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[iwantdiesorry]

understand these posts below ⬇️,

and leave me alone

I love you

but start to yourself

I want a lot of peace to myself

I have enough,

I'm going to another account,

which no one knows about,

this account not be used, this is the last post here :)

bye :*

[iwantdiesorry]

:)))

I don't want to get attached to people, understand it

do not ask me how i feel, because i will never answer honestly

don't ask, because only you make me angry

don't make me angry, because I will have no way to discharge my emotions

and it ends badly

[iwantdiesorry]

:))

take care of your fucking self

NOT ME

you won't help anyone until you dont help yourself

so get the fuck off me !!!!:)

let everyone get the fuck off

I can do it myself, like always -

because talking to you doesn't get me anything.

thx :*

[iwantdiesorry]

:)

Hhahahahah fuck off

you cant help me no one can

SO JUST FUCK OF

:)

[iwantdiesorry]

anyone have something pls

i need to delete my thoughts

[iwantdiesorry]

[iwantdiesorry]

I would like to be completely covered in blood now,

bleed out and have holy peace.

I have no place on my left arm.

I will not go down with sh because someone will notice.

everything is OK

[iwantdiesorry]

a wounded man is like a crumpled piece of paper, no matter how many times you straighten it, it will come back to its original state

im back :)

[iwantdiesorry]

she always considered me a consistent, courageous, warm person - she trusted me, she always bet on me, she always said that I would be able to do it, she said that I have a chance, I cannot waste it, there is no past here and now and I have to fight.

She changed her mind, she thinks I am someone else, someone worse - does she now think I am the person I really am? does she know the real me now? wasn't the "good me" real? is that who it considers me to be? in the soil I am still as I used to be ..? x

kr

[iwantdiesorry]

i hate myself so much

i don't want to be broken

but nothing will win with how much I would not like my friends to be in pain, I want to help them so much, I don't give a shit about myself because I can do it, now it's not too bad in my life. I can't look at their pain. It's the worst feeling when you see your friends dead inside and show that it's okay every day.

I want it to be good, that we all enjoy life as much as possible. We are young, we have so much time to be sad, why it came at the best age - an age when life should be something beautiful, we should discover what a wonderful world is and how much is waiting for us.

[iwantdiesorry]

I LOVE

I love my scars,

my scares have stayed the longer than anyone.

My scars don't lie,

and when my scars start to fade

new ones always appear.

My scars may be the only ones,

who will never leave.

-h

[iwantdiesorry]

I just feel tired

nothing more

being tired of being in this world

it is already such a level of tiredness where sleep does not help

[iwantdiesorry]

I can't be happy,

passes after a few days,

it just disappears,

from like this,

for no reason,

it hurts,

it hurts so much,

but I can hide it,

I can do very well,

just smile,

nothing more than a smile is needed

[iwantdiesorry]

I sit in the middle of the bed,

looking into the darkness, she understands me

- she looks like me,

like me who I am now.

But I don't want to look at this,

the problem is I can't stop.

[iwantdiesorry]

I lost, I didn't want to

do I have to hide my wounds again?

can I walk with a short sleeve?

I'm sick of hiding but I have to,

I have to because they are watching

and they will see that something is wrong

they must think that it is fine, as it thinks now

don't watch me please

and you all get out of my head I don't wanna hear it

[iwantdiesorry]

sh⚠️

I'm washing now and the hot water dripping down my thighs and hands reminds me I'm alive

even though it hurts

reminds me I'm alive but in pain

[iwantdiesorry]

my head is a dark place

you don't want to come in here

you don't want to hear my thoughts

you can claim you want

But believe me, as soon as I start talking,

you'll understand I'm fucked up and you won't help me because no one can

I am in too dark a place my head to come out from here and for you to help me

don't even try and focus on yourself

just focus