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Thank you for this, I really agree to your opinons and reactions, lol. Yours are what mine would have been if I were a sassier me.

After just playing V’s after end, I was really put off and disturbed. Not because it was executed alright, it was, just that it left to be desired and like... I was trying really hard to process and really understand what made me find it odd. Your opinions really struck me hard cos those undertones and thoughts were all what I felt during the whole journey of the route. so thanks so much! <3 kudos to you, this was lovely written and really enjoyable for me to read. :D

V’s After End - Notes / Opinion

Below the cut will be my reactions, opinions, & spoilers for V’s After Ending episodes & endings. There’s a sprinkling of ~thirst~ & a lot of confusion/screaming throughout. I am afraid I haven’t gone back to proofread the episode reactions, so they’re likely a little messy & misspelled. 

Episode reactions are at the top, separated by episode & endings. Long-winded opinion/discussion about the route itself is at the bottom.

Journey below at your own risk! xx

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I love this~ yes please!

Reblog this if I can ask you a whole bunch of inappropriate questions.

I doubt I’ll get any. But why not

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Happy Birthday Sebastian Stan!

Happy 36th birthday, Sebastian Stan!

We spend too much time bullying ourselves trying to be other things. Be who you are. Own it. It’s okay to give yourself some love once in a while. Be kind to yourself as you would be to a friend in need.

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Do you take request?

Hello anon, yes, yes I do. I promise to take at most a week or two to finish it too.Also, my asks and requests are empty at the moment.

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Reblog if You Would Love it if Curious Anons Invaded Your Inbox!

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Crossing fingers, please!

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

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Saeran Choi Week 2k18!

Hello, everyone!

As everyone knows, it’s been almost a month since Cheritz gifted us with the route we’ve been waiting for such a long time! 

On this occassion, I’d like to announce that I - @yandereshit - decided to - with the help of @yuki101shonada and @kissyourdemons - organize a Saeran Choi Week, to be able to celebrate his presence in our lives, and to let all sorts of creators share their work with the fandom!

The week will take place from 5th to 11th June, so it’ll end on the Chois’ birthday!

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From today, till the end of February, we’ll be taking submissions of possible themes for every day of the week! You can send them in via ask, submit button or a message! They won’t be replied to, but we’ll choose those that will be the most attractive!

From 1st to 16th March, we’ll be running a poll that’ll help us decide on what themes will be set for every day! We solely count on that part since we especially want to know what kind of content the fandom craves for the most!

Of course, the themes will be only a suggestion. No one is obliged to follow them! It’s completely up to you!

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The rules of the content we’ll allow you to submit will be published along with the themes! Feel free to ask questions and follow ☆ to stay tunned! Mark your calendars, reblog this post to spread the news, and~

See you soon, Saetrashes! 

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Wow, this is really a nice prompt list! Thanks, @juminssi for sharing. Maybe this will help my mood! :D

Cuddling prompts

Because that’s the kind of mood i’m in today.

In bed

On the couch/loveseat

On the floor

In front of the fireplace

In the back seat of the car

For warmth

For comfort

Reluctantly

Totally platonic

Totally romantic

Post-coital

Just waking up

Falling asleep

In public

In the dark

With rain outside

With snow outside

While someone’s crying

While someone’s sick

Post-proposal

In the water/in the bath

Congratulatory

Reunion

Between strangers

With a first kiss

In lieu of kissing

First cuddle

Familiar cuddle

Last cuddle (if you’re feeling super angsty)

Out of necessity (trapped in a small space, etc.)

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#3: Bet

The third part of the series, Silly fic #2, I’m in a silly mood today. It probably isn’t funny but yeah~ Enjoy this silly drabble~

#3: Bet - “Do you even care anymore? About me?”

Summary: Zen is convinced to wear a dress by MC for a bet she made with Seven.

"Pleeeaaase."

"No."

"Zennnnnnn."

"Jagiiiii, no. Babe, let's do something else hm? I don't see the fun in this."

"B-b-but!" Oh no, not her pouty lips and teary eyes! That was banned, too tempting for him and stir too much beyond what she could handle now... Wouldn't want to scare her off when he's having this much fun with her.

"Why do you want me to do it this bad, babe?"

"B-Because!" She growls almost like a cute kitten. "Seven made a bet with me! Showing off again, I joked that I knew someone that looked better and even more unrecognizable than he would be in a dress!"

"W-What does that have to do with me?" He didn't like the sound of this... Would backing up and going for a jog change her mind?

"Of course it does! You're my canvas, Zen! You're my pretty, gorgeous and unbelievably handsome boyfriend who is a musical actor! Even Jaehee agreed with me on this, it's is my collaborative work with her."

As she explained more, her hands kept making soothing circles on his palm. Was she trying to coax him?

"I-I don't know. Jagi, I know I'm a gift from the heavens but to compete in this competition? With Seven?”

She could tell he was halfway convinced, "please Zen? For me? I wanted to prove him wrong. Let's take it as payback for when he tricked you, okay?"

He sighed and consented, "fine. I'm not wearing a dress."

She squealed and nodded, "Jaehee, you and I will make the best tag team. Let's beat the shit out of Seven and Yoosung! I'll make them call uncle this time for sure!"

Zen shuddered, he didn't need a prophetic dream to know that this could mostly go wrong...

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#4: Effort

(A Mystic Messenger conversation prompt series)

The fourth part of the series, yes, I skipped number three. This was easier to produce. But yeah, I feel better about this, lemme know how y’all think!  I hope you all enjoy it~ (#3 and #5 will come after this since I start work late tomorrow~)

#4: Effort - “Do you even care anymore? About me?”

Summary: Yoosung has trouble focusing on his case study, MC questions his earnestness.

This was supposed to be a little funny or witty? I think it’s a silly fic instead. :P

The LOLOL server was under maintenance so he decided to perk himself up a little. Not that he usually wouldn't be depressed because it was down, still later, his beloved would have a reward or encouragement for him if he tried to work hard in his studies.

Motivation, she called it. Well... He mused, she really had some good incentives going on for him to continue to put his nose to the grindstone. The buttery white scent of cream at the nape of her neck and those soft, peachy lips... Ahem, he still had trouble concentrating at times. He needed to focus and read this case study, at least before tomorrow's seminar.

Max was very active during his exam. He was robust and playful. The radiographs of the abdomen showed significant gas throughout the small intestines and colon. Discussion points to consider the diagnosis and examination...

"Sweetie?" He could hear her voice faintly from the kitchen, she probably was asking about dinner.

He picked up his footsteps, glad to abandon his case study even for a second. "Yes, dear?"

Oh no, she was tapping her foot. At a second glance, she even had flared nostrils. That wasn't a good thing, right? He gulped, biting his own lip. Did he do something wrong?

"Do you even care anymore? About me?" Focus, Yoosung, observe your girlfriend. Her jaw is set and she had one hand on her hip. Oh god, Mom used to do that thing with two hands on her hips. Not. Good.

"W-What do you mean, honey? O-of course I do!" He grimaced, his voice faltering and squeaking as he spoke. Ugh, way to sound like manly, Yoosung. "Then, why? Can you explain yourself? I... I'm so upset! I have told you how much this mattered to me!"

"H-Huh? I-I mean, yes! I know, I know, love. Just... Honey, I don't think I quite... understand where you are coming from?" He watched as his response seemed to aggravate things.

"Kim Yoosung!" Oh, gods, it was the famed name calling. M-Maybe he should retreat and ask Zen? "You forgot!" Hold it up a minute... Oh no, no, no, no.

Her tears were welling up and her hands were clenching her arms too tightly. Her set jaw seemed almost to be grinding in sheer exasperation. What did he do? Think! Quick, fix this!

"I... I guess you don't even care anymore, Yoosung." She huffed, glancing away in embarrassment and resigned. "It's alright... I guess. It was a silly thing, after all." She placed a pastel pink container on the counter beside them. It was empty, just with remnants of some sort of creamy residue?

"W-What is this, dear?" He really didn't recall seeing this before.

"It was my ice cream! Yoosung, how could you! It was the super ultra mega rare special edition version of Haven Daze ice cream brand that I love! I spend days getting this! I saved every morsel of it, at least to leave some each day, just eating a spoonful a day!"

He stared in shock at the cylindrical container before he sighed inwardly in relief. He didn't need to call Zen. He could handle this. He would have to. He promised to never let you down and this was what he was close to doing now. Too close. 

"Honey, I'm sorry."

He heard her sigh in his arms, he felt her shoulders loosen, "why? You don't remember it, don't you? It's alright... I'll just get another tub down at the mart later."

"No, I'll go. It's my fault." It was. He recalled taking something out from the freezer to consume, it was cold and creamy. Absolutely delicious, in fact. It must have been that.

He chuckled and murmured into her ear, "let me make it up to you, my star." Carrying her to his desk, he gave her a tight hug, "sometimes, I don't show how much I appreciate you. But I do. This was my miss, my mistake. I care for you, love, even if I'm still an immature brat."

Her laughter was a delight to his ears. "Hey, no need to push yourself down to the bogs. You're not so bad and stinky at this. I overreacted too. I'm sorry. This is new to the both of us."

She was right, the two of you were fumbling through this relationship but what she spoke hurt. He knew she probably was only upset about her ice cream but he needed to be more mindful, at least for her sake. He needed to fulfill his dream of taking care of you, after all. 

"Still, I'm sorry. It was really delicious, it was worth your effort getting it." She giggled, "I'm an ice cream aficionado, no one gets me away from my beloved!"

He chuckled and demanded, "what about me then?"

"You're just a side dish, but mine though."

He grinned, tickling her sides relentlessly. Escorting her off as she got back her breath, he slowly guided them to the door.

"Yoosung, where are we going?"

"Out. To get our dessert and the main dish to complement me, of course." Her pretty smile was the best thing, he decided and worth every effort he would put in, as an apology, to find that famed ice cream for her again.

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#2: Wish

(A Mystic Messenger conversation prompt series)

This is the second part of the series, another conversation that struck me with inspiration. I chatted with @reifromrfa yesterday and I mentioned I might do a whole month of this if possible (even if the only reason is to get my inspiration back to do that mini-series).

Raze has been my staunch reminder for myself lately, please thank her, otherwise, I doubt this would have appeared~ It’s past the 2nd day for me here but I’ll hope this is alright for that since I’ve begun working today. This is reallly short but I hope you all enjoy it~ Without further ado...

#2: Wish - “Will you just hold me?”

Summary: MC wants a hug from Saeran. 

Warning! Cavity inducing fluff. 

"Saeran."

"Yes?"

"Saeeerannnn."

"Mm. Princess?"

"Saeran. Saeran. Saeran!"

He grunted in reply, a tiny smile appeared on his face. "yes, brat?"

You pouted as you stared at him, still typing on his laptop. He had been on it for hours, days, no, weeks! You were happy that you could still fend for the two of you, providing for your meals, rent, and utilities without worry yet.

Still, Saeran's blatant disapproval was clear as he mentioned to you how much he wanted to care for you. Providing you with a happy, cozy and warm environment without worrying about money was part of it, he insisted. Hence, him sticking to his laptop searching for a way for him to earn a living with his skillset daily and whatever else that he was doing that you had no idea about.

"Jerk, at least look at me when you're talking!" You rolled your eyes at him with a glare. "Give me your attention a little, please?" Your beseeching eyes pleaded with him as he finally turned to look at you.

Gods, he never had thought he would be this lucky. You were still the most gorgeous, sweetest, the loveliest thing he ever saw. Even the flowers paled in comparison, still, he noticed that behind it all that beauty, you seemed a little anxious... Worried even.

Frowning, he queried, "what is your wish, Princess? If there was something you needed immediately, you could have just told me without fear of me biting back a retort."

You shook your head, stepped towards him and sat on his lap. Your petite stature was something he adored and you used to your advantage now. "Will you just hold me? I missed you."

You felt his soft laughter rumble in his chest, his arms nestling you close in his embrace "sure, your wish is my command, baby girl."

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@whisperbinder @reifromrfa ;_: T.T whyyyyy... The feels just!

I wanted fluff and closure so I made my own TuT

(I’m posting on mobile so idk how big this is lol. Also, I couldn’t customize the speed for individual frames so sorry about that)

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Hello there! Can you write about jumin having an argument with mc and the arguments didn't end well. They went to work with bitterness. So mc work as a medical emergency team response and was sent to help the victims of a collapsed building. During the evacuation, mc was caught in the collapsed. She was badly injured but not life threatening. Jumin being busy he is doesn't know this until it was showed on the . Can you make it angsty please. If it's not to your liking you can ignore it. ^_^

Hey there! Nice to meet ya~ Wow, this is a really detailed ask! Awesome! This sounds cool~ thank you! I’ll give it a try and see it if I can give it justice! It just so happens that I like angst too~ 😁😁😁

There’s one point I wanna ask though, Jumin sees it on the news right? Hope you don’t mind that I run with this, how he finds out? I might want to put cameo appearances from the other members in too~

Thanks again boo! Look forward to seeing it within these few days! :D

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This feels like an AU waiting to be written.

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Reblogging this and praying!

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It makes me wonder when did this begin for her? In many ways, it's almost terrifying to know how much power and information she held in her hands as she prepared for RFA parties. All those celebrities and influential invitees, all those "chess pieces" in her hands... If Rika had never decided to stage a suicide, how much would she have abused her power if she continued to try to grow Minteye in secret?

It's terrifying to think of...

@irisellings I’m going to respond in a new post because I was thinking of writing something about this anyway. Yes, a very good point and something that didn’t really click for me until this route. She talks herself up as this great dark villain standing in opposition to the light when the real Rika never left that damn broom closet where her mother was yelling at her. Side note: and boyyyyy does she self-aggrandise a lot. Just look at how she’s first introduced in the SEs: she’s sitting on a throne, looking down on us. It only gets more ridiculous from there.

There’s two points that come up consistently in Rika’s defense:

1. She doesn’t know what she’s doing with a side of she thought the cult was helping people, i.e. the ‘she has a mental illness and isn’t responsible for her actions’ defense.

2. She’s a good person at heart and she can be saved, look at what a cinnamon roll she was when she was hanging out with the RFA, i.e. there’s a core of goodness to her; her actions are wrong but she could be potentially persuaded to stop.

I don’t think anyone’s ever tried to argue that her perspective and understanding of the world isn’t coloured by her abuse and mental illness, but there’s something gross about infantilising her in the first argument and putting the responsibility for her actions on…V? I guess? And the second one doesn’t sit well with me either. There’s plenty of opportunities to offer her help and she just…doesn’t grab them. I really like your take on it, that both the kind Rika the RFA remember and the cruel person she’s become when we meet her are just personas she takes on and off at will depending on what she thinks will get her the largest number of people around her. She just mentally draws a line between them and switches up who she thinks the main Rika is without ever taking a good hard look at herself and admitting that she is the sum of her actions.

I think this is the most consistent explanation for what her real personality is. She’s not particularly kind or especially cruel as a baseline of behavior, she’s just opportunistic in how she tries to force relationships where she’ll be uniquely situated as a central figure of influence. The fact that she is capable of changing personas on a whim makes it clear to me that she is 100% conscious of what she’s doing, and I can’t believe there’s still people arguing that she’s not legally liable for all the shit she’s pulled.

There’s some more stuff I have to say on this, bc I guess my new calling in life is being a Rika scholar, but this post is getting pretty long so I’ll just trawl through my stash of screenshots and make something separate for that.

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Haha sure doesn’t sound like it.

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