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just remembered eddie gave chris the bigger bedroom and decorated it with colorful toys and posters and things he knew chris would like and took the smaller bedroom for himself and kept it completely plain 😃🔫

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You all are the coolest people I vaguely know

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911 hiatus rewatch ↝ 3.05 Rage

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This is a reminder for those who handmake Christmas presents that now is not too early to start. It may in fact be a good time to start if you have a lot to make/your craft takes a long time. You should maybe start it now, whether that's brainstorming or actually doing the crafts!

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buck at the basketball game: man :( eddie is having fun without me :( i feel like he's leaving me behind which isn't fair maybe but also he's the only person who's NEVER made me feel insecure about my place in his life and now he has a new bestie :( and hes going to like him more and put HIM in his will :( *sad dog sigh* i need to break his ankle

meanwhile eddie: man best day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bestie finally came along to PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nothing will EVER ruin today even if someone SNAPPED my ANKLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

also i firmly believe and have subscribed to the "eddie doesn't even need him to play basketball he just wants buck there" propaganda

even funnier when you consider the buck pov of that ep. he sees eddie with this literal golden halo around him, happy and goofy and beautiful, and at no point does he consider any of that might be because of him 😭

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YES!!!! I’m not the only one loving the crazy girl eddie renaissance!!! Saw a highlight reel of his most insane moments the other day — and also I fear I will never get over bucks date with tmmy and the whole (eddie voice, yelling over the entire restaurant despite the fact that he has his girlfriend on his arm and also he’s like two steps away) “BUCK”

Meanwhile (buck voice) he’s right behind me isn’t he?

literally my favorite thing about the bi buck arc eps is just how excited eddie is to see buck every time he shows up. at the hangar, at the restaurant, at the basketball game. he's just like Buck!!! 😁😁 guys it's my best friend buck!!! 😁😁 hey look my favorite person in the world is here 😁😁

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i love writing crazyinsane buck but there is honestly something so special about crazygirl eddie to me. he is just constantly like man i wish i was gay so i could marry my bestboyfriend and he could stay here forever bc i love him so so much. oh well too bad i'm not 🤷‍♀️ guess i'll just have to sabotage his apt search instead

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every day is a struggle

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Fic writers, put in the tags what the difference in hits is between your most and least viewed fics. Mine is 7,720 (7,779-59).

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i can’t believe that im still hoping and hoping and hoping and

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psa you are never 'late' to reading a fic but especially not a week and a half after it's posted what!! pls kill whatever tiktok demon in your head is telling you that it is lying to you i promise

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BUDDIE FIC RECS PART 3.

Hiiii!!! Heres yet another list of fic recs cause like i said previously it seems i cant stop reading anddd most importantly this fandom is so talented!!! (You can find the other two lists here and here) So yeah, here it goes:

Love being stupid by @ithilien-writes ok this one i read last night in one sitting. I specially loved chris involvement in it and maddies big sis protectiveness <3

Simply cause i do by @hyruling buck dreams of eddie saying ily to him. The beautiful writing is on another level entirely.

can't live the dreams you're spinning by @glorious-spoon eddie eddie oh eddie. He wants to know exactly how buck and his ex had sex in HIS house. buck shows him.

stuck in secrets that i've spoken by @effervescentwolf eddie practice casual dating buck. One of Bucks many genius ideas <3 god i loved this one.

i know it’s not very sexy when somebody loves you this much and knows you this well by @shitouttabuck (best title ever!!!) Eddie doesnt believe kissing men and women is the same buck wants to prove him wrong so they kiss about it!!!! SO MUCH. God one of my favorites in a long time, it took me out of a reading slump.

the wild card by @wimbledon2008 TENNIS AU and yeah if you dont trust me in anything else trust me that this one is so worth it!

crawling back to you by @islandoforder buck confesses, eddie doesnt feel the same, (?????) buck moves out, eddie goes insane <3

knockin' boots, me and you by @eddiegettingshot marathon sex its delicious!!!! I wouldve kept reading forever.

i know that you need it by @roosterseresin another marathon. buck cries during sex eddie is horny about it.

stress relief by greenbergsays buck and eddie after the shooting. Eddie cant do many things, buck helps...

brick by spqr feel dumb reccing this one after so long but well just in case. eddies famous last words: "I can’t believe you gave your sperm to someone who isn’t me!” 

like a summer shower by @hyruling also bucks famous last words: "i love you a normal amount" just so horny and soft and yeah very very normal about each other, yk the usual.

slow dancing on landmines by @glorious-spoon just know everything that includes bobby dying breaks my heart completely but they also fix it back somehow theres so much hope here and love always.

Ice cream trucks by @glorious-spoon just SO MUCH FUN!

TRUST! by @pairofraggedclaws i feel like everyone knowd this one also but yeah this is somehow a comfort fic if that makes sense lol

no big deal by @wildehacked i feel like im gonna repeat myself alot but yeah once again confort fic and so much fun and so so soft yeah (just to be clear this is pure smut lmaoooo)

been lost for a while by @try-set-me-on-fire NURSE EDDIE! Rest my case your honor.

the city is a jungle and i’m a beast by @putanauhere i cannot even begin to tell you how many things this fic has made me feel, it makes me very emotional 🥹 werewolf universe (no abo)

Feel you forever by @semperama hands make buck horny and so they do smth about it!

crawling into the door of you by @coldbam reread this one recently, made me feel so freaking soft and comforted.

Jello Body by @semperama another reread. exquisite!

slaughterhouse by @kithmet buck being a FREAK about eddie and the house, a descend to madness god so much fuuuuun!!!

and if you don't love me now by @livingincolorsagain softest, softest!!

the sweetest apparition by @hyruling theres no better description than the authors: "Eddie moves to Texas. Buck keeps accidentally telling people Eddie's dead." Just so funny and fun but also so emotional and deep.

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So there's gossip about some version of kinktober over on twitter adding a bunch of nonsensical rules this year, and I am fascinated. Studying this like a bug.

Like, what the hell.

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all about that he said/she said

buddie, rated t, 10.8k

“Can’t we just lock them in a closet and see what happens?” Chim says miserably. “Please, if that would work we would’ve done it ages ago,” says Hen, but it starts the gears turning. “What if we don’t tell them,” she says, a plan forming. “What if we tell somebody else and they just, you know, happen to hear it.” She looks around at the skeptical faces staring back at her. “Come on, it would be perfect. We just have to engineer a situation where they can hear us talking about them each confessing their love for the other. Then once they know their feelings are reciprocated, they’ll confess.” “So, lie,” Ravi says simply. “I mean, it’s only a little bit of a lie though, right? We know they love each other, we all can see it. They just need to be…eased into the idea.” -- aka, much ado about the 118

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buck realizes he’s in love with eddie and immediately starts overcorrecting for it. one of the other school parents assumes they’re married and buck coughs and slaps eddie on the back and goes, “married? to this guy??? nah, we’re just best buds!” they go to disney with chris for a day and buck is taking a photo of eddie and chris in front of the castle and someone offers to get a picture of “your whole family together” and buck goes “well haha i’m just the best friend really! but sure!” it gets to the point where he’s offering up to random delivery drivers “let me go see if eddie has any cash for a tip—he’s not my husband btw” and eventually eddie can’t handle it anymore. “is the idea of it really so awful?” he says to buck after incident #3947494. and buck says huh? and eddie says “being married to me. would it really be so awful?” and buck. doesn’t know how to answer.

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Fanfiction is so silly. I am playing with my dolls and people are coming over to watch. Some of them even clap and give me compliments. And when I'm done playing, I can go and watch other people play with their dolls.

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finally finished my buddie roommates era fic aka the longest thing i've ever written 🎉 so please enjoy nearly 19k words of idiots to lovers featuring a bunch of maddieeddie rivalry because that's my new favorite thing. also alobby. obviously

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love being stupid

9-1-1 | Buddie | T | 18.8k words

So maybe Buck actually is in love with his straight best friend. It's cool, though. He knows Eddie gets it, even if Maddie doesn't.

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