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what is THE worst thing you've ever drank. all liquids acceptable. please tell me what it was, bonus points for why

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You had that ca plushy for 20 years? It looks in a pretty good shape for that!

Thanks! :D I took good care of it I guess? It's also the only survivor of all my plushys from back when I was a kid😅 When I moved into my current apartment, I accidentally left them at my parents place (except the kitty plushy) and my mom thought I don't want them anymore and threw them away

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Tagged by @slightly-gay-pogohammer (thank you!!) I remember doing this a while ago so uuuh. Some things might be repeated. Sorry!!

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tagged by @dissociativeidentitydisaster, thank you!!!

tagging @claraknight @ardate @callmestarfle @isi--peasy @pilotplays and whoever wants to do it actually

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Tagged by @slightly-gay-pogohammer (Thanks Gio!!!)

Tagging: @madmedicinecat and uhhhhh whoever wants to do this? ^^

Pictures included under the cut if you want to see the items

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Trying my best to post some art Here is a character from book i work on. Some people love him @madmedicinecat, some hate him and its always hilarious to watch. Since I'm trying to GM a TTRPG set in world in my book, he is definitely making an apperance as NPC (can't wait for the drama)

I could ramble about this forever, but lets stop here for now

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WOW!!! I couldn't cancel this shit at your fucking shop but I can do that over your website?!? Thank you for not fucking telling me!!! I hate you I hate you I hate you

I fucking hate mobile providers so fucking much you have no idea. Greedy bastards B/

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I fucking hate mobile providers so fucking much you have no idea. Greedy bastards B/

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These Tiled Steps In San Francisco Glow At Night From The Moonlight

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Funny random cats pngs!

Follow for daily uploads 💖

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LILY????????

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i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

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Lyra, my beloved cat of 13 years, passed away this year on Father's Day. She's been by my side through very difficult times and was my little rock of steady and unrelenting love. I struggled a lot drawing this, and struggled a lot posting it, but I know I would've wanted to read a comic like this that validated my grief for her when I lost her.

Wherever you are, Lyra my little summer star, I love you always! Thank you for being the best thing in my life.

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New reference of Lilli and Nox I have been drawing almost more in the few days of the new year than in the whole last one lol

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Despite me feeling down, I finished these two for my rp promo on Lilli's blog. Hadn't done a new one in a while ^^

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You okay? What makes your think so bad of yourself? :(

Ahhhh. I'm feeling better than earlier, after taking a nap.

And I don't fuckin know. While having my friend on the phone, and showing him my art, I came across old stuff I made for one of my ex-friends. One who I broke the friendship with while in a fight with her. She is a streamer and I used to make her emotes, screens, pannels, etc... And it reminded me about some of the shit she said to me.

Like. I drew her stuff more in my 'cartoonish' style. Because it's simple, and good for emotes than something more detailed. At least imo. And to her request, I showed her my actual artstyle. To which I got the comment like 'Well. I think you should stick to the cartoonish style. Because I think your artstyle kinda sucks'. Like yes, thank you. Great words to hear from a friend.

That's one thing that I remembered that got me in that mode but also. I saw a drawing I made for her birthday. As a gift. Of her and her cat. And I even went out of my way to do it traditionally instead of digitally, even tho I don't really do traditional drawing anymore. Made me remember the other gifts I got her. I was trying to be thoughtfull. And then the time came where I was doing my driving license, and work was hell. I barely had any freetime, so I couldn't join in on her stream as much as before.

She knew that, because we had talked about this before. But damn. It wasn't as accepted as I was thinking. The last time I joined in on her stream, it was almost her birthday. And there was some... hostility towards me in the stream from her? I brushed it off, and just thought she's stressed. But in discord I told her that I need a little longer to send her the gifts i got her. (again, it's not like I had that much freetime) And man. She read it, while streaming, and it was obvious that she felt so bad suddenly. For that moment at least.

Long story short, after the stream, she messaged me back. Told me that she had been acitvely ignoring me. Even ignored my birthday (that was a month prior) because she was angry that I wasn't as much active in her stream as before.

And boy oh boy. That hurt. Look, I am already thinking of myself as the shittiest friend, and everyone secretly hates me. Even tho I am aware thats not the case. So to hear that you have been ignored on purpose, because someone is butthurt, is like GREAT for the self esteem (spoiler: its not) And there was zero remorse coming from her. Even putting the blame on me, when I asked why she didn't simply tell me how she's feeling. (because surprise!!!! I am not a mind reader!!!!) And then I just... couldn't take that anymore. This was not a friendship I wanted to be in. (there had been other things said before, but I always ignored it) So I ended that friendship there.

........................ and yeah well. Seeing my old art for her, reminded me of all that shit and idk I felt pretty shitty. I should actually simply delete that stuff. I don't know why i haven't yet.

I'm sorry I ranted so much