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I always ask them questions, but they never seem to want to get to know me.

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why do i have to ask for you to love me?

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i know we’re like not meant to say this but i think i really would kill myself if they left me

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i wish i was enough for the people i care about, instead im much too much and much too little and never never never just right

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I want to live, but I don't see the point in it. The happy moments are incredibly brief. Meanwhile, the all-consuming sadness, disappointment, emptiness, fear, seems almost constant.

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im so fucking tired of waking up

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i havent had violent thoughts like this in years

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i dont want to kill myself bc itll make my mum sad but how else am i meant to show you how much you ruined my fucking life

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Nothing hurts more than trying your absolute best and still not being good enough

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god everyone makes me feel so stupid for just feeling

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yeah you hurt me. yeah id crawl back to you in an instant.

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💖Just a gentle nudge to remind you that you're not just existing—you're thriving, even on days when it doesn't feel that way. You're a one-of-a-kind force in this world, bringing light and love in ways you might not even realize. You've overcome so much, and you should be proud of every step you've taken, no matter how small. The world is better with you in it, and you've already made such a difference just by being you. Keep going, keep growing, and never forget how important you are💖

ive just seen this omgg, this is beautiful, thankyou 💕

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i don't want to heal i want them pay for what they did

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i’m at my breaking point.

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nothing really matters anymore. no matter how hard i try, they will never pay for what they did.

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no one talks about the rage you feel when u realize that every adult in your life has failed u

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People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.