - or is divinity everywhere?

Do you fear people don’t understand you well enough? Don’t understand us? Have you ever felt like doing something about it?

do you feel bored from these questions already - did you enjoy it- would you like more? Did I give you satisfaction? I find joy through writing, it makes me personally feel incredibly divine, and there’s a calling to know more about other individuals in this mystical and extensive world.. we need to stick together - as a whole. Love eachother. Treat yourselves well, too. Do more of what makes you feel fulfilled and happy. There’s so much complexities to life, but we just gotta handle it all with our own minds - but treat your heart and soul with so much kindness and care.. please- take care of yourself. Find whatever works for you and live forever, my friend. My eternal, immortal friend..

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Bro thinks he's Cinderella

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Guys? Robots in crop tops, am I right guys? Guys?