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Wait, so you’re telling me not everyone is thinking constantly about how much of a failure they are, how they wish they could change their life completely, and how (no matter what) they will always be an outcast in any situation?

What a way to live.

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everyone is lying.

when will somebody finally tell me the fucking truth about what they think of me instead of gaslighting me into thinking you tolerate me and then just FUCKING LEAVING?????

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I wanna be fucking normal. Why couldn't I have been normal?

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I just want to stop suffering

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I am definitely going to die alone. I am going to die unloved, depressed and useless.

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i wanna be loved. wanna be cared about. i feel empty and alone.

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i will not die of natural causes, i will end it myself

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The pain is always worse at night.

I'm alone, I'm unwanted, I'm annoying, no one wants me. No one ever will.

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“I miss the parts of you that I know I’ll never find again in anyone else.”

- S. C. C.

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best friends can break your heart.

you can look back at pictures and feel empty. you can be reminded of them by every little thing. you can almost break down seeing them on social media with someone else, smiling like you guys used to. you can want to text or call but know you can’t do that anymore. you can miss them and feel yourself aching to talk to them one more time to try to fix it.

friends can break your heart. we just don’t talk about it.

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why does every time always leave me feeling so used... any time you needed me, i was there. i stayed up all night sewing masks for your grandmother's funeral. you ran out of meds, i shared mine. forked out $100 i didn't have for a corset i've still never worn. gave advice when you asked for it. celebrated your successes with you and cared for your family. even when we disagreed on fandom shit or whatever, i stayed.

what the fuck did i do???

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But please tell me this, why did you drop me so quick like I never meant anything to you? Like you never actually cared about me?

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Im not wanted anywhere 072523

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𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞

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i feel like such a loser, i can’t do anything properly

anything i touch - i ruin it

i’m just a burden for everyone around me