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~~~THATSAWRAP2017!!

This year i accomplished more than i ever dreamed of being able to do; I enrolled myself back into uni, left my first job after being offered another job (further from home but with more opportunities) I attended 7 concerts in 3 different cities of 2 different countries, I got a passport, i ticked another 2 cities off of my capital cities of Australia bucket list, (Only 3 more to go!!) ��i climbed a 192m tall building just to get a good instagram shot, i met a handful of friendly Quokka’s on the other side of Australia, as well as a handful of friendly humans too. In saying that 2017 has also had it’s lows. We lost a few friends and family members, but heaven got itself some new angels, i brought my first car which should have been exciting except it was a lemon and had too many problems to function, it’s biggest problem being a shitty driver... the car and i parted ways after a short lived six months, the car joining family and friends in what i refer to as car heaven. I also turned 24 (apparently, according to my friends, had to ask them because honestly that’s a bit of an alcoholically induced blur, so if this is wrong blame them)

For the most part, 2017 didn’t disappoint. I wished for only happiness this year, and even though i waited 12 months and had to travel on 1 too many planes in order to find it, i think i found happiness somewhere between drowning myself in wine on Waiheke Island in New Zealand & burying myself in Quokka’s on Rottnest Island in Perth, Thank you all for being a part of my 2017, i loved this year so much & i seriously cannot wait for the adventures to continue in 2018... No really i already have my plane ticket money saved so lets go...

#THATSAWRAP2017

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THE NECK VEIN. DEAD.

May 19, 2017 (via paynelessly)

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Harry’s dream 

hannahkirby: the best surprise of all time 🙏🏻 thank you @adrianjgomez for taking this while I was in full fan girl mode

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Brand New - You won’t know (x)

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Breakup 101.

Being someone who is currently in the middle of a (albeit messy) breakup here are 10 tips (that have worked for me) on getting through a breakup. Sidenote: I'm not a professional so Im only speaking from personal experience. 1. take yourself off of social media, two weeks minimum. Although not something I've personally done (lasted three days) you should definitely deactivate your accounts and take some time to let it all sink in, this is after all a really big thing going on. This is also a really good time to avoid your exs social media, unless you've both mutually blocked each other already... 2. Delete the pics. You know those ones that are all up in your camera roll, staring at you every time you open the damn app. Delete them, every single last one. (Again not something I totally did, I kept the nice ones 😂🙈🙊) but you're not doing yourself any favours by torturing yourself. 3. Eat junk food. Only allow yourself one day, just one. Eat anything and everything you want shamelessly. Ice cream for dinner, sure why not? 4. Once you're done shamelessly giving yourself a day full of diabetes, go for a run. Put the headphones in and block the world out. Distract yourself, if only for a moment. 5. Cut your hair/get a makeover. A bit of a change will do your mind a lot of good.. Give yourself a change in looks.. It can be refreshing. It's also a good place to start if you're looking for a fresh start. 6. Get a hobby/join a gym. Anything and everything that will take up any free time that you now have in your very lonely schedule. Don't give yourself any more time to think about the past. It's gone, you can't change it. 7. Get a new wardrobe. Don't go over the top, just some new clothes to go out in, look nice in, enjoy life in. 8. Hang with friends. If you're as lucky as me then you have a good support system around you in terms of friends. Go out and have a laugh and don't feel guilty for being happy. It's a break up not a funeral. 9. Meet new people. You're single, it's your life and if you want to meet someone new and get back in that dating game then good for you! You go for it! Don't let anyone tell you how long they think you should stay single. It's your life, your feelings and ultimately you're the one that has to be comfortable and ready. 10. BE HAPPY. I know it's hard, believe me I know. But you can't keep dragging yourself into a black hole. Regardless of whether you're the dumper or the dumpee, breakups are hard and sad and sometimes you're still in love with the person and that makes it super hard to be happy and super hard to move on with life ... But im a firm believer in everything happening for a reason and everything happening in due course. Everything is a lesson, and things will happen perfectly for you when you are ready 💕... If not with this person, there may always be another... In the mean time just smile and be happy.. You don't know what life will throw your way. .xx

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My best friend died.

Ok so he didn't really die. We just broke up.. But it kind of feels like he died. I think that's what I've realised, breakups are like a death. One minute you have this person in your life every day and then they're gone. And you grieve, and you're sad, and you're angry, and you're hurt and they you're sad some more. After a two year relationship and a short engagement and with more issues than vogue in between all of that, things ended messily. A lot of people saw this coming. I was not one of them. So here's me now, I don't even know how many weeks later, but here's me and I'm grieving my dead best friend (who's not really dead) and I'm trying to figure out what my life is actually supposed to be right now, because this wasn't a part of my plan, and I'm trying to figure out my feelings because they're so up and down. So I mean well... I'm a fucking mess. And that's okay because I don't have to be okay. I'm just trying to get back to who I was pre-breakup. I'm trying to find my old self, the one that's happier, the one that enjoys life more, the one that doesn't cry herself to sleep every night when it's dark and no one is listening. So if you have any tips, any tricks and any words of wisdom. Please feel free to message me. I just want to feel happy again.

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i could watch a million sunrises and never see one quite as beautiful as him...