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i want to die knowing someone dedicated join me in death by him

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i’ve lost so many people for one person, but this one person is the reason why i honestly believe i am alive. my heart will never let me leave them:

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it’s a willful blindness! that i allow myself to have.

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i miss you because you were my perfect pair even though we always were fake to each other, we were perfect for each other in a way. I miss you most of the time i catch myself thinking about you and i remember all the fun things we did together.I hate you for leaving me to rot in this place. But i understood why you left and i hope from the bottom of your heart you never look back because you had every reason to leave. I wish I can message you and tell you to never come back because nothing has changed. I wanted to make myself believe it was the best thing ever but it’s horrible. It’s filled with toxicity the kind that makes you just want to leave everything behind and walking from it. In a way i’m happy you left, never look back. I hope you are happy with your new life & that life brings you good things. I wish we could have had the same relationship we once did once upon a time!Im stuck here for the rest of my life. Sometimes i catch myself dreaming about the day I build up the courage to walk away and never look back but i’m nowhere as strong as you. I deserve this place!

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tear away by drowning pool is a ❄️ vibe type song in my opinion

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there is a great toxicity in my life and it starts with me

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i’m always so sad when i think

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i can’t be alone, if i’m alone i’m sad.

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part of me wants to leave as far as possible, but the other half cares so much

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people will never understand how i feel inside, so i’m never going to let anyone tell me you have no reason to be depressed.

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i will never believe in love.

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