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I’m fucking depressed. i have no friends to talk to. I haven’t eaten in 24 hours. I thought sex was gonna make me feel better and honestly it just made me feel worse like that I didn’t matter at all. I don’t know what else to fucking do. I just wanna be fucking done with this life.

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You were my person and you fucking left me.

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I don’t want to die, but am I even living?

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I can’t believe I thought I looked fat just last year. But now that I’ve let myself go and gained 30 lbs in less than I year I feel fucking disgusting. I’ve never weighed or looked like this before and I’ve tried getting the motivation to lose it and get back to where I was but I can’t stop eating. Every second of the day I think about food. Someone tell me please what should I do ?

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I really hope it all ends soon.

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When the love of your life passes away and you don’t know how to feel because you never dated but you were best friends for years but you made out every time you saw each other but you’re engaged to someone else but you’ve loved him since you first laid eyes on him but you never told him but he never told you he felt the same but you find out the day he passed that he had real feelings for you and kept every letter you ever wrote to him.

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ur cute but r u good for my mental health or my spiritual health?? (via weheartit)

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I want to be the kind of thin that..

• Everything looks good on me, From oversized sweaters to bikinis

• People comment on how thin I am

• I can wear a crop top and shorts and people will stare in envy instead of disgust

• I can see the outlines of my rib cage

• I don’t have to worry about clothes being too tight

I want to be thin and beautiful.

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Okay...So we all go through the cycle of ...”recovering” then relapsing all the fucking time....Do you ever just “recover” and then someone starts talking about their weight..or someone says to another person “omg you keep losing weight” and you’re just like....I am not ready to relapse, but i guess i have to now....

Dude literally, i hate when people say this shit…or when someone only puts salad on their plate..by salad i mean one fucking cherry tomato…like stfu and eat that pasta, so i won’t have to.

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