isuckfeelsbad

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Am I not allowed to feel bad? Why do u always hide this shit?? Do u think anyone even cares if u feel bad or not? Of course they do there are ppl who care about u if ur jus fucking let them and open up to them. But like, where are they tho? Stop using fucking humor to cover up ur shit it's getting old. But it's how I cope dude. That's fair but u need to actually like , talk abt shit, when u feel bad. I'm glad this vent blog is making me feel a bit better. I still feel, pretty bad. I guess it's more like, a diary or some shit, than a vent blog. Or mb they're the same thing. Is this how that one guy feels? No he prolly feels worse, he seems like he has it worse. But then again u always think they have it worse. U hv it pretty bad urself let urself have that at least. Alright Tru but Mr having it bad and then having it worse aren't mutually exclusive dude. Are you feeling better? Yea a bit. I think mb this vent blog is a little overdue.go to sleep dude u hv a midterm tomorrow. I wonder if talking to myself like this is healthy? Not like it matters u do it in ur head anyways. If writing it all down helps then why not do it dude. Thanks man I needed that. We needed that. I needed this. I think I can go to sleep now. Thanks Isaac.

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Well guess I'll make a vent blog mb I'll feel better. God I'm so fucking stupid why tf didn't I do it earlier. Now I fucked it up I'm prolly gonna have to get a job now and my mom's gonna get so stressed over this if or when I have to tell her. Like hopefully I'm jus exaggerating but I rly don't wanna have to deal with this j rly wish I could've jus done it right the first time or not put it off to the last minute like I do with fucking everything. Now I'm getting like a fucking minor anxiety attack that's prolly not even one and it's def not as bad as like, ppl with actually anxiety problems yet here I am, making a fucking vent blog cuz I'm trying to make myself feel better over something that was my fucking fault anyways. Why can't I jus go the fuck to sleep I have a midterm tomorrow that I didn't study for and I didnt even finish the hw I needed to today. And now here I am trying to calm myself down cuz I can't even go tf to sleep so I can at least be well rested for my fucking midterm.why am I so extra I don't need a vent blog for this shit tf. grow up Isaac. Why tf u feeling petty cuz he didn't answer ur msg at the drop of a hat . Stop. Go to sleep.grow up. This isn't something u need to cry over jus stop that shit. Push that shit done like u usually do cuz ur fucked up emotionally, or whatever, u fucking drama queen. Stp. Jus calm ur ass down and go to sleep let this fucking vent blog do it job. Pull urself together. Like u always do. Or at least pretend u did until u believe urself. Like you always do.