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there’s about 3 things im positive about. first, edward is a vampire. second, there is a part of him that thirsts for my blood. and third, i am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him

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i have to follow edward into the woods today. there’s too many things that don’t make sense. i know what he is. i don’t know how this will turn out, but i need answers.

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doing some research…

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there’s something strange about edward. he’s always absent from school. his eyes change color. he always looks stiff and uncomfortable if im too close. his hands are ice cold. he magically appeared by my car the other day. the story about the cold ones. these things just do not add up. im driving myself crazy thinking about him.

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there’s been so much to think about lately. edward is stressing me out, and so is living in a new environment with charlie.

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angela, mike, and jessica invited me to la push this weekend to surf, though that’s not really my cup of tea. la push is on jacob’s rez, so i hung out with him on the beach. he’s been telling me this old native story about “the cold ones”. jake swears they’re just old made up ghost stories, but he said something about the cullens not coming onto the rez because the elders think that they’re cold ones. i guess that explains why edward didn’t show up, but honestly the story gave me chills.

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i’ve been hanging out with my friend jake a lot recently. we used to make mud pies together when we were little, or so he says. he’s pretty cool and works on my truck a lot.

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im following edward into the forest. i know what he is. i stayed up for days researching this, being absolutely sure. im not sure what will happen, but the curiosity is killing me and i know edward feels the tension too.

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near death experience

today the craziest thing happened to me. i was standing next to my car in the parking lot, and another student nearly killed me by driving into my truck. somehow, edward cullen—my lab partner— saved me from being crushed to death. i know he wasn’t standing close to me or anything. i don’t know how he got to me, it doesn’t make sense. thank god my baby is only a little dented though.

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just met my lab partner. he’s strange, but interesting. i get the feeling he’s uncomfortable with me or dislikes me though. idk!

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first day

forks isn’t awful so far. im sitting with some cool people at lunch. some people are friendly, others not so much.

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reminds me of my childhood. some stuff stayed the same, frozen in time. i think charlie asked an employee at walmart about what color sheets teenage girls like.

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starting anew… god, i hate the cold. and the rain.