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I haven’t forgiven myself for a single thing in my life.

I carry everything with me and I will to a grave.

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I’ll never forget what I did to you and I will never forget what you’ve done to me and all you did for me.

You should’ve never met me.

There was never any salvation for me.

But the real tragedy is how I dragged you down with me.

In the end, I was burning myself to keep you afloat and I ran out before we left the atmosphere.

I thank you for your service.

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I’m the patron saint of having a bad time

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Love is stores in the balls

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ive got that god in me *starts radiating divine light that melts and chars the skin right off the bones of everyone around me*

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I read poems and story about sad things.

Sad and beautiful things.

Because in a way all these stories are analogies.

And selfishly I see all the threads that lead back to me.

I am so self absorbed that that’s all I see.

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Just did this today! Burnt the steak!

I'm cooking a nutritious meal in the hopes to feel something

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You drive like you know where you’ll be going.

You drive

You speed a little too much

a little too fast

With wet hands and eyes

When you know how much you mean to people

You sing a little too loud

Eyes closed too often

Hands slack

Three times a drive

You think of love

A marriage between a tree and metal frame

at

230 km/h

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this weed tastes like the lake I nearly drowned in as a kid

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tender quotes:

1.  “The number of hours we have together is actually not so large. Please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. Please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it.” (mikko harvey, from “for m,”)

2.  “I still feel like the world is a piece of bread, I’m holding out half to you.” (eileen myles)

3. “Wherever you are it’s okay. You can come back from it. Whatever happened to you down there, whatever the world looks like now, that’s not how it always looks. That’s not how it’s always going to look. There’s more. There’s always more.” (patrick ness, from “more than this”)

4.  “I was making dinner and I got a message. Go look outside, she said, go look at the sunset. My apartment is small, with four rooms and two windows that don’t see much light so I had no idea. I pulled my coat on and hurried out. I was running to this sunset, suddenly the only thing that mattered. I hurried past the taller buildings to the park and the sky was leaking shades of pink and purple. It was beautiful and fleeting, there one minute and gone the next. I would’ve missed it; I almost kissed it. And so I started thinking, how great it would be to get a nudge, a tap on your shoulder, a moment or two before your life changes. Stop what you’re doing and look around, you’ll want to remember this later. In a minute, you’re going to fall in love.” (kelsey danielle, from “unexpected sunset”)

5.  “Today is a day like any other: twenty-four hours, a little sunshine, a little rain. Listen, says ambition, nervously shifting her weight from one boot to another―why don’t you get going? For there I am, in the mossy shadows, under the trees. And to tell the truth I don’t want to let go of the wrists of idleness, I don’t want to sell my life for money, I don’t even want to come in out of the rain.” (mary oliver, from “black oaks”)

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Not all heroes wear capes.

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Examples of art that makes you feel something

divine things, jonny bolduc

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g r a p h  t h e o r y : [everything is connected]

something about the interconnectedness of lines that sever the universe; of time and clocks and Eulerian walks; of flow and connectivity and closed-loop reactivity; of standing at a single node and being able to see into infinity.

i fall on your sword ϟ the first time i saw jupiter; end titles | ii erik enocksson ϟ non lupi | iii sheridan tongue ϟ connected | iv ólafur arnalds ϟ …og lengra | v bruce springsteen ϟ state trooper (trentemøller mix) | vi belle orchestre ϟ air lines, land lines | vii hildur guðnadóttir ϟ circular | viii the notwist ϟ sarajevo 2 | ix rachel’s ϟ an evening of long goodbyes | x massive attack ϟ butterfly caught | xi tom tykwer, johnny klimek & reinhold heil ϟ kesselring | xii ben frost ϟ theory of machines | xiii sebastiAn ϟ rode (epilogue) | xiv richard wagner ϟ liebestod (from ‘tristan und isolde’)

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‘The Druids’ Artist: JuliaTar

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The Original Rainbow Pride Flag (1978) by Gilbert Baker.

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My favourite math fact is that 0.9999999.. is equal to 1. Exactly. Not approximately. Not as a rounded number. 0.9999 (recurring) is exactly 1.