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The Deep, Ryo Minemizu

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A poet from the past

so yesterday i found out that i had got my first real job. it felt like my whole life kind of had meant something and all my hard work had payed off. when i was younger i was brought up in an unusual way; living in 26 different houses by the time i was 25. My mother-a new age hippy with blue painted lips, a motorbike and friends with pet tarantulas brought me up untill i was 9 single handedly and i had the best most adventurous childhood ever. i used to obsess over the fact i was going to be famous when i ‘grew up’, but everybody dreams of being famous right? now i have grown up, in reality i don’t think i would like to be famous. Being someone who always strives for more, i’m not sure having everything that i want would suit me… we went for countless meals out when i was younger , i have a close family and sunday lunches were a regular thing which always included the 'what do you want to be when you grow up’ conversation. i always wanted to be a writer and i used to make my own magazines and sell them at school, write my own fantasy books and illustrate them too. I am currently writing and illustrating a book about my life and the experiences i’ve had living in a time where it is so difficult to get a job and technology and social networking has changed the way we live dramatically.. i will need help editing if and when i ever show anyone there is alot of provate stuff int there i’m definitely not ready to show the world just yet. . Going to camberwell uni to do illustration and my terrible lack of punctuation skills means i tend to communicate through visual graphics rather then well punctuated words. i like writing simplistically and as a child would as i feel people can relate to it easier.. however i know your probably reading this thinking that the odd commar and fullstop wouldn’t go a miss and i know. i promise im working on it and can’t use the excuse im dyslexic forever. now I finally have my first job starting on monday and its perfect! annnndi get a free mac book air which means i will be able to write on the go more – (unlucky for you) . im currently in bed enjoying my last days of being unemployed.. coffee, my mobile phone , my brain and the ability to type is my muse today. living in a time where it is so hard to get employed or be payed for what you studied to do- i feel so blessed and am truly exhausted with how lucky i feel. i had worked for free for so long that i really thought i would never get employed. it just proves to me that if you want something and you keep trying you’ll get where you want and deserve to be. you can either be a person who stops pursuing their dreams and settles or keeps trying. if i’ve tried my ultimate hardest and still have no luck.. ’ll keep trying until i do!

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Mac DeMarco's best joke, party trick, and sex music | RAPID FIRE

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i LOVE WATCHING TEEN MOVIES AND PRETENDING IM STILL 12

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OH MA GOD GOD!!!!

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sigmar_polke Yum! xx

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place montréal trust, montreal, early 90s

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You remembered, Esmé Shapiro

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i always wanted to be a writer . I have written so many different anecdotes, lists, poems and thoughts on little bits of paper that are stored in little places I have forgotten where. I must collect them. When I remember and carry them with me somewhere so the memories can be kept with me ..alongside me on my journey, my challenge, my mission that is life. I often write to help escape and put into context what i'm actually thinking. My writing is not fun its sometimes can be pensive and nostalgic. When i'm having fun, i'm too busy to write or be inspired by smaller things- i'm spinning and i'm missing worrying that these memories im making could be lost forever. I havn't read in a really long time and my words are becoming simple and disjointed- spoken and written so im going to stop now Sometimes I find it easier to write thoughts then to speak them - either way I think you should collect your paper thoughts as there are so many real ones that could get lost and forgotten. thats the moral of this written thought.

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everything suck / august 2014

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From Factory Walls

Adam Wiseman