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it’s a bad bitch party you cannot get in

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Its been two weeks since my boyfriend and I broke up and I’ve been feeling so many different emotions like one hour I feel happy and I’m glad that I’m putting myself first and not being taken for granted anymore and it feels great not having to wonder if I’m being lied to or worry about anything and then the next hour my heart is so heavy and I’m so sad because I miss him so much it feels like its consuming me and I literally just want to run to him and magically fix it and make it better again even though I know this is what’s best for me. And then there’s the numb feeling where I feel like I’m okay but at the same time I’m not okay and I know that time is the only thing that’s going to help but I just cannot deal with all of these emotions because at one point in our relationship he was the most caring, and genuinely nice person I’ve ever known and I just can’t believe all the damage he’s done to me. It hurts so badly😢 How do you go from loving someone so much and talking to someone every single day for over two years to nothing at all? 

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‘tryna find a part of me that you didn’t touch’ is one of my favourite lyrics that taylor has ever written because it’s so emotional and poetic and full of just.... the hurt of finding out who you are without someone and re-learning yourself all over again

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Fun fact I still haven’t listened to this performance because I don’t want to think of my ex and I know it will cause me to spiral into emotions yay

#taylor introducing and describing all too well in the most accurate way possible

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Going through a really rough patch with my boyfriend right now and I’m not sure what the end result is going to be, but this is something that always makes me feel better no matter what I’m going through 💗 I took this at my 1989 concert, please don’t mind my occasional screaming.

Clean is such an important song to me and always calms me down. Thank you for being you and always making me feel better @taylorswift 💗

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Green + Taylor Swift

Green represents hope, harmony and growth ♡

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I'm New York City ♡

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She is glowing with happiness.

@taylorswift @taylornation

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This is soooo shitty but @taylorswift this is the best I could do. Please be kind! 🙈 I don't have any formal training, or had proper lessons. @taylornation

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Thank you Mama Swift, for taking such good care of @taylorswift and for being her biggest cheerleader. Wishing you the best of health and joy 💖 @taylornation

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Lyrics from Lover + postcards from Lover box set

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Sharing my entries for the Lover Diaries, which is an idea of mine to write one uplifting/positive/happy thing, or one thing that you're grateful for, each day in the notebooks the Deluxe Albums came in. Hope some of y'all participate!

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Day 1 of the Lover Diaries:

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This was written when @taylorswift was 22, in 2012. "How all of my heroes end up alone". Guys all the feelings she wrote about in the Archer was something she felt even when she was 22. This will make me so much sadder the next time I listen to the Archer. Poor Taylor 😭 @taylornation

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It’s not love it’s not hate, it’s just a headless banana

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One month ago today💞💞💞💞

I had the time of my life at the VMAS with you @taylorswift 💗 @taylornation