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3/100 photos of keegan allen

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I'd like to thank the people who kept me here, and I think you know who you are.

I've had so much fun being your Keegan. This was my first ever Hollywood RP account and it's got so many memories attached with it. March 1st would have been a whole year. 

If you guys ever want to keep in touch with me, my personal is wanderlustx0 

Thank you all, and I'm going to miss this group. I hope your next Keegan is amazing. <3

xoxo Becca

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before i finish the para, and write my goodbye note.

i'd like to point out that the divorce part wasn't my idea??? idt keegan and troian should get divorced lol, but that's completely up to gabby now.

so if you could all kindly stop messaging me and saying my plot ideas are stupid, i'd appreciate it. let's not make my last few posts here unpleasant ones, loves.

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never can say goodbye ; treegan

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"Shh," he whispered into her hair and tucked his chin on top of her head. "I'm not going anywhere right now."

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He glanced down at his watch, letting out a sigh and running his fingers through his hair. "My flight leaves in an hour."

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He glanced down at his ring and took it off, placing it on a thin string around his neck. "It's always going to be resting right against here," he patted the spot of flesh that laid over his heart. "To infinity and beyond, T. I promise."

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He watched her sign her name on the papers and felt his chest clench tightly. He never wanted them to end up this way...he didn't even want the divorce papers, but he knew it was only fair to give Troian her freedom. He still hadn't signed his name because he knew that once he did, it was a silent sign that they were finished for the time being.

Her lips pressed against his and he cupped her cheeks as he kissed her back fiercely, trying to pour everything he couldn't say out loud into that kiss. He didn't know if he'd ever get the chance to kiss her like this ever again and he wanted to hold onto it for as long as he could. When he finally pulled back, he pressed his temple against hers and closed his eyes.

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Keegan bit his lip as he watched Troian struggle in front of him and try to make sense of all of this. He didn't want a divorce - it was the farthest thing from what he wanted but it was what was most fair. He couldn't ask Troian to just sit here in this house and wait for a call saying he was coming home, it wasn't fair. He pushed the papers that she had slammed onto the bed and pulled her closer to him, his arms encased around her waist as he pulled her onto his lap. There were so many things he wanted to tell Troian, and he didn't know where to start.

"You will always be my infinity and beyond, T," he whispered and cupped her cheeks. "There will never be another you for me. Just because I'm leaving doesn't mean I don't love you anymore, it just means I'm setting you free." He pressed his lips against her temple, lingering there for a few seconds as he breathed her in. "No matter what happens, I will be in love with you for the rest of my life. And if I'm lucky enough that you still love me back when all of this is over..." A tear slid down his cheek, unable to stop himself. "I just want you to know that you'll always be the one for me."

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Troian’s heart broke as she watched him in front of her. She didn’t know what was happening, it just didn’t feel right. This isn’t right. She looked down at their fingers that were locked together and he squeezed his tightly. She let go of one of his hands, bringing her newly free hand up to her face. Her hand covered her mouth as the tears spilled out of her eyes.

"But I could-" She stopped. She couldn’t go with him - she had work. Spencer is a main character on the show and she’s vital. Even if she did stop being on PLL, she’d have to stay for god knows how long until they filmed an exit episode for Spencer whether she was killed or she was just leaving. Troian shook her head and glanced over and saw some papers on his suitcase. Reaching over, she picked them up and her eyes scanned them. Divorce papers, and they only needed one more signature.

"Just like that.." She whispered, the tears still rolling down her cheeks. "What happened to infinity and beyond?" She questioned, slamming the papers down onto the bed. But she stopped, again. She was being selfish. Taking a deep breath, she nodded. "Okay," she said, barely even a whisper. She didn’t want to say anything else. Her arms wrapped around his neck as she pulled him to her, her face burying into his neck. She kept a death grip on him, not wanting him to go.

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Nada Surf - If You Leave (OMD Cover)

I have a really odd urge to watch the OC all over again.

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Somewhere Only We Know - Keane

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"Yeah," he mumbled. He felt the loss of her hand instantly, feeling cold as she inched away from him. He reached his own to wipe at his eyes, pretending he was rubbing at them rather than struggling to keep the tears in. This was going to be difficult enough without him breaking down. He turned to face her, knowing that this was where it got hard. He picked up his hands and laced his fingers with hers, treasuring probably the last moments he'd get to do this with her.

"I'm not sure," he said honestly. "But a while, T. I can't..." He broke off, biting his lip. "I can't ask you to wait here for me." He knew he'd be gone until at least March, maybe further. He wasn't sure if he would be able to return to the show and that was a whole discussion he needed to have with Marlene. His face crumpled as he thought of leaving her, of giving up the best thing he had in his life. "I'm leaving and I'm not sure when I'm coming back, Troian."

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Troian just sat and waited as he stayed silent. Okay, maybe this was serious and all the anxiety she’s feeling is necessary. She looked down at their hands and watched how he stared at them and he was lost in his thoughts. She stuck to her word and didn’t push him, she just sat and waited for him. She would wait forever if that meant holding off bad news.

Her spare hand reached up and rubbed his back gentle, providing comfort as he tried to talk. She frowned and listened carefully as he was talking rather quiet. “I’m sorry, baby,” she mumbled and then she heard that he had to leave. Tears filled her eyes as she leaned slightly into his touch. She would beg him to stay, but that would be so selfish of her. It’s him mom after all, and she knew for a fact that he would let her go if it was her mom. “So that’s why you’re all packed?” She asked, knowing the answer anyway.

"How long?" She said, her hand moving from his back, placing it on her own lap. 

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Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)- Vertical Horizon 

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He took a hold of her hand and just held it for a while, letting her warmth comfort him and was silent. He pressed his lips together, struggling to keep his emotions in tact and stared down at their joint hands. How many times had he taken for granted the simple pleasure of her fingers lacing with his? How many times had this hand squeezed his, giving him more comfort than he could properly express into words? He had watched this hand slide down his back in the throes of passion, reach towards his cheek in affection, hold their daughter while she cried. These hands were his.

"So, um," his voice was hoarse, rough from the struggle to not cry. He was determined to keep it together as long as he could. "I just got off the phone with my mom's doctor and um." He grew silent, closing his eyes and sucking in a deep breath as he tried to find the strength to carry on. "She's not doing good, T. She um...She's going to need to go out of state. And I can't leave her."

He finally raised his eyes to meet hers and unable to help himself, reached out his free hand to cup her cheek. His thumb pressed against the smooth skin, rubbing it gently and he tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear. "I have to go with her."

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Troian was having a pretty good day. She had made more cake, been talking to lots of the other housemates and some of her best friends had turned up at the house - and she’d made new best friends. Keegan was distant, though, but this was because of his mom. She didn’t want to push him around or anything, so she let him be and just stood by him and was there if he needed anything. She loved him more than anything and she would do anything for him.

Once he said that they needed to talk, she couldn’t stop the anxiety from building up inside of her. It probably wasn’t even something big he wanted to talk to her about, but she couldn’t help that feeling you get when you’re nervous and your stomach turns. She was just way too anxious for her liking. However, she finished up in the kitchen and headed up to their room. On the way, she checked on Anastasia who was asleep in the nursey - perfect as ever.

Walking through the door, her eyes caught sight of an uneasy Keegan - she could read him like a book. Her eyes then found a suitcase that was packed.. with all of his clothes, or at least most of them. “What is that?” Troian asked, her face emotionless. Slowly, she walked over to the bed and sat next to him. “Keegan, what’s going on?”

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Mine - Glee