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i know what it is like to lose yourself. spend hours in bed and just cry. you can’t think or do anything, you just feel the tears on your cheek and the pain in your stomach.

i know what it is, when everyone is asleep, and you have to hold your breath and bury your face in the pillow so that no one will hear. you’re shaking and you just want to scream.

i know what it is like to feel lonely in a room full of people. restrain tears in yourself and forge a smile. to break and cry in a dream. cry, because you are not good enough. cry, because you are constantly getting into trouble. cry, because of what people say behind your back. cry, because of what people think. cry, because you do not fit into the standards. cry, because you are falling apart. cry, because you know that you really don’t care. cry, because you know that everything is not the same as before.

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I’m such a “nah I got it” and suffer in silence type of person.

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I want a bouquet of sunflowers…

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Concept: a relationship where you’re both equally obsessed with one another but still respect eachothers space. There is no lack of communication or trust. Lots of sex.

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people who are super cute and dorky but also secretly kinky as fuck are very important

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you are the sun, making rainy days brighter and spreading warmth to everyone. keep on shining.

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“I crave physical affection. I crave skin on skin. play with my hair, hold my hand, touch me, kiss me. I crave you.”

— (via difficult)

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