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[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

use the mic to hide my face i wear a mask, i feel ugly convince myself i deserve pain Any Feelings better than nothing I wake up and My heart breaks Its just so fucking hard to stay Overwhelming thoughts all day and drugs are my only escape i’m so sick, its my dna It’s all my fault, I’ll take the blame Bend me into different shapes Mold me how u like, any way I’m such a waste I know I can be replaced I Repeat all my mistakes Yeah... I’m full of hate For myself and it really weighs I don’t think I can be saved Pray the lord my soul to take Now im in a better place Can’t you tell im hurting? Im such a burden I Keep it all inside, my thoughts are disturbing Overwhelmed, My face is burning Throw up it all, I am purging Am I dying? my visions blurring Heavens lit real life is boring When I die my souls transforming I know something else is for me

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

package from japan, watanabe pants, another from thailandd~i do my happy dance :) its a spell not a trance Yeah im getting bandsss Im asleep on a plane ill call u when i land

your wish is my command i can make it happen just give me a chance i wanna give u the world thats my only plan im only plotting to love you, you deserve romance

cdg shirt, i love fashion, patchwork skirt baby im yours i ignore her if she flirts

im so sweet but i can do the jerk and im so silly when im off a perc i need special treatment, i need special perks

idgaf its what i deserve you really dont know me or how much i hurt im so sweet but i can do the jerk i can dougie too, watch how i make it work i love my haters xD i see you lurk i’m getting money bitch you are my clerk

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

impact... oh my god u made it hurt

evil intent? baby we could never work yeah “suck it up” i have snot on my shirt

i feel walked on i relate to the dirt

i feel dirty its hard to be on earth

sometimes i fall but i know that tragedy births something new

i dont have to feel stuck its just hard to get out when everything feels rough its really tough, i need to look up the sun came up today that really is enough

you make me blush, i rly need your love if you let me, id be your only one

good luck, i have good luck i have magic it gives me such a rush

what the fuck i feel like adrian monk i see everything that everybody does im into dust, in this hole i am stuck i relate to dirt would u pls dig me up

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

she got passed 2 da bro again N ya we smoking dope again baby we should just b friends i already fucked so... ya. Nah baby no i really love your heart  dont listen to what i said baby im not smart  i care about ur feelings dont leave me in the dark i wanna make this work let me fill ur shopping cart sorry for what i did i can make it up i swear you look the best with no makeup i fall victim of girls just tryna fuck, all these bad bitches want me Oh my god it fuckin sucks -.- im so romantic watch how i do a slut... i did what she likes so im covered in her blood ;) i just wanna do what she likes, why would i judge? but i Swear to god it was crazy it was really like a flood it was really like a flood i almost drowned in dat bitch and im just being silly I drowned her throat with my kids

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

night and day i dream of you i wanna be with you i know what i have to do Baby we’ll both lose i care about your point of view i care about whats true ik what i have to do Let go of what i clung to its not really easy why do you tease me im already bleeding The vamps are feasting youre so cold im freezing im barely breathing im dead im not sleeping My soul is deleting night and day i dream of you i wanna be with you ik what i have to do Baby we’ll both lose i care about your point of view i care about whats true ik what i have to do Let go of what i clung to its not really easy why do you tease me im already bleeding The vamps are feasting youre so cold im freezing im barely breathing im dead im not sleeping My soul is deleting its okay to change don’t let em break you we are the same… i feel the pain too the wind blew out the flame i cannot save you we are the same… I feel the pain too

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

we go in circles its so hurtful the disgust i have is just internal i see violet / shades of purple we go in circles its so hurtful i smoke, its in my blood all i want is to be loved im in my head i feel so judged i think id be healed with one hug i think im about to break i come off as cold, i remember everything i’m so attached it eats me away  i have to leave i cannot stay we go in circles its so hurtful the disgust i have is just internal i see violet / shades of purple we go in circles its so hurtful its not worth it i will forfeit everything i feel inside i store it your heart… i adore it whatever you want baby i support it we go in circles its so hurtful the disgust i have is just internal i see violet / shades of purple we go in circles its so hurtful

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

"I honestly really feel reborn freestyle"

idgaf i just do this because im bored... i feel restored.. i got magic in my drawer... hmm.. i just scored ;) meet me by the backdoor, i have everything you want and more... i eat apples to the core.. i honestly really feel reborn... its so fun to perform.. Be who you are you’ll be adored... you touched me and you felt warm.. you touch me and i soar… its okay to change don’t let em break you we are the same… i feel the pain too... the wind blew out the flame i cannot save you... we are the same… I feel the pain too... i feel the pain too... i think i need... to sit in silence.. you can’t understand me when i am crying... im bleeding in my room and i think that i am dying... i heard you heard the news and that you started smiling... when i hear of you i just start sighing... i heard youre doing bad and that is not surprising... i dont mean to be rude, im molly sweet like icing... its hard for me to open up but i am still trying

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

I hide my body… this monclers so affirming… im hurting, i feel undeserving… im hiding… my body isn’t perfect Im dysmorphic… okay yeah i forfeit… dysphoric… things i am unlearning… deserving weed i smoke its burning~~ i do magic Its good, there will be no cursing… Fuck it, at times my head it gets disturbing… i go against my words The ones ive been rehearsing… its easy to see when something isnt working… Ive been observing these patterns reoccurring.. its concerning….. i open up and youre smirking.. it wasnt easy for me Plus it was early in the morning.. hold on… i am still transforming… you said never change and you said that you adore me ..Thats boring… Yeah ill be ignoring, you dont throw me off I’ll be who who is for me… Non conforming, im scoring, the valium be supporting fears i have inside the ones, i have been storing sleep it off, im snoring… Reality is warping… i jump into portals And its actually rewarding… its fun, try it! i like teleporting… everything you know, Now imagine it Distorted… best of the best and it was all imported, got it from Overseas but fuck a boat i am soaring… i cant show you my heart, It would just start pouring… once i start, i cant stop, that is just a warning… Bleed for you, I left and now youre mourning… its morning Im gone, and it is storming… the weather feels for you It cries the way ur yearning… so sorry baby you know that im still learning

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

i freestyle and then lip sync it 4 the video just fyi

Follow ur heart

baby never unfollow <3

lately inside

Ive been feeling hollow

sorrow

in my sadness i wallow

i swallow

the molly in my taro

Its violet

my whole life has been violent

quiet Shhh

i just need some quiet

im high bitch Stream

ketamine my diet

im Flying

i hit home runs

i feel giant

DND

my jet is private

4 seasons ~

yeah

im like fuck a Hyatt

i see it

i want it

i buy it

Tfb

you need more

i’ll supply it

ik im cute but

its nice being reminded

i see your talent baby

i love how u apply it

i have so much swag

im my own stylist

Im in my bag

i love all my clients <3

Whats up

i saw u hit my phone

I might text u back

when i feel all alone

or maybe instead

ill put kitties up my nose

kitties up my nose

yeah these Keys’ll take me home

im holder Now

i am in a hole

im holder

look at this magic that i hold

it’s holder

you know that Im probably stoned

its holder

u know that i love you so <3

Baby ur the bestest

im about to pull up

look out for the lexus

in wyoming now but

i am from Texas

Im hot as fuck already

So i am unaffected

Im so fucked up

yeah you already guessed it

Im hard like

the diamonds on my necklace

life taught me to

expect the unexpected

were so connected

How fucking precious

[iseevioletdropamollyinmytaro]

i wish i could 

but i cannot

take away ur pain

it’S A Cycle it’s a chain

what happened to ur brain

Im sad so it rains

i feel the color gray

trip thru memory lane

everything just feels insane

my heart has been strained

i think she hit a vein

when she came into my lane

it drove me crazy

it drove me crazy

but thats my baby

thats my baby

thats my baby

carly jepsen maybe

Call me maybe

would u call me maybe

ur such a lady

we could have babies

we could have babies

like 80 ;)

bitch i am not lazy

ill fuck you when its raining 

i call that bitch tracy

fuck i meant katie

i give her daisies

im feeling hazy

bitch i have rabies

i dont really have rabies

but what i want is for u to just pay me

just pay me everythingd be gravy

that was so gay

you can blame

obey me

baby dont betray me

you slay me

baby u could play me

baby pls dont play me

baby pls dont play me

baby pls dont play me

baby pls dont play me

pls dont fucking play me

i would cry if u played me

id kill myself maybe

what about our babies

we have like 80

that would be crazy

fucked u when its rainy

i was never lazy

i was never lazy

bitch i am the captain

lets see whats happenin

u are a crackhead

i can say crackhead

i was a crackhead

i was born on crack

and everything happened

ima need u to fucking tap in

tap in

bitch she did a backbend

yeah she did a backbend

for me she make it happen

i hit it from the back end

she was no longer saddened 

i showed her compassion

now were gonna cash in

ew.. yeah

thats not fucking fashion

your outfit is not slappping

sorry…

fashion is my passion

i feel like a dragon

could u even imagine 

what the fuck

wtf even happened

i type in a caption

im about to post

im bragging

i post and im bragging

i type in a caption 

i need a distraction

quick

i need a distraction

my tooth it got extracted 

i cant believe that happened..

my tooth had no traction 

it broke in my mouth

it was really fucked

honestly it all really sucked

not really i was really drugged

yeah

so i was really fucked

i slept all day

i woke up covered in my blood

covered in my blood

im feeling like a million bucks

feeling like a million bucks

it only cost $200 bucks

to get my tooth out