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Other Social Media

Just thought i’d share the other places people can reach me or follow me seeing as I don’t post here much anymore since my other account was banned. You can still message me here of course, I’m always glad to chat with anyone who shares interests or wants to talk to someone who won’t judge them.

If you wanna chat more freely somewhere else text me here:

telegram: @theguyinthecloset

If you want to know what I’m jerking it to recently check my likes here here:

Twitter: @JohnDoe97288598

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@ms-silk has been with me at some of my most raw moments, and my most extreme mental health fluctuations. She has stuck by me through it all.

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Tumblr finally caved in

It is sad that tumblr crumbled under external pressure after such a long time sticking to its guns. No longer will this place be a safe heaven for lgbt and questioning youth to explore their identity.

On the other hand do understand why they failed. Being pulled from the appstore is a severe blow to tumblr, since it’s a mainstream social app for everyday people and not a specialized software for the initiated. This would severely disrupt their business, even with already a long life and large user base.

Their failure is understandable, but no less a failure. It’s hard to stand against a controlling monopoly like apple’s who gets to decide what people can and can’t do with products we BOUGHT and OWN. This could have been the first large opponent to apple’s tyranny. But they decided not to risk the whole ship and threw out one of the sails instead.

I’ll be around for anyone who needs a listening ear, some advice or anything at all. You can message me here or try my telegram @theguyinthecloset or my newly created twitter @johndoe97288598

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Update

So my other account was terminated because apparently the picture of the kiss from the movie 'You Are not Alone' is child pornography... I don't even understand. I'm sure that if it was straight movie this would not have happened. I'm angry, i filed a ticket, we'll see.

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I am the one who asked about 12 knowing! Nudity in my home and entire family was not something we hid. I saw plenty of different ages and sizes of males. I started playing with my happy parts before 12. And at 12 I knew my friends made me more excited than girls. And videos and pics on the net convinced me even more. Catching my cousin and his friend doing stuff was the moment I knew!

I don't have anything to really add to that but I thought I'd share it for you. Also, to you and others, you can always talk to me via the tumblr chat or ask for my kik, I never judge and I always listen and everything you tell me will be our secret.Reminder: I may take a few days to reply as I am not often online.

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I asked this on your other blog. Sorry. What do you think of guys who know without a doubt that they are gay by the age of 12 or younger?

That’s a tough one actually, some people say that and others say they only realized after puberty had started. At first I would masturbate simply to the feeling, as I was too young to be attracted to people, then i started to watch straight porn as the sexual urges started to appear, at some point I got curious about male porn and started watching increasing proportion of gay porn instead of straight, I realised that in straight porn it was the man penetrating the woman I was attracted to and not the woman herself. By the time I was 14 I used almost exclusively male porn. I grew up in an environment where I never felt the need to censor myself internally, when I started to be attracted to other people I found it to be the boys and not the girls in my class. I kept it secret but I never felt the need to lie to myself. When I masturbated and thoughts of boys came I just went with the flow where ever it took me, never even asking myself if it was okay or what it meant. Furthermore, I didn’t understand the need to label people and put them in boxes at that age, I didn’t see myself as “gay” or “straight” well until I was about 16, I was just “me” and i thought there were as many different sexualities as there were people on earth. I didn’t think people were gay or straight, we were all each our own thing. So in my case, I didn’t know I was gay when I was a child, as I didn’t even understand the system of labels, I didn’t realise I was different. As a child, I knew I was different in other ways, I was more mature, more logical, more aware than any other kid, but I was not very socialised, I had no idea of sexuality until I was 10 and started to masturbate.

All that makes me think you can’t know that you’re gay until puberty and feeling sexual attraction, but then there are other things: 1)We are BORN sexual being, puberty does “add” to our condition, it simply awakens parts of us that were asleep, child sexuality is a complex field of psychology that science is only beginning to understand.2)Each individual has his own experiences and mine do not reflect the complexity of human variety.3) only the people who lived something can tell how it felt.4) If someone says they feel something, that feeling itself is real, even if the reality is not.4) In retrospect I see moments of my childhood that didn’t seem important at the time but now seem like an interest in men and gay related things, maybe if back then I understood the difference itself I might have realised I was different.

It could be that those people, who were more aware of human differences than me, might have realised their own difference sooner.It could be that child sexuality is even more perceivable by the child than even I imagine.It could be that some children are more sexual than others.It could be that certain events force the child to realise his sexuality in ways others did not because they were not exposed to such stimuli (like seeing a man naked).It could be that as teens and adults we look back with hindsight and see more than we could see back then and this taints our memories with more knowledge than we actually had.It could be early sexual awakening, since our minds expand well before our bodies.

In conclusion, I don’t know how to explain the phenomena but I choose to always believe someone when they talk about a personal experience.

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Hi there. Just wanted you to know I love your blog. It gets my little Dad heart going.

Im glad you like it

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How old are you?

25. For the older people out there, don't think that just cause I'm young that I can't have a mature conversation. And for the younger guys don't think I won't understand how you feel. I value the power of conversation in making our days brighter. Feel free to send me a message about anything at all :)

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Idioms

I speak English.

Je parle français.

Hablo español.

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Update

Change of plans regarding my last post. I’ve decided to make a second account where people can chat with me and stuff but where i won’t be posting and liking things. If you want to talk to me please message that account and not this one, (you can try both but i’ll be loged into the other one more often than this one from now on.)

here’s the new page:

itsanonymousjohndoeagain.tumblr.com

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It’s me, again.

This is my second account. I created this besically just to chat without having to deal with the barrage of posts on my main account.