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So I am an unashamed Katsuki Bakugou and Tomura Shigaraki kinnie. So naturally when I have those days where there is no difference between there is practically no difference between me and the character I wanna listen to music that matches that mood, cuz I live my life through music. But I also am inept at making consistent playlists and when I go looking for one I always end up finding one that captures the vibe of x character or the type of music said character would listen to, even if their labeled as a kinnie playlist.

I guess what I'm getting at is does anyone know any good songs that would actually match the characters. Like the innate rage and hatred the both of them carry, for themselves and others. The way they hold themselves to such high standards. The hidden self destructiveness of it all.

Yeah so songs for Bakugou and Shigaraki

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I think I just had my first real argument with my partner and I think I might have just fucked it up royally. I really can't do anything right can I. I just have to ruin everything. I fucking hate the way my brain works. It just keeps twisting me into this horrible monster.

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Am I still valid for suspecting I might have a mental illness even though my symptoms are not super strong? Am I still in the right? I wanna seek some sort of help or something, but I'd feel like they'd laugh at me or get angry for wasting their time. And then I'd have to break it to my parents, and don't get me wrong they're great, but that'd be the same as admitting defeat. Admitting that I'm weak and can't solve this problem in my own. I'm just so tired, but it's like I can't let myself do anything about it l. So am I still valid? Like there is no good reason for me feeling like this. I've never experienced anything that might be qualified as traumatic, there's no issue with money, I live in one of the happiest and richest countries in the world. Am I allowed to feel like this, when there are people actually struggling?

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Ambition and aspiration? Who's that? I don't know her.

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I need to get my sleeping schedule on track. Well I need to, but I have a hard time making it happen.

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Idk about you guys, but over here in the oil capital (Norway) the largest environmental activist group for youth have recently been kinda forming a new slogan.

"Jeg saksøker staten" which translates to "I sue the government". Not only is it fucking rad and the most gen z shit ever, they actually mean it. They are suing the government. Ashemedly I'm not properly caught up on the case and it's not very new either, but I just think it's cool. It requires a lot of balls and drive to do this stuff.

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Anybody got any good places to watch My Hero Academia: Heroes Rising?

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Can you feel it? 

Pulling you in?

Go ahead. 

I’ll be waiting.

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to all you OG alt kids, a quick question

am i still valid in the alt community if i can’t pick a subgenre/subculture? and am  i still valid if i can’t always dress alternative? i know it’s more than fashion, but it’s a big part of any alt subculture

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it really do be like that

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Protesting is a FELONY in Tennessee now…Facism at it’s finest (x)

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Just remembering back to when this girl stopped me in the hallway at school last year and told me she liked my style and that she always saw me in the hallway and that I always looked good and stood out in the best way.

I think I was having a hard day that day and what she said made things eay better, but man I still thrive on that.

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You know that moment when you just get a random nosebleed and you're in bed and you kinda try to stop it with your hands and by pinching your nose, but it doesn't really work so now you're left with blood running down your lip and into your mouth. And then when it eventually stops bleeding and the blood dries, and when you move your face you can feel the dried blood cracking and pulling at your skin. Yeah in that moment I feel simultaneously the most alive and the most dead.

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So, I'm not American right and we don't experience direct police brutality because our cops aren't allowed to carry. But some of us still stand with you and mourn and fight with you, even though none of use will probably ever experience police violence.

And to show that there will be a protest in support of Black Lives Matter and all that is going on overseas in many of the bigger cities, but the one relevant to me is the one in the capital, in front of the US embassy. It's going to be peaceful and the organizers have been talking with the local law enforcement as to make sure that they won't come break the protest up. I'm almost a 100 % sure that it won't escalate into something non-peaceful. The protests will be held on Friday the 5th, in the afternoon.

I wanted to give this information before I ask my question. Or ask for the advice I need. I would love to go, even though it's quite far away. The thing is that I'm unsure to as if I should go. I can feel a possible period of mental instability coming on, but I have no clue as to how long it'll last, how my high and low points will be, which emotions and reactions I will have. I'm not diagnosed with anything for personal reasons, but I can somewhat tell when this happens.

I want to go to visibly show support, and to show that I care, and to amplify the voices of African Americans. I'm also apprehensive about going as it's fully in the realm of possibility that I might have a panic attack as my brain occasionally likes to panic over large crowds, especially where we stand close. And it's also totally in the realm of possibility that destructive and violent anger might be the dominating feeling the day of the protest. And while I'm angry now to, and will be for a long time, this anger is rational and I'm in control, the anger that might come has the possibility of being harmful against myself or others.

I can at times be are very physical person, disclaimer I'm not condoning violence towards anyone except for fascists, nazis, racists and so on so forth (don't do it unless they act violently first).

My point is that I don't want to burden anyone or be possibly harmful towards myself or others.

Does anyone have a pointer? A piece of advice? Anything?

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The pigs be committing war crimes out in this bitch. ACAB, FUCK 12!

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I don't think they drank ambrosia in Percy Jackson. They drank energy drinks. Monster, Red Bull, Bang, you name it. That shit gives you enough caffeine and energy that your body will fix itself and give you the boost to keep fighting that monster.

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So I’m supposed to have my english mock exam, but due to extraordinary circumstances it’s a presentation instead. And the task is to compare a book to it’s adaptation, and what better way to do that is to compare Percy Jackson. 

Also a way to tell my teacher how much I hate the fucking movie. 

And frankly no one is too old for Percy Jackson, I grew up on that shit.