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Moving medieval manuscript art!

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1$ flea market score. Tiny glass 1960s perfume bottles. I love them.

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To The Painters of Pompeii - Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

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Zoloft: fake german word

Prozac: fake polish word

Lexapro: legal research software

Celexa: pokemon

Geodon: another pokemon

Wellbutrin: online stock exchange thing

Paxil: off-brand pope

Buspar: jumble prompt

Xanax: this one sounds like a medication

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“You are in the embrace of the history” — Deir el-Bahri in Nile West Bank. Luxor, Egypt

“The first written words started here” — Uruk, Iraq (Sumer, Mesopotamia)

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Here’s a thing that happened to one of my friends. I was there.

Basically, we were walking down the sidewalk, talking about something meaningless. I think it had to do with a movie. Then this bus screeches up, stops next to us, and a bunch of people with “Down with Cis” shirts climbed out and started beating him up. I was punched and kicked a bit too, but I managed to avoid brutalization by going for their faces. After figuring out what’s happening, I started attacking them back, getting them off of him. He was quite injured but I called 911 and he made a full recovery at the hospital. I was fine, with only a cut on my arm that they patched up.

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Just Like the First Time.

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It's so weird to me when people are like 'but that will cost the government money!' So what? They're the government, they're supposed to be spending money. What, you want them to take your tax dollars and then do nothing with it? Lock it all up in a big government vault and just look at it? Why are you so scared of giving a third grader lunch or a homeless person a house.

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An old addition of mine on a post about veganism recently crossed my dash organically, and coincidentally just after I encountered a really sad and unfortunate example of exactly what that addition was about. It occurs to me that it's probably worth recirculating just that addition, without the long conversational back-and-forth that lead up to it, because it's still as relevant as it was when I made it. So, here goes:

As many people have pointed out, some stripes of militant veganism look suspiciously like eating disorders.

This because they are eating disorders.

The term for this specific type of eating disorder is orthorexia nerviosa, and while it is not limited to vegans, it can absolutely manifest in and be camouflaged through a vegan lifestyle.

If you:

compulsively follow rules relating to your veganism, and harshly punish yourself, either physically or mentally, for ever accidentally deviating from them?

have extreme anxiety over the possibility of compromising your veganism, either on purpose or accidentally?

bury yourself in research about the benefits of veganism and the detriments of other diets (eg. obsessively watch incendiary animal welfare videos, despite knowing that they trigger you; obsessively research and collect vegan recipes and read vegan lifestyle blogs in a way that goes beyond being enthusiastic about cooking as a hobby; etc.)?

have rules relating to veganism which get harsher and harsher over time (eg. only eating backyard eggs -> never eating any eggs; only eating ethically sourced honey -> never eating any honey; reducing your processed sugar consumption -> obsessively cutting all processed foods out of fear of accidentally consuming sugar with bone fragments; promoting veganism as a positive lifestyle choice -> feeling like you’re not doing enough unless you actively attack all diets which are less restrictive than your own, etc.)?

are losing weight to a noticeable and continuing degree, even after your body should have adjusted to your new diet?

have problems in your social relationships due to your diet to a degree which is impacting your mental well-being?

are convinced that your self-worth and value as a person is intrinsically tied to your diet, and that any deviations from your specific vegan diet will make you worthless as a person?

Please talk to your doctor about orthorexia, and consider seeing a specialist. Eating disorders are serious, and can be deadly, and orthorexia is one of the most under-diagnosed eating disorders because people often do not notice that it has developed until they are extremely malnourished and have done permanent damage to their physical and mental health. 

Veganism isn’t the problem per se. Lots of vegans can live perfectly healthy lifestyles. But the danger with orthorexia is specifically the fact that none of the justifications for it are inherently bad. You can have a perfectly good rationale for what you’re doing when you start, and then your mental illness will slowly boil the frog, cutting food after food and creating new rationalization after new rationalization, until where you end up is literally killing you. And that’s the same no matter how you get there.

Gym bunnies who develop orthorexia by dramatically cutting carbs and worrying over their macros in a way that just happens to result in them eating half the calories that they should be getting? Well, there’s nothing inherently wrong with body building! Health food obsessives who cut category after category of food over fear of GMOs and pesticides and contamination? Well, there’s nothing inherently wrong with leaning organic! People who want to avoid food produced through human exploitation, who start by buying fair trade coffee and chocolate, and then eventually expand what human exploitation they’re worried about until they can’t shop at any normal grocery store, and can’t eat at any restaurant or any friend’s house under any circumstances? Refusing to support exploitation is a good thing! But pull the curtain back on these explanations and what you actually have is a disordered brain doing everything it possibly can to starve itself, without ever consciously admitting that that’s the goal.

If your veganism is starting to cause severe disruptions in your life, either physically, mentally, or socially, see a doctor.

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i think 90% of the time being like 'all my political enemies are personally miserable' is on some level cope. but when it comes to elon musk it is just obviously true and thats pretty funny