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they would take me away :c

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I gotta put me first

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Yeah sorry I’ll never be normal about characters who only see themselves as having value in what they can do for others. Yeah it’s terminal. Sorry.

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Currently bawling my eyes out to the last paragraph to chapter 31 of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

Rereading Fred’s death over 7 years later is worse than torture for me. I used to have the BIGGEST crush on Fred when I was little and watching the movies (still do 😓) and I read the books but was too young to understand anything going on but now rereading it I’m absolutely DEVASTATED.

The books did so much better with his death than the movies I had to close the book to not stain it with tears 😖😖

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I have a theory about RDR2.

If you ever played Red Dead Redemption 2, you possibly remember the one mission in Chapter 2 where you go hunting for that legendary bear with Hosea. On the way to the horse stable to purchase a new horse he talks about the Blackwater massacre and how Hosea knew how much he loved Jenny, that’s when Hosea says “Y’know, Lenny and Jenny would’ve never worked out. It’s like Arthur and Martha or Bill and Phil.”

That may seem not so relevant because Phil is a gender neutral name but the name Phil actually means “Lover of horses”

Who is the lover of horses at camp? Kieran. Is Hosea slightly hinting that he knows Bill is gay and has a crush on Kieran?

maybe I’m crazy but idk…

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What some ACTUALLY scary horror movies that scare you that aren’t purely shock value and disgust? I got you!

Event Horizon (1997) - A ship called the Event Horizon goes missing and another ship finds it and investigates it, the Event Horizon had opened a portal to hell.

The Exotcist (1973) - A worried mother finds her daughter speaking in tongues and calls in a priest to help but later sends in a expert to help with the exorcism 

The Thing (1982) - Scientists in Antarctica uncover a shape shifting alien on their base that slowly kills everyone one by one. (I will never stop recommending this movie)

Insidious (2010) - Man moves into a new home to find that his son is in a coma and demons have possessed the home

Rosemary’s Baby (1968) - Couple moves into a New York apartment and shortly after Rosemary becomes pregnant. Rosemary is skeptical that her husband, Guy, is apart of a satanic cult that wants to sacrifice her newborn baby.

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Ballet is EXTREMELY painful for someone with Elhers Danlos.

Ballet is so tuff on someone who has Elhers-Danlos Syndrome. I am a young prodigy of ballet who has the classic EDS. For a heads up, Elhers Danlos Syndrome is a genetic and chronic disease which affects my connective tissues, blood vessels, skin, and bones. My bones are extremely hypermobile which is a pro for someone in ballet. It comes with the con of dislocating a lot. My dislocations are very painful to if I dislocate I have to be in a wheelchair.

The other con is other performers being jealous of you for your performances. I get chosen for a lot of roles and variation performances and the other girls get jealous to the point they sabotage you. It has happened to me once where the ripped the ribbons on my pointe shoes so I couldn’t put them on without them slipping. The other way they take out their anger is with bullying you. The Bolshoi and Vaganova has a long history of bullying students into bad eating habits.

Ballet is one extremely tuff art when you have Elhers Danlos Syndrome.

This video is a prime example of the things that go on in the Vaganova/Bolshoi.

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Out of all the movies you’ve watched, which has the most effective and least effective soundtrack in terms of quality and entertainment?

The BEST soundtracks in my opinion are Trainspotting, Gladiator (not the new one), and Last of the Mohicans

The WORST were Titan AE, (good movie but god awful soundtrack) Men in Black 3, Batman Forever, Captain Marvel, Rocky IV, and Ladyhawke (You shouldn’t have Synthe music in a medieval setting.)

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The Thing (1982) - Groups of researchers in Antarctica fight to survive as a shape-shifting alien kills everyone one by one. A perfect sci-fi horror, my favorite horror film.

Blade (1998) - A dhampir (half human half vampire) hunts vampires that are trying to destroy the human race led by Deacon Frost (Stephen Dorff)

American Psycho (2000) - A wealthy New York investment bank who hides his secret and violent life as a serial killer as he dives deeper into these cruel fantasies.

Day of the Dead (1985) - Movie similar to The Thing but without an alien, but zombies. Scientists and military working together in a bunker have to decide what to do.

Little Shop of Horrors (1986) - A musical horror movie about a flower shop assistant who comes across a flesh eating plant

The Evil Dead (1981) - 5 college students all find an audio tape and book in a cabin deep in the forest, they read the incantations in the book and now have to fight off evil spirits.

Evil Dead II (1986) - Another horror comedy where Ash Williams (Bruce Campbell) from the first movie returns to the cabin where a force possessed his girlfriend as he fights for his life with a boomstick and a chainsaw.

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